Flirting With Death
im trying. I am. Please see that I’m trying
i really just don’t know how to move forward anymore. i don’t know how to ask for help. ive been alone with my shit for so long I can’t comprehend bothering anyone with anything. I want to so bad. I can’t do it
: ( I keep telling myself the worst is over but I keep being wrong
BE NICE HAVE FUN
Monsters of the Middle Ages. Written by William Wise. Illustrated by Tomie de Paola. 1971.
kinda insane how $10,000 would change my life but it’s just a new coat for some people. really out here living different lives
my teeth hurt
Little lamb | Marie Antoinette
im here for everyone always helping doing what I can, I got so overwhelmed today, but I helped everyone who needed it and now I’m in bed. Alone. Falling apart. And no one…is around or answering. but being real with myself, I wouldn’t tell them anyways.
I could be puffy eyed and snotty nose, or just actively crying right in front of someone and say “oh no really I’m fine don’t worry abt it!” And make it so convincing they leave me alone to breakdown