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they say he's the devil's succesor
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Shibi’s ‘ smell you later nerds ‘ hiatus post.

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I don’t want this to be sad, but I don’t want it to be overly happy either. Because it’s not. For me anyways, I don’t know about some, though. 
Onion was interesting, new and a joy at first. He was so fun to have silly jokes with others && angst. Never forget the angst. But now, I feel like it’s time to break down this ‘wall’ that Onion managed to build up for me. I don’t want this wall here && I want to expand myself. Improve myself in ways that back in December I wouldn’t have thought possible. Improve myself in ways that if the me now could see the future me, I’d be impressed && happy. Because right now? My mind isn’t as strong as it used to be. Family shit gets rough && when life decides to make it worse, you kind of feel a lot weaker. 
Anyways, yes, this blog is going on an indefinite hiatus. But! It’s a good thing since I can expand what Onion couldn’t. 
I’m finally going to try && I’m finally going to stop being so down on myself for shit I can’t help. 
I’m going to improve && that’s all that matters.
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  “ I am finally worth something !    I managed to conjure up a demon    && help with his pretentious ass !    Don’t talk down to me anymore ! I- “
  “ -I’m finally becoming somewhat..     somebody ! I’ve never been able     to feel like this ! && the me three     years ago would of never have said     this but- “
“ It’s thanks to a demon that  I don’t feel useless, stupid,  insignificant && powerless ! “

Meet Aquila! The OC that will be coming to a dash near you ! At the beginningof the story I’m writing, she is so under-confident && so surprised she managed to conjure up a demon. She was so surprised she started crying in happiness. Her lack of confidence caused her to lack in spells.

She lives in the ‘far off future’ ( so cheesy, lmao ;; ). It’s been around over 3,000 years since the revolution of magic began. Since the first recorded spell was used around then ( since the 1600s ), but it was a cause of the conjurers death && everything in the prison too. There had been a cult, but it wasn’t very well known, so it wasn’t recorded. 

The demon she conjures changes her && the demon. They both change each other. At first, the demon thinks of her as a stupid, worthless, sobbing mess of a human ( I mean, he wasn’t summoned in the most painless way ), && she thought of him as a quote on quote ‘ pissbaby ‘. She didn’t tell him that though && he was too weak in his new human form to try and focus on what she was thinking. 

As time goes on, they both tolerate each other more && more, leading them to do almost anything. Emphasis on almost since her demon is, well, a demon. But that’s for another time.

In Aquila’s time, Latin makes its way quickly ,after the revolution won, as a central expectation of a second language. Especially because spells in the past had been used with Latin && the first recorded spell was used in Latin. A mark of respect, if you will. 

( the fc used in this isn’t the official fc, it was just the closest i had lmao. )

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I knew a monster who said he hated love and that he’d never love again. He spoke of it harshly and cruelly as if he’d only heard what it was.  But that monster hated love so much that he saved many maids and princesses from having a one-sided or an empty marriage.  His face looked evil, teeth baring around many folk that dare pass his cave. But his heart stayed true to what he thought, and for the longest time I only ever thought of him as stubborn. But feelings change and people do. Yet sadly memories don’t. So while that monster kept on saving every maiden he could, and while the monster kept on raging about his feelings for love and what it had done, I found myself in the sick twisted web of love, like he had once been in. I kept my feelings inside, until I felt like they could burst. So much so that every time I spoke to him I thought I would let my river of emotions flood his every thought and his fondness for me would drown in it.  I felt like it was in my own bottle, and soon enough it was. For I met a witch who saw my pain and offered to rid of it, only if I agreed never to ask for it back, no matter what happened to me. I was so hurt and confused that I didn’t even hear myself agree. But I did and soon enough I awoke with her holding a glass bottle filled with what I was.  She wished me luck and quickly disappeared from my sight. Which now had improved and my sense of smell had lead me to move myself to a sent of bread. The bakery looked horrified and screamed for help, now I was even more confused and then suddenly a sharp pain found its way to my back. But I did not feel like crying nor did I feel betrayed by the people I once knew. More sharp pains continued and soon enough I fell and once I did I didn’t even feel the pain. ‘Love is too cruel and bitter, it lead me to my fall, so why should anyone experience it?’ I thought to myself. And then I realized why the monster hated love as much as he did. I was a fool and love got the better of me.
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  “ I am finally worth something !    I managed to conjure up a demon    && help with his pretentious ass !    Don’t talk down to me anymore ! I- “
  “ -I’m finally becoming somewhat..     somebody ! I’ve never been able     to feel like this ! && the me three     years ago would of never have said     this but- “
“ It’s thanks to a demon that  I don’t feel useless, stupid,  insignificant && powerless ! “

Meet Aquila! The OC that will be coming to a dash near you ! At the beginningof the story I’m writing, she is so under-confident && so surprised she managed to conjure up a demon. She was so surprised she started crying in happiness. Her lack of confidence caused her to lack in spells.

She lives in the ‘far off future’ ( so cheesy, lmao ;; ). It’s been around over 3,000 years since the revolution of magic began. Since the first recorded spell was used around then ( since the 1600s ), but it was a cause of the conjurers death && everything in the prison too. There had been a cult, but it wasn’t very well known, so it wasn’t recorded. 

The demon she conjures changes her && the demon. They both change each other. At first, the demon thinks of her as a stupid, worthless, sobbing mess of a human ( I mean, he wasn’t summoned in the most painless way ), && she thought of him as a quote on quote ‘ pissbaby ‘. She didn’t tell him that though && he was too weak in his new human form to try and focus on what she was thinking. 

As time goes on, they both tolerate each other more && more, leading them to do almost anything. Emphasis on almost since her demon is, well, a demon. But that’s for another time.

In Aquila’s time, Latin makes its way quickly ,after the revolution won, as a central expectation of a second language. Especially because spells in the past had been used with Latin && the first recorded spell was used in Latin. A mark of respect, if you will. 

( the fc used in this isn’t the official fc, it was just the closest i had lmao. )

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past && future muses i’ve had/want to do!

   “ -Uh, just dropping some flowers for Sparky.. “

                He gave a fake sniff, and quickly dismissed himself.

     “ Sparky! Sorry you have to stay there, but I had to! If anyone finds          out we’re both in trouble. “

Victor Frankenstein - like the 10th muse?? idk man.

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past && future muses i’ve had/want to do!

“ Why, I might be behind the mean ol’ fence, pumpkin!!     But I’ll make sure I get t’ see you very soon !!!       I’ll also be sendin’ some o’ your favourite shampoo         over soon! 

                     Don’ ask how I know that. “

Gideon Gleeful - 2nd Muse I Ever Had :^)

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sophie, shib(i), female, (ง︡’‿‘︠)ง, ur english, single, u like ez ofc, memes, shitposting, sinning, cheesecake, su and gf, animal crossing, u dont like negativity in fandoms, and for the random fact, you are the sin, the meme, the giant shitposter :^)

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