when my raised-poor cousins whose family used to ask us for money post about being spoiled and how taking the bus is never an option.... idk man idk where this world is going to. 

mom rant

hate when my mom acts and cries like she doesn’t have money and then dad is forced to give her from his savings. and i know exactly how much they each have in her bank accounts because i take care of that. she has thousands more than my father who pays ALL the bills and grocery and just finished paying for her last dr visit and my car. 

instead she sends that money to Mexico to make changes to her house over there. which is still ugly af and dirty. Her own son, my half brother, doesnt respect her and steals her items to sell on the street, and her own sister lies to her to get more money. How do i know? She’s always crying about it and complaining that she doesnt understnad why they do that.  like, she’s never there so why does she put so much money into it and them. instead, she should be helping out HERE where she IS AND LIVING. because of my dad she has a roof under her head and is ALIVE. but no. she cant spend $300 on HER OWN VISIT while using my DAD’S insurance for something that SHE CAUSED ON HER OWN all because she didn’t take care of herself while she was away from us. 

i was about to break right there when she started to whine and fuss about how she doesnt want to use her card to pay because she wont have enough money and she just made a big purchase ( a watch!!!!)... she was like “no i rather not go i wont have money you KNOW i made a big purchase the other day” and my dad didnt want to hear it so he gave her money because she has to go to the doctor for this examination or else she’ll never get better. i wanted to SCREAM AT HER and tell her to stop being a FUQNG LITTLE GIRL and that I knew she had thousands that she DID have more than enough to go even without insurance. I’m about to tkae her off our fuqing insurance and let her do it all on her own. she doesnt appreciate anything form anyone. There is never enough and she never gives back yet she preaches “God’s word” and she exects everyone to do what she wants at any given time. But ask her to let you borrow $20 and she gets all hot and fussy and brings back every detail of when you wronged her. 

i CANT WAIT till she leaves back to my sister’s house where I dont have to talk to her or hear her ridicule every time i come back from my friends’ or when im even just a LITTLE late from work.