You love me so much And I want to love you too You told me that you did So I said it back to you
I don’t know what I was thinking I’m never in my mind I do not want to hurt you I just want what’s hard to find
I know I’m going to hurt you It’s a fact I face each day Knowing that you love me While I’m emotionally far away
You deserve so much better I wish that you could see Anything else is better So much better than me
I know you think I’m humble But all I really do is lie I’m trying not to kill you Every time you ask me why
Why do I push you away When you’re the best I’ve ever had? Why do I shut you down? Why am I always mad?
I’m mad because I can’t love you When that’s all I wish I could do I’m mad because I need you Even though I don’t want to
I hope this won’t end badly I want you to be strong Can’t tell you what I have done, Because I know that it is wrong
Maybe some day you’ll forgive me Because all I have to say Is I’m sorry for what I did When you were so damn far away.
-m.s.
