all the cracks
it bursts into bleakness
it drips from my skin
and swallows me into the abyss
since i was young
the questions could never be answered
why do we keep on going
i can’t take this darkness
the surface seems to drift away the more I reach
stepping forward is upside down
I’m sinking into the ground
and seek refugee in my sleep
I fill on my time with all I get
So I can get this image out of my head
The blood
The neck
And the knife
Blured life, grey eyes