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โ no matter how ๐“ญ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ด it gets, the sun's gonna ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฎ again. โž indie rp blog for meredith greyย || est. 2014, revamped 2019 loved by nadine
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ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย โ People love to say that what doesnโ€™t kill you makes youย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย stronger. But sometimes, those people donโ€™t know what ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย the hell theyโ€™re talking about. โžย  ย ย ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ย 

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โ˜† independent meredith grey (est 2014, back after a long hiatus)

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( derek ):ย 

It had been a long six, almost seven years. After Derekโ€™s accident, he had been in the hospital for a while. He remembered all his medical training and neurosurgery stuff but he didnโ€™t know who he was or where he was from. When he had been at the hospital he had been taken to after the accident, they didnโ€™t find any ID on him so they didnโ€™t know who he was. They couldnโ€™t contact anyone for him. As they werenโ€™t able to help him recover at that hospital, they transferred him out of state to a hospital that would help him get better, as much as he could. When he was able to be discharged from the hospital, they helped him find a place to live, get a job at their hospital and helped him come up with a name. That name was David Shaw. It was a name that just happened to stick when they were going through names. And without realizing, his initials.ย  As far as Meredith, his family and friends knew, there had been an accident and his car was completely messed up. Once he was taken out of it, it had gone up in flames. They had assumed he had died because there was no way anyone would have survived that.
He had been getting on with life. Although he hadnโ€™t gone back to working in a hospital. After being in one recovering for so long, he just couldnโ€™t work there. Not straight away. As time went on, he had got a job doing home visits. Like a doctor who would do home calls. In the past year, he started having memories come back. Of his mother, his sisters, his father. Then came the memories of Addison, of Meredith. The memories werenโ€™t all fully back but most were and he knew he had children, although he was unaware of Ellis.
It was then he decided he should go to Seattle. Back home. He packed some stuff that he would need and got a flight from where he was in Oregon to Seattle. He booked a hotel room and dropped his stuff off there. Unaware that Meredith had sold the house, he got a taxi from the hotel to the house and was taken by surprise when a complete stranger answered the door. He apologized and walked away. He looked up at the house he had built and sighed. Getting his phone out, the old one had been destroyed in the accident, he called for another taxi and once in there, he thought about where he could find Meredith. Then it came to him. Meredithโ€™s motherโ€™s house. The house he had gone back to with her when they first met. Once the taxi took him there, he paid him and stepped out. He knocked on the door. Of course this was going to be a shock to Meredith.

Another start to yet another busy day, Meredith had her hands full with getting the kids ready for school before she would head into work at the hospital. She heads from the kitchen to the hallway and shouts from the base of the stairs,ย โ€œItโ€™s time to get up!โ€

It had been almost 7 years to the day since Derek was presumed dead. In that time, she had run off to San Diego, had Ellis and then returned to pick up her life where it left off and adapt to being a single mother. What once was home to her, became an empty place that she just bear to be in without the love of her life. That was their home. With that, she had made the decision to pack the kids up and move back into her mothers old house with Maggie and Amelia there to help her raise the kids.ย 

As she turns to head back to the kitchen, she hears a knock on the door. Who could that be at this hour, it was too damn early. She reaches for the door to see who was there, shouting another reminder,ย โ€œHurry up, weโ€™re gonna be la-โ€ Interrupted, she was about to greet the mysterious guest until she saw him.ย 

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Frozen, Meredith stands there as her mind races back to the moment when the police had shown up at the house to tell her that there had been an accident and when they finally closed his missing persons case. Still in shock, she can only manage to utter one thing:

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย โ€œD-Derek?โ€

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new year's / new year's eve starters

  • โ€œNew Yearโ€™s is always the yearโ€™s biggest letdown.โ€
  • โ€œSo, what are your resolutions?โ€
  • โ€œI swear, if I have to hear โ€˜Auld Lang Syneโ€™ one more timeโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œHey, sorry, it took me forever to find a place where my cell could get a signalโ€ฆ happy new yearโ€™s from [location].โ€
  • โ€œWhat have you accomplished this year?โ€
  • โ€œThis year sucked. Good riddance.โ€
  • โ€œLetโ€™s hope this year goes better than the last oneโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œThereโ€™s a party at [name]โ€™s house. You coming?โ€
  • โ€œWeโ€™re headed to Times Square to watch the ball drop. You can tag along if you want.โ€
  • โ€œHey, last year of [politician your character doesnโ€™t like]!โ€
  • โ€œJust think of all the video games and movies that are being released this yearโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œNo champagne for me. Designated driver.โ€
  • โ€œGiving up chocolate for new yearโ€™s? I give it a week.โ€
  • โ€œWeโ€™ve had a big year.โ€
  • โ€œI plan to hit five parties before midnight.โ€
  • โ€œ3โ€ฆ 2โ€ฆ 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!โ€
  • โ€œWant a party hat?โ€
  • โ€œChampagne?โ€
  • โ€œThree biggest moments from this year?โ€
  • โ€œItโ€™s nearly midnightโ€ฆ have you seen my date?โ€
  • โ€œAh, yes, itโ€™s almost midnight, which no one is going to kiss me at.โ€
  • โ€œThis time last year, I was living in a motel. This is definitely an improvement.โ€
  • โ€œIโ€™ve heard โ€˜Auld Lang Syneโ€™ six times tonight and itโ€™s only 11:30.โ€
  • โ€œAnd to think, this time last year I was dating you.โ€
  • โ€œI need someone to kiss at midnight. You up to it?โ€
  • โ€œI need your help. I want to kiss [name] at midnight, and I need you to help me make it happen.โ€
  • โ€œItโ€™s New Yearโ€™s. Arenโ€™t we supposed to be making out?โ€
  • โ€œOh, God, my ex is here. Pass the champagne.โ€
  • โ€œLook, I know youโ€™d rather be in bed, but could you at least pretend to be excited?โ€
  • โ€œA toast to my amazing friends, and to the new year!โ€
  • โ€œI shouldโ€™ve been in bed two hours ago.โ€
  • โ€œAre you sure [name] is up to stay awake until midnight? I mean, s/heโ€™s only [age]โ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œPsst. Hey. Hey, wake up. Itโ€™s midnight. Make your resolutions.โ€
  • โ€œI swear, if next New Yearโ€™s, weโ€™re in the same place we are now, shoot me. Just do it. Iโ€™m serious. Just shoot me.โ€
  • โ€œI remember when Iโ€™d get so excited for New Yearโ€™sโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œYโ€™know, New Yearโ€™s sort of loses its punch when you stay up until 2 AM every night anywayโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œI like to think we grew up this year.โ€
  • โ€œNo firecrackers this year. The neighbors complained.โ€
  • โ€œIโ€™m tipsy, covered in streamers, surrounded by hung over people, I have Auld Lang Syne stuck in my head, and I donโ€™t know where my cell phone is. It is New Yearโ€™s.โ€
  • โ€œYou know, under the circumstances, I think this isnโ€™t such a bad impromptu New Yearโ€™s party.โ€
  • โ€œI canโ€™t believe you gave our son/daughter champagne!โ€
  • โ€œCome on, itโ€™s New Yearโ€™s Eve, you canโ€™t spend the whole party hiding in the bathroom!โ€
  • โ€œHow much longer?โ€
  • โ€œAny good New Yearโ€™s specials on?โ€
  • โ€œIโ€™ve had a glass of champagne, I made my resolution, I watched the clock strike midnight. Iโ€™m going to bed.โ€
  • โ€œYouโ€™re crazy. That place is always a zoo on New Yearโ€™s.โ€
  • โ€œJust pick an outfit so we can go. I mean, itโ€™s just a New Yearโ€™s party, itโ€™s not a black-tie event.โ€
  • โ€œWe should probably get back to the party.โ€
  • โ€œWhat are you doing out here on the roof? The partyโ€™s inside.โ€
  • โ€œSnow on New Yearโ€™s! Wish it had bothered to show up for Christmasโ€ฆโ€
  • โ€œWhereโ€™s [name]? S/heโ€™s my ride.โ€
  • โ€œI rented a limo. We are arriving to that party in style.โ€
  • โ€œTo 2015. May it not totally fuck us in the ass.โ€
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ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย "๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†๐’” ๐’š๐’๐’–'๐’—๐’† ๐’‹๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’๐’•๐’•๐’‚ ๐’…๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’†๐’˜"

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ย ย nadine | 26 |ย  she/they โ˜† independent multi-muse blog from many fandoms including but not limited to: life is strange,ย  ย  ย  ย  doctor who, rizzoli & isles, the good place, and more!ย 

โ˜† semi-selective, but feel free to dm me about anything, i donโ€™t bite i promise!ย 

โ˜† discord available to mutuals

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H e l l o, itโ€™s been ages. I know that I said Iโ€™d be back as soon as possible last time, but uni really decided to keep me busy to the point of exhaustion. I am at least proud to announce that I am now officially a uni graduate and will have my degree soon!! Itโ€™s been such a difficult journey but I made it. While my commencement was pushed back to December as of right now, I did get to celebrate with some cake at home while I finish up the rest of my assignment extensions.ย 

I do hope that with uni coming to a close, Iโ€™ll be able to come back and rekindle my love of writing and be able to talk with everyone again, I certainly miss my friends here and those I just started to talk to.ย 

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๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ and it was more than I thought it would be. I will leave my mark so everyone will know โ€“ I WAS HERE. ย // ย independent & selective addison montgomery from greyโ€™s anatomy & private practice. blog est may 2019.ย โ€“ as portrayed by ganymede.
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Since I didnโ€™t have too many posts, Iโ€™m just going to copy them and manually paste each of them to the new blog, so please donโ€™t be alarmed when you see an account calledย intcstardustย reblogging posts from you, that is me! You are by no means obligated to continue the threads if youโ€™re not feeling them, I just wanted to have my posts in one place rather than two
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musingmemes

ย ย ย  concerned meme

  • โ€œ are you okay? โ€
  • โ€œ you donโ€™t look so good โ€
  • โ€œ sit down, you look faint โ€
  • โ€œ have you eaten today? โ€
  • โ€œ please, just rest for a minute please โ€
  • โ€œ iโ€™m worried about you โ€
  • โ€œ what the hell happened? โ€
  • โ€œ did someone do this to you? โ€
  • โ€œ whatโ€™s wrong? โ€
  • โ€œ how long has this been going on? โ€
  • โ€œ why didnโ€™t you tell me? โ€
  • โ€œ i canโ€™t not care about you โ€
  • โ€œ donโ€™t tell me youโ€™re fine. this is not fine โ€
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recyclmeme

a psa;;

If I post an open starter, and you want to respond to it,

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย DO THE THING!

โ But the starter has already been replied too by someone else! โž

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย I donโ€™t care, do the thing.

โย But you posted it hours/days/weeks months ago! โž

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  Do. The. Thing.

โย But I donโ€™t know if I canโ€ฆ โž

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย This is your permission. ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย Do the thing.

โย But youโ€™re so quality, and Iโ€™m not! โž

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  I donโ€™t care, do the thing.

Look, thereโ€™s nothing more depressing than making a starter, big or small, and having no one reply to it. It just sits there, empty, unused, unloved. If it happens enough the role player will stop posting open starters all together, defaulting instead to people who they know will answer them for sure. Or in some extreme cases leave the community.ย 
Open starters are open for a reason. Any one of my followers can answer them hours, days, weeks, heck even months after theyโ€™ve been posted. Thatโ€™s why theyโ€™re tagged open.
So please, if you ever, ever, see a starter post tagged open that looks interesting to youย RESPOND TO IT!ย 
Youโ€™re not going to annoy me, in fact you will make my day. Youโ€™re not going to see it but Iโ€™m probably going to do a little happy dance in my seat, or grin like an idiot, or make high pitched squeaky noises, or all of the above, because you, yes you, responded to the starter I posted.
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