Risa is a Fox

Merry Chrysler🐸🎄Each like equals one kiss for Crimass Frogé 💋🐸🎁 Made this goober at work cuz I’m allowed to draw and I didn’t realize the bright yellow is sortof UV reactive??! I drew it in bronze gel pen initially cuz it was the first writing utensil I found in the reception desk and idk but I have the urge to draw frogs a lot and it kinda just escalated from there. Perhaps my funniest use of microns to date because the colors are actually twistable crayola crayons that also happen to be in the drawer at work. I think it would be funny/fun to see how many frogs and other drawings I can come up with while I’m at this job but funnier to try and do it out of those crayola twistables… (at Under the Christmas Tree) https://www.instagram.com/p/CmkPr8TuL55/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I thought I’d posted these in a reel but maybe not? Outfit from back in June for a Psyclon Nine show that will forever be etched in my brain as an experience I never thought I’d get to have, let alone photograph. Baby Risa never imagined how things would actually come to fruition. ~Outfit deetz~ Collar from my Amazon wishlist (I can’t remember who got me it but THANK YOU it was perfect to finish this outfit off) Top from @garageclothing Shorts @americaneagle Chain @junkmansdaughteratl Boots @demonia.shoes https://www.instagram.com/p/CmhR0N5OpKh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I know I never update anymore, part because Im too involved in a million other things that are higher priorities to me, like financial stability, rent, living comfortably, my modeling career and creating art more consistently. But I also stopped posting here because I feel like a lot of tumblr users disappeared so I felt like anyone who was here before wont even see anything I have to say. Its not that I dont care about everyone who supported me here anymore, but Ive got a lot of really important stuff im working towards and when I was most active on here it was mostly because I would waste hours on here scrolling down my dashboard and making posts. I didnt get nearly enough done with my life during this time. I did make progress, but at a much slower rate than the efficiency I now achieve. I mostly came on to let anyone still here know that I am making youtube videos again, its not an every week thing but its because Im striving for quality over quantity and if I achieve my other important goals Ill be better able to afford investing in making more interesting youtube videos and my longest goals of creating elaborate photoshoots. Im so much closer than ive ever been to achieving this. If you’re curious about whats been going on with my life, I recently made a video. If you want to interact with me on social media still please feel free to add me on facebook and just send me a message saying you’re from tumblr, or follow me on instagram, thats where Im most active and responsive. If you like my old posts, like my ootds, or modeling posts I still post that stuff to my instagram. I also post to my instagram story if im doing interesting things throughout the day or have a photoshoot Id like to share behind the scenes of! I hope youre all doing well and that your lives are going well!! 

My face was literally covered in dew ☔ I wish I'd recorded behind the scenes video for this shoot but it was raining almost the whole time 😫 I'm currently booking for June and July 📷 May filled very quickly 😊 I'm starting a new job at the beginning of May and need to know what days to schedule myself for/take off for shoots so contact me if you want to shoot with me. 📷@nicholasdaniluk Corset is from @corsetstory #corsetstory #alternativemodel #alternativegirl #witch #witchy #occult #greenhair #longhair #colorfulhair #colourfulhair #bluehair #lippiercings #verticallabret #snakebites #inkedgirls #inkedmodel #gothgirl #gothmodel #gothfashion #corset #lingerie #forestwitch #mythical #stregafashion #foresttattoo #moontattoo #forest #swampwitch

I know I havent posted in a long time. I dont really remember the last time I made a post. A lot has happened.  Ive had 4 jobs since this past May. Retail, Salon, Scare Actress Lead Role and another job I cant really talk about that I am still doing. Im also still doing the retail job. I quit the salon job at the very end of december because of work place bullying and discrimination I was experiencing and the environment was very toxic and immature even though I literally worked with mostly 30-60 yr olds. I was there for 5 months and for the time being have given up on being in a salon. I have other things im focusing on in my life. The last two months I was in the salon were miserable. The Scare acting position was amazing. exhausting and tedious but amazing. I worked every Friday and Saturday of September and October for the attraction, Rehearsals through August and September and then we were Open to the public the whole month of October and Im really proud to be able to say that our scene in the attraction specifically got a lot of praise and recognition and Im really happy I was able to be a part of it. October was an insanely busy month for me. I was working retail roughly once a week, the salon job 3 days a week, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and Friday and Saturday would leave the salon and go straight to the Scare attraction and work till 11pm/midnight rain or shine, usually in 40/50 degree weather screaming and screeching my little demon heart out telling people I was going to rip their souls out and make them beg for mercy on their knees and that my demon minion was going to drag them to hell and tear out their eyes. It was amazing to say the least. I started working the 4th unnamed job halfway through october on Monday and Tuesday evenings. So my only “days off” were Sundays and Wednesdays, except that I was still taking moving jobs, doing photoshoots behind and in front of the camera, and still managed to move out of my parents houses into my own apartment. October was really seriously insane for me. I dont know how I didnt totally lose my mind or end up incredibly sick. But I did it. Worked 4 jobs and still moved out of my parents houses.  In the midst of all of this ive had a friend with benefits since roughly end of april/beginning of May of last year. right around the time I stopped posting. We are no longer FWB because we realized that being together and exclusivity was what we really wanted. We became a “thing” around the 25th of October (honestly dont know the exact date and I dont think he does either haha Im just glad it happened right before Halloween because it happens to be our favorite Holiday). With them I am the happiest I have ever been, in my entire life. They have become my best friend and have made me believe in soulmates to some degree(I still dont know how I feel about the word soul) Everything about them is perfect. I see them and their energy and its like I feel them on a level I have never experienced with another human. Ive experienced so many firsts with him and experienced things on spiritual levels with him. We connect to a point that all of my sleep disorder symptoms have disappeared since sleeping with him. But when I stop sleeping with him, whether im in my own bed or away at a hotel, my sleep disorder symptoms come back. Its literally like he calms my brain and energy. I have really honestly never felt safer. The second they came into my life I knew that there was a massive change coming, I felt a massive shift in energy. We agree that the universe has intended for us to cross paths. He is from an entirely different state and even lived in North Dakota for 2 years. Like hes spent about 2 yrs time in a completely different state from his own, and still ended up here so oddly in my path. He happened upon me in my most natural sassy state, nerding out about photography and the paranormal. I couldnt be happier or more filled with love. I really honestly thank the universe for his existence because I didnt know my cold ass heart could even experience love before him. I cant imagine my existence without his presence in my life. I know the universe has given him to me for a reason.  So its now the beginning of 2018. Since this time last year Ive been employed by 5 different employers and am still with 2 of them. Ive moved out of my parents and have become mostly financially stable. My overall health physically and mentally have become so much better. This is the most physically fit, tone, and strong I have been in my entire life. This is the best ive eaten in years. The happiest ive been, a decent portion thanks to my boyfriend. Supporting me even though Im insane and possibly insanely over ambitious and try to do too much at once. Im continuing this year with my current two jobs, pursuing my modeling and photography to the fullest this year. Already had my first shoot of the year! AND IN A DIFFERENT STATE. OH YEA IM IN TEXAS ATM HAHAHAHA.  Started this year incredibly ambitious. Ive been in Texas for a week and a half with my sister. Im going back to NY on the 22nd by plane, which will be my first solo plane trip!?!!  Im really trying to turn my modeling into a career this year.  Ive learned so much this year!  I dont plan on posting here regularly. Just kindof going to come back from time to time to update on my weird little life. I am coming back to youtube this year. I have plans for multiple series of videos and actually have the time and motivation to create content. So if you would like to keep up to date on whats going on with me either subscribe to my youtube or follow me on instagram. Id say add me on facebook but I mostly only post modeling pics there and occasional sarcastic remarks about living in general. I really just use facebook to keep in touch with friends I dont ever really post much about my life anymore. Ive been too busy this year to sit down and write about my life. 

The only thing stopping me from disappearing right now is that I don't have my car. #cemetery #deathacceptance #modernwitch #verticallabret