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tonicollettesoscar → antmanstan Josh. 26. LA. ig: jash.tf hi home ask me links
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hearing that tumblr is allowing nsfw content again so might come back and check it out 🤭

it’s been like years since i’ve been on but i’m chilling 💕 i graduated law school, passed the bar exam, got a job, moved to seattle for that job, and i got weight loss surgery and have been losing weight the past few months. during lockdowns I just got way more attached to tiktok than tumblr and i stopped having fandoms so it was easier to move away from tumblr

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I haven’t been on here in forever but it’s a place where I can vent pretty anonymously. I’m going thru the process of prepping for weight loss surgery. And my surgeon basically called me out right now for not dedicating myself to this.

And fuuuck its true!! I don’t want to have a body I don’t want to take care of my body I don’t want all the things that come with having a physical body. I wanna d*e!! but at the same time I don’t want to live a miserable life so I thought this could help esp since my insurance covers it. I thought I could fake it till I made it but they see I’m not losing weight and not exercising and i’m so 😐😩🙈

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i feel so embarrassed my manager messaged me to do something but i was away from my computer playing video games bc 90% of my day i’m doing absolutely nothing. and when i replied like 20min later i made up some bs excuse about notifications not working but i accidentally sent it to our team chat of like 12 people instead of our 1 on 1 message fml 😑😑

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la-venere

sometimes your mutual hasn't posted in 288 days but you can't unfollow bc what if they come back

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