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katniss is unamused, if only unsteadily so. there is a gentle hiccup that escapes her lips despite the daggering look she’s fixed upon her counterpart. words, which would leave lips drenched solely in tequila and lingering salt, claw at the back of her throat but she refuses to release them in any manner that could be perceived as lopsided. there is another hiccup as she lifts her hand from the table, sleeve drenched with an abandoned drink, and gives a lingering look to the wet fabric before she dares to fix gale with her gaze again. she wants to be annoyed, but she is also of the belief that his arm around her is one of the only things keeping her steady on her feet. storm cloud eyes glassed with overindulgence will catch his own. she’s drank quite a bit this evening but she is not nearly as gone as gale appears to be. she’ll chalk it up to high tolerance and steadies herself on her own two feet before she attempts to match his demand with a quip of her own.   ‘   i’m not blurry, you’re wasted.  ‘    is all she says before she winds an arm around his waist and attempts to lead him out of the bar with little incident.   ‘  come on, i think it’s time to go home.  ‘ 
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his weight whirls, unsteady on its feet,    form wavering dangerously above her smaller, slighter one, before balance is found & locked to his limbs. a sound of disagreement wriggles free of his teeth, head shaking back & forth somewhat dazedly, before he allows his arm to snake free of her ᵗᶦᶰʸ waist. a distant kind of amusement marks its territory on the marble plains of his visage, the sizeable difference between their frames ( & the attempts made by her to bind his balance to his bones, even if it takes some of hers to keep it there ) striking some sort of irony within him.            ❛ NOT wasted. ❜     the denial slips free of his tongue with difficulty, words BLURRING & syllables sliding into one another, thus provoking a creasing frown from the cliff face of his countenance.             ❛ i can handle-- my drink. ❜    the declaration appears to lose itself somewhere halfway through, distraction giving light to his features, before his knotted vocals take silver jaw between careful fingers & parrot out the rest of his phrase, seemingly without him noticing.   ---- feet plant themselves on the ground before him with care, the world’s axis tilting around his steadfast form with each step taken, yet still he soldiers on -- pride trumps tequila, he decides.    ❛ HOME. ❜ he hums. ❛ maybe that’s a good idea. ❜
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the hush had stolen across their forms like     a thief in the night; quietly, carefully, slowly, until they had not known a way beyond it, until it had devoured them whole. he thinks someone may have fallen asleep in the corner, extends a long sweeping branch of a limb to nudge the form’s plush weight, hesitates before any real force can be placed behind it. perhaps-- perhaps not a good idea. instead, he forces ᶦᶜᵉ⁻ˢᶜᵘᶫᵖᵗᵉᵈ limbs to relax, unpopping bones & breathing deep through his nose, gathering as much stale air into his flame-fogged lungs as his ribs may allow, doing ANYTHING to force this terrible weight from his shoulders. ( it does not slink free, remains CHAINED to his throat, a noose rubbing raw, chafing chilled flesh to the bone ) another weight leans heavy on his side, something warm & tense on the furred surface of their sleeping mat. it takes him only a fraction of a second longer to take note of the irregular breathing, the way muscles still to the point of pain, the careful positioning of limb & skin. a sigh flutters past ivory teeth.      ❛ i know you’re AWAKE. ❜

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stopmarkus

soulmate au where instead of your soulmates first words to you written on your skin it’s their last words you ever hear them say so you don’t know who your soulmate is until you lose them

imagine generic last words like “did you get the mail?” “i’ll be down in a minute!” “have you seen my cell phone?” so every time the munain happens your blood runs cold

when you know you’ll hardly know them at all “what’s your name?” “do you have a facebook?” “that’ll be $3.95 with tax” because it’s one thing to lose them and know too late, but it’s something much crueler to never know them at all

imagine being the parent of someone with “did you do the homework?” “my mom said yes” “i really hate P.E.” because you know it will happen young, you know you can’t protect them

people with horrifying ones like “don’t close your eyes!” “i don’t think we’re alone” “didn’t you lock the door?” because they’ll be there when something horrible happens and there’s no way to prepare for that

imagine what you otp’s wrists might say.

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the face that finds its way before unstruck flint     is one gale finds he knows well, has memorised through years of compulsory viewing, through interviews & interviews & interviews, the abominable capitol creatures taking delight in pulling this, their most resplendent, their FINEST toy, from the closet, brushing off the dust & sealing the cracks from its visage & displaying it proudly before the rest of panem. this is ours, they had seemingly screamed, he remembers. you shall not take it. -------- funny, then, how the so-adored victor has found his lot with that of gale’s ilk; with rebels, with traitors, with those who should not demean themselves to give voice to the capitol’s name -- SNOW’S NAME -- except to spit it.     ---- none of this irony shall trail its acidic digits over the cast iron of his countenance, which remains ( mostly ) free of such trivialities as emotion. the knuckles of his right hand -- his hunting hand -- graze the surface of the door, leave in their wake a hollow knock.     ❛ you’re wanted upstairs. ❜ 

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she is smaller than he remembers her.      this is the first thing he allows himself to consider. she is a mass of bony limbs, her flesh an armour crafted of ivory settled heavily over her delicate frame, long dark hair curling about her shoulders, brushing the adamantine edge of her collarbones. her eyes are as wide & dark as he remembers, but he finds none of her sweetness there now; they are no doe’s eyes, not any longer. now hers is the gaze of a predator-- the once-delicate planes of her face appear sharper now, knife-like. should she part her lips, he is certain she shall reserve naught but acid for him. ------ perhaps the idea thrills him some. ruffling feathers -- this is what he does. however, there is nothing MOCKING about the nod of acknowledgement he allows her, nothing petty lurking in his hues as they pick apart the sleek lines of her frame & promptly dismiss them, turning back to the strategies laid bare before them. beacon hills’ LITTLE PROBLEM has always been something that mystified him. the greatest line of hunters had made the place their home, had settled their roots in its bloodied earth & sharpened their knives behind its doors. & yet---- & yet the packs still live. this is where he comes in, he knows. this is his hunting ground -- it is all his hunting ground, will be until he has wiped the beasts from the earth entirely. the thought allows him a certain brand of DETERMINATION; the kind that settles in men’s guts like liquid fire, the kind that ends lives & ruins worlds.                    ❛ so-- first move? ❜       ( train your daughters to be leaders, turn your loyalty to the girl, bend your will to fit this small child’s. do it, boy, do it. )

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his head is fuzzy & whirling, helter-skelter,                the world falling to pieces beneath his feet & catching itself once more as a heavy hand scrambles for purchase on the closest thing to him; that that thing happens to be warm & moving & shooting him a look like she’d run him through if she could get away with it is inconsequential. he’d had a drink in his hand, he thinks with the idleness alcohol always inflicts upon him with a curve of her smile -- flint hues pause on the gleam of something wet on the fabric of katniss’ sleeve, follow the invisible curve between the DISASTER & the half-empty glass of tequila he’d been passed at some point in the night, then dart to a face carved of the richest marble -- a face so fine, it should be the envy of michaelangelo, of every artist in the world who should claim a knowledge of beauty. lips twitch, the silver of his mother-of-pearl smile gleaming beneath the crappy fluorescent lighting above their heads ------ the bar they have found themselves in leaves much to be said of class. perhaps an ᵃᵖᵒᶫᵒᵍʸ lurks behind his teeth, locked away in the feeble flesh of his throat, but it will not settle its weight on his tongue & he does not force it. instead comes the words,               ❛ stop-- being blurry. ❜            an accusatory finger ( though thankfully, not one of the disastrous digits coiled around the neck of the bottle ) points her way, smile fallen to the pursed mouth that it had once claimed.

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-------- ( KATNISS EVERDEEN. )

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     She feels as if she’s been ignited; burning forever beneath the weight of overwhelming agony. It had started as pinpricks, spoken through the lips of a WARRIOR ——— I volunteer, I volunteer ! Echoes shouted like a verdict;  a death sentence wrapped in feigned honor, tied together by the delights of the Capitol’s bloodthirsty desires. And just when she’d thought it couldn’t get worse, just when she’d surrendered to her fate, resigned to the possibility of becoming either a murderer or one of the murdered, when another shout had crossed the  void, managed to reach her in the overwhelming haze of self-pity…                                                                         AND THEN HER MIND SNAPS
               She knows that voice, could hear it calling out even in death, she’s sure,                 and it’s calling out just as she had, just as bravely … just as shaken. Gale                Hawthorne has stepped up to save the life of a boy he’s likely never met. 
     She feels sick, as if her whole body is about to capsize in on itself, and for      an ephemeral moment, she doesn’t think she’ll be able to stay on her feet,      but she manages. She makes it through the rest of the ceremony, through       the goodbyes and onto the train, but there is a slow building fire that settles      below her fragile skin and it’s bursting at the seams to CONSUME; to char,       to set fire to everything that comes within range, and the first of it’s victims      has already been chosen. 
                   As Haymitch leaves, she waits but a few calculated moments before                    emotion overcomes reason and she whirls
                                         ’ What the hell was that? ‘
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the words had pulled themselves free                        of his choked, aching throat like an arrow from a felled bird; sharp, jerking, quick. he hadn't even been sure he'd said them until they were already out, hanging in the air dangerously, a penny waiting to drop. but then the peacekeepers had come to herd him to the stage & katniss had given him that look-- cold, horrified, angry. she had never looked  at him like that before. the mere MEMORY of it is enough to chill the ragged,  bleeding organ concealed beneath his chest. he's not even sure who it is he's volunteered for-- some merchant boy, he thinks, but then, it doesn't really  matter, does it? because in the end, he volunteered for katniss. because this is all he's ever done-- take care of katniss in his own way, even when she  doesn't need him. & god help him, he'd do it again. he thinks that's what makes the goodbyes with his family so difficult--  he'd do it again. hazelle's eyes are filled with tears, his sister sobbing into his pants, his brothers asking,  begging, pleading-- why did you do it, gale? why would you do that? he will try to explain, but the words, the ones he needs, won't come. it's not like volunteering for the games, this-- explaining to your family why you have signed your own death warrant isn't something that comes instinctively. & perhaps he feels a little lost, because here are all the people he cares about, sobbing their goodbyes -- & it is goodbye, for there is no way he is going to walk away from this, not when it means katniss' death -- but they are missing one, the girl who he shall throw his life away for. ( he promises his mother that when she gets home, that girl shall take care of them & she has to clamp down her teeth to stifle her sobs ).

when, finally, after the car ride to the train station                       -- during which he has marked bloody crescents upon his palms to stop himself from slamming effie trinket's powdered face against the dashboard until he draws blood -- they are left alone, words fail him once more. he can feel the resentment from her already, like a knife in the gut, but as long as she RESENTS him she's still alive. he must remember that. she's still alive. ( he quiets the voice in his head that tells him they're not in the games yet, that they have not tasted the sweet wine of danger upon their tongues, that they have much further to go still ). the question breaks a sigh from his lips, ragged hand running through his hair as he turns to her with  a glare & snarl released from behind his teeth,

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                       ❛ what did it look like? ❜
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