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too much wine; i cross the line.

@aegirs / aegirs.tumblr.com

when he asks you, half drunk, if you admire him, you laugh and kiss him on the corner of his mouth when the word no sits there, unspoken on your tongue.
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this post is not meant as an attack, nor is it meant to stir shit. i am here to say that plagiarism is wrong and it should be called out. and if most of the people in this community agree that we should all shut up and not discuss this issue, then there is something very wrong. plagiarism is what gets people kicked out of universities, high schools, companies. there are legal repercussions to this.

i’m not here to score sympathy points.

i’m here to say that even if this is a sports fandom, and the fic writing part is just a subset, to sweep this issue under the rug under the pretext of this is just a minority and the main thing we should be concerned about is the sport is inherently wrong. whether you wish to acknowledge this or not, the fic writing subset exists, and its problems have to be addressed. furthermore, by promoting this attitude, you are ignoring the fact that something wrong has been done and you are protecting the plagiarist when the truth is, it is never okay to steal.

to follow this up with the idea that a small fandom means that it is more difficult to come up with original ideas is flawed in its logic, because a small fandom means a lesser amount of writers writing. if anything, there will be greater opportunity to create more original content.

if there is anything left for me to take comfort in, it is that at least people are reading this. no matter the excuse, plagiarism is always wrong.

bottom line is, i never wanted to leave. i was driven away. my stuff was copied and i had to hide from the person who copied my stuff. if you follow my “passive-aggressive” tags objectively, you would realise that all this time, by moving my fic around, i’ve been trying to hide from them to no avail. i do not stand to gain anything by speaking out. the harm to me has already been done. there is no rectifying this. to be honest all this is old news, really, because i have long posted a notice of leaving for the exact reason on my livejournal account. just because it was not on tumblr does not mean it does not exist.

everyone has their own version of the story. it’s up to you what you want to believe, i have no vested interest in changing that. this is how i am reading their post in response to my notice of leaving. i am not concerned about who they are or how they feel about being called out for plagiarism. the fact of the matter is that the deed was done and it was wrong and if i don’t speak up for myself, i am going to be a footnote in the history of the people they have wronged.

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2/29: : jenson/nico, one person singing 'fly me to the moon' while cooking and the other coming in and continuing with 'in other words, i love you' with their arms around their waist

Nico sings in the kitchen.

Jenson has always known. It depends on 1. his mood and 2. what he's cooking, but usually it's more of 2 than 1. Jenson likes to watch, leaning over the counter, resting his cheek on his palm as Nico fusses about in the kitchen in his turquoise apron. Nico'd picked that apron out, saying he wouldn't use any of Jenson's weird ones because they'd be awful on him and he'd rather cook with his own apron, thank you very much, and Jenson'd suggested that he wear nothing but only the apron then, maybe it'd be better and Nico'd turned a very delightful shade of pink and muttered something about it being unsafe.

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4/29: : kimi/nico i can see you changing and your room in our uni hall is right opposite mine!AU, nsfw

There is someone living in the block opposite Nico's who insists on changing while his window is open. It's routine, happens every night, sometimes at eight, sometimes nine, but it's always the same. T-shirt off, then trousers and then a tank top that looks like some team jersey before sitting down, by the window.

Nico doesn't mean to look. Really. Or rather, the very first time it happens, he really doesn't mean to look, the second and the third and maybe the fourth time too. But the fifth time and well, from then on? Cue nervous laughter because by then Nico's looking intentionally because damn the guy is hot.

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Anonymous asked:

I will miss you lots and am so sorry you are going. This whole thing is really shitty and I just don't get why anyone would do this to anyone. You're ideas are really good. Where can I find your work if you do leave?

oh anon, you’re too kind ;A; (see tags)

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i know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet. (or maybe i won't find it at all)

thank you for all your support. i really enjoyed my time here, but now it is time to go. i have been here for too long, and this year, my fics were plagiarised by theflirtmeister on tumblr. (see: here and here and compare with thishere and here and compare with this, here and compare with this, detailed comparison and evidence available underneath the read more) they have “credited” me as per my request, and they have taken down what they copied, but the fact is that i was stupid in the way i handled this and the result is that they are alright, while i am not.

so this is it. all fics on lj are now f-locked, with the exception of the fics that were plagiarised. i will not be adding any more people. fics on ao3 will only be viewable by those with accounts, with the exception of the fics that were plagiarised and all my jenson/nico r. fics i have posted there. fics posted here will be available until i decide to take them down.

so long, and thanks for all the fish.

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seriously i'm done with all this shit so fucking done i'm out of here goodbye.

you know the funny thing is i came here to hide and lmfao every single goddamn place i go i can't fucking hide god i'm so fucking stupid what the fuck was i thinking???

oh yeah just like with any goddamn fandom you can't fight with a BNF when you're just some lowly fucker no one gives a shit about.

thanks to the people and the anons who sent me nice messages seriously it means the world to me but i'm not strong enough for this shit lmfao i'm so fucking weak it's hilarious.

adios amigos. i'm not coming back.

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i know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet. (or maybe i won't find it at all)

thank you for all your support. i really enjoyed my time here, but now it is time to go. i have been here for too long, and this year, my fics were plagiarised by theflirtmeister on tumblr. (see: here and here and compare with thishere and here and compare with this, here and compare with this, detailed comparison and evidence available underneath the read more) they have “credited” me as per my request, and they have taken down what they copied, but the fact is that i was stupid in the way i handled this and the result is that they are alright, while i am not.

so this is it. all fics on lj are now f-locked, with the exception of the fics that were plagiarised. i will not be adding any more people. fics on ao3 will only be viewable by those with accounts, with the exception of the fics that were plagiarised and all my jenson/nico r. fics i have posted there. fics posted here will be available until i decide to take them down.

so long, and thanks for all the fish.

#this is why i left this is why i don't even want to fucking be here god i feel like i'm being smothered like i'm going to die#i am going to die anyway god what the fuck am i talking about but still you know what#every single goddamn time i think of this shit all i hear is YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH your plots are fine but YOU CAN'T WRITE IT#because it's true isn't it lmfao i hate the shit i write already and this lmfao coup de grâce to whatever confidence i had in my shit#bye to it bye like i even had any in the first place i know my writing isn't good enough anyway but thanks for validating that#yeah my pairings are shit no one will like it if it's me doing it of course thanks a lot for all of this really i appreciate it#thanks a lot for changing jenson off in incest AU and thanks a lot for making nico underage like how fucked up is that#nico coming on asking for a threesome when he's 14 god he was only a CHILD fuck you in my fic he was a 20 something who knew what he wanted#and of course saying my fic is something you should read for context yeah mark/seb is shit of course ~but it's still good#and lmfao you had the cheek to come and tell me that you really liked my fic etc etc and then when i reply you ignore me and LOOOOOK#lmfao some people SOME PEOPLE god fucking dammit i love this fucking url but no some people have the gall to follow me everywhere#fuck off already#and yeah look at me feeling like shit all the time yeah count the number of times i've considered going to a fucking counsellor for this#lmfao and then i broke down when i found out fucking before my final exams for my final year in uni and couldn't stop crying#here i was thinking my stuff is shit and no one would ever copy me well guess what i was wrong#turns out it's not shit when someone else writes it with a different pairing and a different username#so fucking done with every single goddamn thing i'm out of here#aegirs: personal
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Nico Rosberg: The First Pole + Win

this is a translation of this article from the chinese magazine ‘F1 速报’ on nico’s first pole and win last year! this is a 2012 spec article. translation done by rosbergs so if you take this out and put it somewhere else please credit me. (full article under the cut, translator’s notes at the bottom.)

Nico Rosberg: Happiness is more important than winning the World Drivers’ Championship

To Nico Rosberg, the 2012 Chinese Grand Prix feels like the transformation of a caterpillar to a butterfly.* Ever since entering the F1 paddock, the young German, born in 1985, has been suspended in the embarrassing position of being neither here nor there.

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