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Oblivion.

@kapekid / kapekid.tumblr.com

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Sabi ko naman kasi sayo, maghihintay lang ako. :)

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kyouchen

How to move on.

Feel the pain. Until it hurts no more.

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Open letter for my ex

Sorry for all my shortcomings sa naging relasyon natin. I'm sorry for being this "slow mag grow" type of guy. I'm sorry for being insensitive sa mga inaasal kong pag iinarte. I'm sorry for being too selfish. Sorry for all the wrong I've done. šŸ˜” But more than being sorry, I wanna say thank you. šŸ˜Œ Thank you sa lahat ng magandang alaala. Thank you sa efforts. Salamat sa pagmamahal. Those were all genuine. Thank you! ā˜ŗļø It was my privilege to love you. I can never deny what our relationship was. It was real. It was a dream come true. It was happy. T'was some of the best moments of my life. I love you beyond reason, more than any words can ever say, and anyone can ever love someone. I love you more than I could ever put into words. You were my everything! And I'm sorry for not being enough. Thank you for the nine months of love. God bless you! PS: I know masyado nako makulit, but if ever madugtungan pa natin tong relasyon natin I'm always willing to have you again. (If you still need time, walang problema). I know this may sound cliche but this time I'll be more careful with your heart. I'll do whatever it takes para sa taong mahal ko. Mahal kita kaya di ako agad sumusuko sayo. I don't wanna give up lalo pa't mahal pa naman kita. They say some things isn't worth fighting for na I have to know when to gave in. But how can I gave in kung alam ko sa sarili ko na you were all I ever wanted. Na magsisisi ako habambuhay kung hindi ako magtatry ng magtatry. Whatever it may takes, one thing is for sure. You were worth it! I love you, always ā˜ŗļøšŸ’•

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escafeism

Let go.

Ā Even if it is hard and painful. We donā€™t need to force someone to love us if theyā€™re not. We donā€™t need to stay because of the sweet memories. We need to accept letting someone go freely in our hearts without any negative thoughts. We need to consider their feelings not just because we love them we will force them to love us back.Ā 

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ickosystem

ā€˜Yung ngipin at dila, araw-araw magkasama pero minsan, nakakagat ni ngipin si dila. Pero ā€˜di naman dahil nakagat ni ngipin si dila ay maglalayas na si dila. Ganun talaga kung minsan. Kahit lagi mong kasama, nasasaktan mo nang di mo sinasadya. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun, hindi nyo na kailangan ang isaā€™t isa. Kaya sana, walang iwanan.

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kapekid

Dapat ganito e.

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Have you ever loved someone so much that you say to yourself,Ā ā€œI donā€™t care how long this will last but if I canā€™t be with you, I wonā€™t be with anybody else.ā€

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Coping up with the breakupā€™s aftermath.

I guess this is one of the hardest stages in your life. Yung pagsisimula ulit, yung pagrerecover, yung pagtanggap.Ā 

Cry a lot and come to grips with the fact that what you had is gone. Let yourself feel the flood of emotions entirely and allow yourself to go through the fives stages of grief (denial, anger, bargaining, depression and finally ACCEPTANCE) of course without the risk of going off like a loose cannon ball in public. After the allotted mourning time is over, pick yourself up and re-enter the real world.

Eto yung part ng buhay na pakiramdam moĀ lost ka lalo na kung sobra kang na-attached sa taong yun. Yung para bang kada gising mo may kulang, na tutulog ka na nga lang may bigat pa sa dibdib mo. Tipong masama ang pakiramdam mo kahit wala ka namang lagnat. Para bang hinang hina ka na gusto mo nalang mahiga at matulog maghapon. Matutulala ka nalang at mapapaisip sa mga bagay na naiwan, sa mga bagay na nangyare, mapapaisip ka nalang na sa lahat ng masayang alaala... san pa ba ako nagkulang? San ba ako sumobra? At saan ako nagkamali? Ang mahirap kasi sa sitwasyon ng mga naiwan e yung pag iisip na hindi ba ako worthy ng pag-stay nya? Ainā€™t I worth keeping? Masyadong maraming bagay yung naiiwan sa isip mo. Hindi mo rin naman magawang magtanong kasi natatakot ka rin sa magiging sagot nya.Ā 

But after all, hindi mo kailangan na mag fight for love, you also have to know when to gave in. Kung sa tingin mo mas masakit na yung pag hold on kesa pag let go, ayun.. dun ka na bumitaw. Besides, yourself is your longest commitment. Be you and do your own shit the right people will come to your life and stay without force.

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kapekid

Ano nga ba ang feeling ng naiwan?

Ā  Ā  Ā Sapat man o hindi ang dahilan mo ng pangiiwan it still hurts. Kasi in the first place, wala naman talagang sumasaya ng dahil sa naiwan sya di ba? Siguro after ilang years baka may matutuwa na iniwan sya ng taong nanakit sknya for some reasons like nakakilala ng taong better kaysa sknya. Pero generally, kahit pa anong mangyari ang pang iiwan MASAKIT YAN! Walang anesthesia pagdating sa sakit na dulot ng pangiiwan.Ā 

Alam mo yung pakiramdam na may mga plano kayong naiwan pero ng dahil sa pang-iiwan nya, di na to matutupad kailanman. Same feeling nung bata ka na sabi ng Nanay mo bibilhan ka ng lobo pag labas ng simbahan pero di naman nabili ng Nanay mo kasi wala na yung magtitinda ng lobo sa labas ng simbahan. Hayy, eto yung feeling na nakasmile ka kasi naiisip mo yung magagandang plano nyo pero halos mangiyak-ngiyak ka rin kasi alam mong di na yun mangyayari.Ā 

I have to reblog this!Ā 

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You're never coming back and I am honestly trying my hardest to be okay with that.
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Iā€™m not the kind of person who gives up on someone. Yes, sometimes I get really mad and upset so I need a minute to cool off but Iā€™ll never abandon you. I donā€™t leave people and I think thatā€™s why it always hurts so bad when people leave me.Ā 

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Mas masarap pa rin sa feeling na sa blog mo nalalabas ng saloobin mo. Tipong di mo kelangang matakot sa sasabhin ng iba. Di mo kelangan ng taong makikinig pagkatapos magpapayo na kadalasan mas nakakapagpagulo pa sa isip mo. Okay na rin yung basta mo lang nasulat at nasabi lahat ng bigat sa dibdib mo wala kang aalalahanin na baka marindi sayo ang nakikinig sa paulit ulit mong pagkwento.Ā 

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