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There’s nothing different about this morning… but for some reason… I feel like something’s missing.

being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.

The human body is a miracle in many ways. However, the inability to fall asleep due to anxiety of having to get up early in the morning must be one of its stupidest flaws.

this is so sad omg please give the snail a happy ending :(

@oodlemcdoodle can.. You…give him a happy ending..

Okay, hold on bud

Okay but this can be interpreted as a lesson about disability, illness, and mental health. It might take *you* ten seconds to draw a big old orange line, but for some people it’s an enormous accomplishment. People whose hands shake, people with executive dysfunction, people with poor hand-eye coordination. This snail.

It may be easy for you to go out for groceries. Some people barely manage to get out of bed.

It may be easy for you to express yourself. Some people were never given the tools.

This is also a great post to say, dont talk shit about others work, especially art work. It really really sucks when someone that you dont know does this. As well as you dont know the experience they had with the piece (better explained by the post before this)

caffeine is stored in the me

it’s midnight and i can’t sleep

stupid …………………………….is also stored in the me

Bad, bad rolls.

younger me: wow i can’t wait to go to college!! i’m gonna have an amazing social life and be super popular!!

me now:

notice how “girls mature faster” is never stated as a reason why girls should be given more positions of power and authority? It only works to hold girls to greater accountability than boys and to justify men’s attraction to them.

Anyone: u ok Me; yeah just thinking about how I’ll never be this young again and about how most of my youth has been lost to depression loneliness and self doubt lol

“H-hello 👀💦”

Forever young.

inspirational post: u don’t have to be productive 24/7! take breaks! take care of yourself! u r still valid!

rational part of my brain: yeah! that’s right!

goblin part of my brain: but how am I supposed to know that I’m worth a damn as a person if I’m not creating a masterpiece every second of my life? huh? HUH?

when they were in Yunshen