Pregnancy Thought Process

The trimesters in pregnancy are all so different in how time is going and how you feel. My thoughts at each stage: First: Symptom spotting. Positive test! Im going to test 3 more times to make sure. I can't believe its actually happening. Baby's heart beat! I feel like total shit. Is this normal? Wow I'm irritable. Omg its the size of a sesame seed! Aww its the size of a cherry. Is the baby ok? Ugh time is going by kind of slow I feel like I will never get big. Am I showing yet? Second: I think I felt the baby move! Take a picture of my bump every week so we can compare. Its a girl! Let's start buying stuff. Time is flying by so fast. Let's have sex. Let's have more sex. Cravings. Shows every one in the world the ultrasound picture and all over social media sites. I can't wait for my baby shower. I sleep so great now. I can't wait for our next appointment. Farts. Third: I'm getting huge. We need to prepare prepare prepare. I'm sore as hell. Let's try to have sex, wow fail. I'm stuck can you help me. I look like a god damn penguin. OK who cares about bump pictures. Lets set up her nursery. Omg look at all these little outfits! I wonder what she will look like. Im so hungry. Deletes every pregnancy app on phone and replaces them with baby apps. I forgot something. Where did I put that? Goes in nursery 100 times just to make sure everything is right. Going over baby list 100 times to make sure we have every last thing. I have to pee, again. Last Month: Omfg I think I'm permanently pregnant. This place has to be spot less she could be here any day! Back to symptom spotting. I think I'm going into labor soon.... I think I'm going into labor soon....I'm never going into labor. This place must be perfect for her arrival. I can't sleep. I'm so uncomfortable. I'm so tired I need to nap, never mind I need to clean. Emotional x1000. Stop asking me where the baby is! My maternity clothes don't fit. Get this baby out of me.

40+4

Had my NST today and she passed that very well Haha such a wiggler. Still stuck at almost 2 cm dilated and 90% effaced. Literally been there for 5 weeks. My OB gave me a membrane sweep. That was really fucking uncomfortable hoping it gets things going though. I feel very crampy and a lot more lower abdominal pressure but who knows. Other wise I'm scheduled to go in Thursday night to start the induction. Getting nervous now. She will be here by Friday!