as i am growing i realize you can't force love, attraction, chemistry, it all just happens in unknown and beautiful ways. i hope i always remember this and don't ever rush into things with someone because of my need for love and affection when i'm mentally and emotionally not ready to give it back. you can't expect someone to love you and you not share that feeling back just as much
ryan gosling in barbie is his peak nothing he did before or after will ever be better than ken
adulting is just asking yourself the question of what do i eat for today everyday
Game Of Thrones theme song played with traditional Persian instruments by Moslem Rasouli
everything is disposable and oversaturated
My Liberation Notes (2022)
Being in this generation is so difficult because we grew up experiencing how incredible technology is, but are now watching it fall to capitalism. When we were young videogames were incredible, people made incredible games that they shared with us and it was art, it was story, it was the best a developer could put out there. Now it's pay to win, it's pay to unlock content that came on the disk, releasing half finished games, make money and run.
It's the same with social media. It used to be a place to share art and ideas, make friends, connect with people, and now it's all ads, branded content, pay to have your work seen.
Don't get me started on apps gatekeeping phone types for better quality, the making of a new phone every year that you have to get because everything is designed to make your older tech obsolete.
Capitalism has stripped humanity from the awe of what the internet and technology used to be. The rich get richer, companies sell their morals to the highest bidder, and there is nothing we can do but watch our future slip away.
everything changes around you, but at different paces. when you're younger everyone has sort of the same milestones. everyone in your class are the same age, give or take a year for those who've been held back or who've skipped ahead. maybe someone's super skilled at something but it's all pretty even. between 21 and 27? everything changes. some get married and have kids, some have bought their first house. someone else just moved back in with their parents, another one flunked college while the third graduated successful. a fourth one graduated but is just bumming about. someone else has developed an alcohol problem. another one has married, divorced and is about to get married again. one person has traveled the world and another haven't left their hometown. you might even know someone who had to bury their partner. maybe someone has had a chance to develop cancer. everyone is at such different stages around you that it's hard to compare yourself to others, and it's easy to feel inadequate.
adult dating life is just shit? where do you even meet people beyond dating apps?
it's the annual fuck justin timberlake day
if you need a sign to move on from friendships, relationships this is it! let it go. you can only take so much rejection and heartbreaks before its time to start fresh
