GUANXI

Personality wise, no. And my confidence was just at the same level as it was before but what really changed was the people around me. If someone knew me from way way back they would surely notice something different about me and yes, I am aware of it. Maybe it’s because I’m more comfortable with the people I’m with now but I’m not quite sure. I still cling on to my friends before but far too often I just really find it hard to approach them correctly. I may or may not know you but I just want you to know that I think that a person doesn’t really change totally. A part of him/her may change but deep inside that person’s old self is still there. And maybe just maybe he/she changed the way she acts towards someone because she feels as if she is being pushed away or that she is not accepted by whoever that person is but nevertheless, with effort, everything can still be changed. ily always thank you so much :)))

I used to but bc of school i rarely have time to post anything at all :)

Tight spaces, spiders, not knowing how im going to fix things in my life and being carried away on overthinking