Yikes

It’s been two years since I’ve been on this thing. I fell in love with an amazing woman who is now no longer apart of my life as she once was by my own decision to end things.

She was the best thing to happen to me period. She made me better in every way and I’ve grown from it.

As I protect myself from uncertainty the only thing I want more is to hold her and tell her that I’m sorry for the way things ended. We barely speak now and that’s okay. In the meantime as I bask in my silence, I just want her to know that all of my art that comes out from now until I heal my heart, is dedicated to her and the love we shared.

Until we meet again, I’ll choose to remember the best parts of you.

I just hope you know how happy you make me. Los Angeles just gave me a huge reason to constantly venture towards it.

You make my heart sing. <3

I wish you would just explain why you came and left again. Things are different now and less difficult to come to terms with. I’ve opened my heart again but I can tell that you haven’t. I just hope your happy back there. I really really do.

I wish things were different...