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Anonymous asked:

Ritsu, what if I were to tell you that Takano passed away?

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     Consider him SHOCKED at the suddenness of the question, cold dread already gnawing at him, that familiar tightening deep within his chest whenever the other was involved now difficult to ignore. SUFFOCATING ISOLATION. At the back of his mind, he knew he would feel exactly that if Takano did pas – if such a thing should happen. At the back of his mind, he was well aware that SORROW - far too strong to be cloaked with lies & denials & constant reassurances that everything was fine - would eat at him. EXPERIENCE of having to deal with Takano being out of his life before has told him so. 

   For another minute Ritsu remained as he was -- silent, rendered speechless. How was one supposed to put into WORDS emotions that even now he had no idea what to do with? Had no idea how to deal with. Emotions that even now have NOT been uttered outwardly lest he’d feel as if he was to LOSE himself. There were no words for this, not ever.

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                                                I’d rather not think about it…  

    Please tell me this all hypothetical. 

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crvelsmmers
a little psa for you guys ( bc i cried aND THEN I HELPED MARY SO ALL IS WELL ) how to get reblogs back: step one: delete your old xkit and download this one. step two: delete tampermonkey/greasefork ( or disable it ). step three: once the new xkit is download, enable the editable reblogs ( not the edible reblog … i mean u can if u want )step four: when u reblog, it should work – but do NOT change the url or edit it in any way, shape, or form bc it will fuck up the reblog. okay das it that should do it :)
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                                 the past is in the past.                     the person I love is the present you.   

      TAKANO MASAMUNE                                        ONODERA RITSU               written by: mina                                                 written by: christian

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