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@hqdonghun / hqdonghun.tumblr.com

i make gifs & write stuff. :3 current loves: a.c.e, the witcher, tower of god, perth, mark, and boun. ♡ this blog mainly features a.c.e, kpop, cpop, anime, feminist discourse, social activism, yaoiz, and meme-y tingz.
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Lexapro Day 1

Dec 7, 2023

Weight: 103.8lbs

Anxiety: Comes and goes, but hard to focus on it because I'm so distracted by the side effects

- nausea

- body feels light & tingly

- chest feels airy, like anxiety, but also not

- feels like I'm coming down from MDMA high

- disassociating(?)

- giddy/loopy

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Ephiphany

Sept. 16th, 2022

Mood: Hopeful

Song: Sex Money Feelings Die - Lykke Li

Uplift: Bestie's Surprise GD + HH with 🐰

I had a great counselling session today resulting in multiple epiphanies (including things I had awareness of, but also new realizations).

  1. Root Fears: Being abandoned because I'm not inherently lovable (must be earned) and I don't measure up to other people.
  2. I view everything as a competition - why? This framework does not serve me, I am suffering most of the time. Sure, I feel extreme validation when things reinforce my idealized self, but this is NOT sustainable.
  3. Boundary setting vs. avoidance. I am still being a supportive, healthy friend thus the pros outweigh the cons (i.e. feeling guilty about setting limits).
  4. The fact that so many great humans love me says a lot about me. For example, the "centers" / the "Lisa's" of multiple social circles all really like me, reaffirming that I am a likeable person. I may be more similar to the "Jennie" of the group (charismatic standout factor, but not necessarily the most well-liked). Tessie Bestie is the most well-liked in his group, but not necessarily charismatic.

So many great realizations today. I feel like I'm at a turning point in my life, like I am one step closer to better loving myself and learning how to validate myself instead of relying so much on external reassurance. ♥️

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dramastream

“I’m neither a human… nor a monster.” Choi Nam Ra in ALL OF US ARE DEAD 지금 우리 학교는 (2022) dir. Lee Jae Gyoo Luna in THE SILENT SEA 고요의 바다 (2021) dir. Choi Hang Yong Cha Hyun Soo in SWEET HOME 스위트홈 (2020) dir. Lee Eung Bok

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c!quackity [to be so lonely]

the kindly ones, neil gaiman // study for night reading, aron wiesenfeld // liability, lorde // lost track, aron wiesenfeld // i did something bad, taylor swift // a railway nocturne iv, marta zamarska // start here, caitlyn siehl // night-time solitude, holly warburton // closure, taylor swift

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wolsim
Jung Ho Yeon as Kang Sae Byeok SQUID GAME (2021)
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kropotkindersurprise

May 13, 2021 - Immigration cops tried to arrest two men in Glasgow, Scotland, on the day of Eid. A huge crowd of locals in the area of Pollokshields, chanting “these are our neighbours, let them go!”, turned up and boxed the police van in for seven hours, withstanding attempts by police to break through the crowd, until the cops were forced to let the two men go. [video]/[article]

WHAT A FUCKING RESULT!!!

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coffeeandufos

This isn’t even the whole story - it gets so much better.

This was not a pre-planned event. The home office just showed up in the morning to take them. A neighbour tweeted asking for help and people mobilised and united entirely on their own. None of these people woke up today knowing this is what they were going to do.

That man who was under the van? He layed there for EIGHT HOURS so it couldn’t move.

The local mosque opened up and started handing out refreshments to the people protesting:

And when the men were finally released (after 9 hours of being the the back of the van) the whole crowd walked them to the mosque so they would be safe:

This was the ultimate “fuck you” to the British government. It was an absolutely incredible show of solidarity and what happens when people mobilise.

The power of the people is stronger than the people in power.

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