hey! my account was hacked. anyways, still love b1a4.
dropping by to say that i miss b1a4 with every living inch of my body
jinyoung... serve well you big fool.
all my people are slowly enlisting and i miss them and will miss them but i think this came at a time in my life where i needed a break tbh.
idek what happened to me at the end of last year but the distancing myself a bit and trying to find myself and why i love and look up to the people i like really helped me a lot. but it still gets really hard sometimes. i’m approaching almost a year since i last saw bipo’s last stage as 5 and the contract anniversary so i’m sure it will be hard again. i already feel it but i’m gonna keep trying to keep myself on the path i’m on now. i love them all so much and i can’t wait for them to all finish serving so that they can do the things they wish without too many restrictions.
not that anyone is curious about my thoughts on junho but i said at the end of last year that i could see him just disappearing and while i appreciate the 2 day notice we got, i also realized that his predictability of always being a punk who doesn’t want to show emotion too easily is what i love the most about him. it’s weird having the first summer in 6 years without him but let’s meet again on the first day of spring in 2021~
wrote a letter for Jinyoung and hope to send it off tomorrow.
2 down, 3 to go still and the letters only get more emo.
hello tumblr, it’s been a while.
for those of you who have been around for a long time and still use this site, you probably know that i’ve literally seen b1a4 3 times, baro 4 times, and have yet to see my ultimate bana bias nana aka icyswirl yet but in about 9 hours, we are going to finally hang out in real life. it’s been a long time since ignition days... here we are now.
hodeul reblogged
Lee Jong Suk’s roles before being a real life Public Service Worker
As he starts his Mandatory Service yesterday as a Public Service Worker, lets reminisce his roles in the past years that made us love him more;
1. Park Soo-Ha as Mind Reader Highschooler (I hear your voice; 2013)
First on the list is a highschooler Lee Jong Suk who can ‘hear’ your voice by looking through your eyes. Park Soo-Ha’s tragic past let him gained his ability. Let it be known that when Park Soo-Ha got amnesia, it made me sad for a moment as LJS threw the line of “Who am I?”. Let me give you a hug, Soo-Ha!
2. Park Hoon as a Talented Doctor (Doctor Stanger; 2014)
In this drama, where he plays a doctor who was brought to North Korea by his father. I love how Lee Jong Suk dances and sings to Tell Me by WonderGirls in this Drama. And how exceptionally good on acting as a talented doctor that I almost believed he is someone really from the medical field.
3. Cho Dal Po/ Ha Myeong as a Genius Reporter (Pinocchio; 2014)
In this drama, he was paired with Park Shin-hye, an equally good actress. Even his character’s past is conflicted with issues about his family and having rivalry with his childhood friend who will eventually be his love interest, he aced showing how tortured his persona is. And I can’t help to feel sad that I can’t send him all the love he needed. :( Let it be known that he exceptionally shown how good he is as a genius reporter.
4. Kang Chul as a Charismatic Webtoon Character (W: Two Worlds; 2016)
Lee Jong Suk again portrayed an excellent acting skills as he plays a webtoon character. He’s charming smile, heartbreaking crying scenes made me love W. Although in the second half to the end, the story is getting more flawed. But lets focus on how amazing LJS bringing his character to life.
5. Jung Jae-Chan as a Future-seeing Prosecutor (While you were Sleeping; 2018)
A rookie prosecutor who met Hong Joo, a girl who dreams about the future. Eventually, Jae-Chan developed the same “power” with Hong Joo. Together they try to stop the dreams from happening. LJS didnt disappoint in letting as feel a sheer range of emotions. He made us laugh, cry, fall inlove.
6. Cha Eun Ho as a Charming Book Editor (Romance is a bonus book; 2019)
In this drama, where he ventures out in a role as a Senior Book Editor who loves his childhood noona. He’s unexpectedly good in unleashing his charming cute side. Especially when he argues his self for being immature in handling his noona’s lovelife with the Book Designer. I love having two Lee Jong Suks in one frame.
As we start counting the days of his return, may he be healthy and safe as he serves his country well. Fighting Lee Jong Suk! <3
it seems so much harder today for some reason
honestly, i use to love coming onto tumblr and laughing and crying and smiling over everything b1a4 did and it’s one of the greatest memories of my life so far. i think i actually sat down and started using tumblr daily sometime in 2012 but even when i was 14 i loved b1a4 and just laughing at everything stupid that they did and the music, oh god the music... it always makes me feel like i can do anything in this entire world and come out on top like it just has that type of effect on me and always has.
and so now, an almost 22 year old me, will sit and write out the first of 5 pre-enlistment letters to one of the guys that shaped the person i am today. by the time they all finish military maybe i’ll be... 25-26 years old? 4 years seems like nothing though compared to the almost 8 years i’ve spent beside them being absolutely happy. i can’t wait for these years to pass so that not only will i be able to see my favorite people again but so that i can show them an even better me. b1a4 is seriously the only reason behind everything i do anymore and as pathetic as that seems, it’s all i need to do the things i dream of doing.
hodeul reblogged
Interviewer: What American artist would you like to collaborate with?
Tablo: I would like to collaborate with the youngest of the Jonas Brothers. Not on music. I would like to make a humongous pizza with him. Like, take a lot of dough, and shape that into the biggest pizza you’ve ever seen.
Interviewer: Why is that?
Tablo: I don’t know, he just looks like a guy that would be really good at making pizza.
Interviewer: Pet peeves?
Tablo: My pet peeve is that I’m not a member of the Jonas Brothers. I could pretend to be their brother, but people could tell.
Interviewer: They have purity rings, they can’t have sex until their married. You didn’t know, now you don’t want to be a Jonas Brother.
Tablo: Well, that purity ring is fine, but that would get in the way of making the pizza. While we’re making the pizza just take it off for a second.
Interviewer: He can’t!
Tablo: We’re making a pizza, it’s not like we’re gonna make love.
우리 사랑하는 뿅이봉 ㅠㅠ
This lightstick will always hold the most beautiful memories in my life and I will cherish it forever.
Source: SoundCloud / JINYOUNG
i want to be okay with things now but i’m not and that makes me even more upset. i wanted to be strong for them and i wanted to let them know that i’d be there with them forever but i’m struggling to do even that right now and i just feel so bad and sorry towards them right now. i’m trying so hard but i’m scared i’ll never be able to see my happiness again and that terrifies me. i’m happy because of all of them individually but it somehow doesn’t equal the happiness i had before when there were 5 smiles and i feel so so terribly bad for not being able to feel any other way. what is wrong with me? i honestly feel like i’ve changed and i don’t want to feel this way.