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hayley williams + being hayley williams

Blake shuffled to the door after grabbing his robe. He was too lazy to put on clothes. He opened the door and looked behind him when he saw who it was to make sure Skylar was still in the room. He pushed the visitor out side and closed the door behind him. He shivered and looked at the boy. “What do you want Eric?” He said crossing his arms over his chest. Eric looked at the boy taking a long drag of his cig. “I heard you got knocked up” he said looking over the boy. “You look like hell” he chuckled and blew smoke in the boys face. Blake waved his hand and coughed. “Yes so lets not blow smoke in my face” he said coldly and glared at the boy. “But what do you want?” Eric chuckled and took another drag. “Is it mine?” He said watching the boy. Blake frowned and laughed. “How would this possibility be yours? We haven’t talk in years. The last time I saw you, you were nearing the Shit out of me. You remember that” he said with a rude tone. Eric watched Blake with a smirk. “You don’t remember last month? You weren’t that drunk” he said licking his lips.

Skylar was getting bored and wondering who it was. He made a face and climbed up, tugging his sweats on before walking in the livingroom and looking for blake. “Babe?’ he said loudly before going to the door and peaking out. “Everything okay?” Totally oblivious to the situation. 

“She’s okay, babe” Shawn said looking over his daughter brushing the little hair she had back. And got on the bed carefully not to hurt Alex or the baby “here ” he said motioning for her to hold the girl and decided against talking to her about everything till they were home

Alex took Rocket into her arms carefully and kissed her head softly, loving her automatically. She had never seen someone in her life so perfect to her. 

Shawn watched them and knew it was probably helping her to see rocket and wrapped his arm around his girlfriend. “You were in charge of two lives, and we are lucky both lives are okay and safe and alive” he said slowly trying to figure out how to word things “I’m sorry, if this was my fault. I’ve been working so much to make sure I can have time off to be home with you guys”

Alex shook her head and took a deep breath, trying not to cry. “ I hurt her.” She managed out, shaking a little. “I never meant to, I-I just.. I couldn’t think.” 

“We have to talk about why, Alex? Ik here for you. I told you that…what on your birthday? I don’t want you doing this and I knew being off meds would make it hard. It’s why I wanted you to talk” Shawn explained still fumbling over his words in his head moving an arm to make sure her hold on rocket stayed

“I thought you stopped loving me.” alex said after a fewminuets of quiet. “I was all alone. I wasn’t thinking about her though. I’m selfish.” 

Shawn froze realizing that this time her marks was his fault and didn’t know how to handle that. It was his fault that she almost died and rocket died not hers. “I am so sorry, Alex. I should’ve told you I was just working so much so I could be around for a few months so the money from the cases could last that long. Oh god, no I love you so much Alex. Shit” he said trying not cry and pressed his face against her shoulder

Alex looked down at Rocket, already crying again and looked over her features, hating that she was the reason that she was hurt, and that Shawn was hurt and that everyone wasn’t okay. She hated herself for it. 

“She’s okay, babe” Shawn said looking over his daughter brushing the little hair she had back. And got on the bed carefully not to hurt Alex or the baby “here ” he said motioning for her to hold the girl and decided against talking to her about everything till they were home

Alex took Rocket into her arms carefully and kissed her head softly, loving her automatically. She had never seen someone in her life so perfect to her. 

Shawn watched them and knew it was probably helping her to see rocket and wrapped his arm around his girlfriend. “You were in charge of two lives, and we are lucky both lives are okay and safe and alive” he said slowly trying to figure out how to word things “I’m sorry, if this was my fault. I’ve been working so much to make sure I can have time off to be home with you guys”

Alex shook her head and took a deep breath, trying not to cry. “ I hurt her.” She managed out, shaking a little. “I never meant to, I-I just.. I couldn’t think.” 

“We have to talk about why, Alex? Ik here for you. I told you that…what on your birthday? I don’t want you doing this and I knew being off meds would make it hard. It’s why I wanted you to talk” Shawn explained still fumbling over his words in his head moving an arm to make sure her hold on rocket stayed

“I thought you stopped loving me.” alex said after a fewminuets of quiet. “I was all alone. I wasn’t thinking about her though. I’m selfish.” 

“She’s okay, babe” Shawn said looking over his daughter brushing the little hair she had back. And got on the bed carefully not to hurt Alex or the baby “here ” he said motioning for her to hold the girl and decided against talking to her about everything till they were home

Alex took Rocket into her arms carefully and kissed her head softly, loving her automatically. She had never seen someone in her life so perfect to her. 

Shawn watched them and knew it was probably helping her to see rocket and wrapped his arm around his girlfriend. “You were in charge of two lives, and we are lucky both lives are okay and safe and alive” he said slowly trying to figure out how to word things “I’m sorry, if this was my fault. I’ve been working so much to make sure I can have time off to be home with you guys”

Alex shook her head and took a deep breath, trying not to cry. “ I hurt her.” She managed out, shaking a little. “I never meant to, I-I just.. I couldn’t think.” 

Blake sat up and watched the boy. He didn’t move. He rest rolled a little so he could watch. The boy was sore and tired.

Skylar felt the bed shift and paused his game before looking over at the other boy. “Good morning, baby.” He said shifting over to him to kiss him lightly. 

“Morning” he said softly and kissed the boy back. He hair was in his face and he was too lazy to move it. “Baby what did you make?” He said slowly moving out of the bed and went to the bathroom. He pushed the door closed and blew chunks into the toilet.

Skylar made a face hearing Blake get sick. That was one thing he could never help him with, because he always started getting sick when blake did. He climbed up and grabbed the toast and eggs that’d he’d made, hoping it was light enough for Blake’s stomach and sat in on the bedside table for him to eat when he felt better. 

Blake came out of the bathroom and gagged. “No no get it out of the room fuck” he said smelling the food and ran back into the bathroom. He started to commit again and clenched the toilet. He groaned and teared up a little. He hated this feeling. An hour passed and he was finally done. He shuffled back Into the room after cleaning himself up. “I’m sorry baby” he said finding Skylar’s and wrapped his arms around him.

“Don’t apologize,” He said smiling a little when Blake hugged him. He’d gone back to playing his game and put it down to lean against him. “You’re pregnant, this happens.”

Blake nodded and watched the boy play the game. He pecked his cheek and focused. He sat there for a while when he heard the door bell ring. Blake frowned and looked at Skylar. “Where you expecting someone?” He said standing up and moving toward the door.

Skylar shook his head. “no,” He mumbled, laying back on the bed when Blake moved and stretched out. 

“She’s okay, babe” Shawn said looking over his daughter brushing the little hair she had back. And got on the bed carefully not to hurt Alex or the baby “here ” he said motioning for her to hold the girl and decided against talking to her about everything till they were home

Alex took Rocket into her arms carefully and kissed her head softly, loving her automatically. She had never seen someone in her life so perfect to her. 

Blake sat up and watched the boy. He didn’t move. He rest rolled a little so he could watch. The boy was sore and tired.

Skylar felt the bed shift and paused his game before looking over at the other boy. “Good morning, baby.” He said shifting over to him to kiss him lightly. 

“Morning” he said softly and kissed the boy back. He hair was in his face and he was too lazy to move it. “Baby what did you make?” He said slowly moving out of the bed and went to the bathroom. He pushed the door closed and blew chunks into the toilet.

Skylar made a face hearing Blake get sick. That was one thing he could never help him with, because he always started getting sick when blake did. He climbed up and grabbed the toast and eggs that’d he’d made, hoping it was light enough for Blake’s stomach and sat in on the bedside table for him to eat when he felt better. 

Blake came out of the bathroom and gagged. “No no get it out of the room fuck” he said smelling the food and ran back into the bathroom. He started to commit again and clenched the toilet. He groaned and teared up a little. He hated this feeling. An hour passed and he was finally done. He shuffled back Into the room after cleaning himself up. “I’m sorry baby” he said finding Skylar’s and wrapped his arms around him.

“Don’t apologize,” He said smiling a little when Blake hugged him. He’d gone back to playing his game and put it down to lean against him. “You’re pregnant, this happens.”

Blake sat up and watched the boy. He didn’t move. He rest rolled a little so he could watch. The boy was sore and tired.

Skylar felt the bed shift and paused his game before looking over at the other boy. “Good morning, baby.” He said shifting over to him to kiss him lightly. 

“Morning” he said softly and kissed the boy back. He hair was in his face and he was too lazy to move it. “Baby what did you make?” He said slowly moving out of the bed and went to the bathroom. He pushed the door closed and blew chunks into the toilet.

Skylar made a face hearing Blake get sick. That was one thing he could never help him with, because he always started getting sick when blake did. He climbed up and grabbed the toast and eggs that’d he’d made, hoping it was light enough for Blake’s stomach and sat in on the bedside table for him to eat when he felt better. 

Blake sat up and watched the boy. He didn’t move. He rest rolled a little so he could watch. The boy was sore and tired.

Skylar felt the bed shift and paused his game before looking over at the other boy. “Good morning, baby.” He said shifting over to him to kiss him lightly. 

“I love you” he mumbled back and rested his head against the pillow. He closed his eyes exhausted and relaxed.

Skylar took Blake’s hand and laced their fingers together. “Should get some sleep, I’m sure you’re tired.” He said, using his free hand to push Blake’s hair away from his face. 

Blake nodded and closed his eyes. He got comfortable and snuggled up into the boy. He pecked Skylar’s lips before practically passing out.

Skylar ran his fingers carefully through Blake’s hair, closing his eyes. He stayed up for a while, just listening to Blake breathe. He eventually fell asleep with his face pressed into Blake’s hair. 

Blake stayed asleep. He eventually woke up the next morning.

Skylar had cooked breakfast and was sitting at the foot of their bed, playing on the playstation he’d begged Blake to let him set up months ago. 

The team had to take Alex into care immediately since she’d lost so much blood already. They had to work fast to get her stitched up and a few transfusions before she wasn’t on the verge of dying. It was a long time before she officially woke up. She looked around groggily and then down at her arms, which were bandaged and  bruised. She wasn’t thinking clearly yet, still processing that she was awake. 

Shawn was curled up on the bed in uncomfortable position and it took hi awhile to wake up. When he did it was slowly trying to process where he was and what happened. He sat up slowly looking around the room and saw Alex quickly. Shawn got off the bed stumbling some in the short steps to her bed and gripped the hand railing “oh god you’re okay” he said cupping her face kissing her forehead a few times before pulling away tearing up

Alex reached up and touched his cheek carefully. “I…” She didn’t like seeing him ready to cry. She pulled him down and held him close, still hazy. But she knew that Shawn was hurting and didn’t like seeing that. She didn’t realize much else. 

Shawn let out a choked cry against her chest it took him a few minutes to realize her bump was gone. He pulled back wide eyed and more worried “wh-where is she?!” He said a little loud, he knew I’d anything happened to her it would hurt but he had Alex, and would get through it. “N-nurse button, alex” he said feeling himself getting worked up again as he tried to stay calm not wanting to be knocked out

Alex looked down and stared, Her first thought was that she killed her baby and teared up. She gripped at the bedding and looked around a bit before finding the button and pressing it quickly. “S-shawn… I-I didn’t… If I hurt her…” Alex couldn’t even get it out. 

“Stop.” Shawn said quickly not wanting her to even get the words out when the nurse came, he looked at her and she almost immediately knew it was about rocket. “Baby…Latimer-Puckett..” Shawn interrupted the lady telling her it was just Latimer before apologizing. And she nodded her head “I’ll be back with her, just got her stabilized..ill explain more in a minute”. Shawn walked over to Alex gripping her hand “hey..its..its okay hear that? stabilized her” he knew if he was overly anxious she would be too

Alex let out a small noise and stared crying hard. She had hurt Rocket. She felt horrible and pulled her hands away from Shawns, pressing her face into her hands. 

Shawn played wth her hair knowing he could calm her down till she saw rocket. And he didn’t know what their daughter looked like or what was wrong. When the nurse came back she had another nurse with her helping her push a monitor. Rocket had a small tube in her nose leading to her throat and the nurses explained it was because she was early and had liquid in them still and how the heart monitor on her chest was to make sure she was okay. The nurse helped Shawn hold rocket and he was quiet holding her. He couldn’t believe she was here after all those months and was sad he didn’t see her born.

Alex looked at the baby with wide eyes and reached over touching her head carefully. “I’m sorry, Rocket.” She whispered, feeling like the worst possible person in the world for putting her daughter through all of this already. 

The team had to take Alex into care immediately since she’d lost so much blood already. They had to work fast to get her stitched up and a few transfusions before she wasn’t on the verge of dying. It was a long time before she officially woke up. She looked around groggily and then down at her arms, which were bandaged and  bruised. She wasn’t thinking clearly yet, still processing that she was awake. 

Shawn was curled up on the bed in uncomfortable position and it took hi awhile to wake up. When he did it was slowly trying to process where he was and what happened. He sat up slowly looking around the room and saw Alex quickly. Shawn got off the bed stumbling some in the short steps to her bed and gripped the hand railing “oh god you’re okay” he said cupping her face kissing her forehead a few times before pulling away tearing up

Alex reached up and touched his cheek carefully. “I…” She didn’t like seeing him ready to cry. She pulled him down and held him close, still hazy. But she knew that Shawn was hurting and didn’t like seeing that. She didn’t realize much else. 

Shawn let out a choked cry against her chest it took him a few minutes to realize her bump was gone. He pulled back wide eyed and more worried “wh-where is she?!” He said a little loud, he knew I’d anything happened to her it would hurt but he had Alex, and would get through it. “N-nurse button, alex” he said feeling himself getting worked up again as he tried to stay calm not wanting to be knocked out

Alex looked down and stared, Her first thought was that she killed her baby and teared up. She gripped at the bedding and looked around a bit before finding the button and pressing it quickly. “S-shawn… I-I didn’t… If I hurt her…” Alex couldn’t even get it out. 

“Stop.” Shawn said quickly not wanting her to even get the words out when the nurse came, he looked at her and she almost immediately knew it was about rocket. “Baby…Latimer-Puckett..” Shawn interrupted the lady telling her it was just Latimer before apologizing. And she nodded her head “I’ll be back with her, just got her stabilized..ill explain more in a minute”. Shawn walked over to Alex gripping her hand “hey..its..its okay hear that? stabilized her” he knew if he was overly anxious she would be too

Alex let out a small noise and stared crying hard. She had hurt Rocket. She felt horrible and pulled her hands away from Shawns, pressing her face into her hands. 

The team had to take Alex into care immediately since she’d lost so much blood already. They had to work fast to get her stitched up and a few transfusions before she wasn’t on the verge of dying. It was a long time before she officially woke up. She looked around groggily and then down at her arms, which were bandaged and  bruised. She wasn’t thinking clearly yet, still processing that she was awake. 

Shawn was curled up on the bed in uncomfortable position and it took hi awhile to wake up. When he did it was slowly trying to process where he was and what happened. He sat up slowly looking around the room and saw Alex quickly. Shawn got off the bed stumbling some in the short steps to her bed and gripped the hand railing “oh god you’re okay” he said cupping her face kissing her forehead a few times before pulling away tearing up

Alex reached up and touched his cheek carefully. “I…” She didn’t like seeing him ready to cry. She pulled him down and held him close, still hazy. But she knew that Shawn was hurting and didn’t like seeing that. She didn’t realize much else. 

Shawn let out a choked cry against her chest it took him a few minutes to realize her bump was gone. He pulled back wide eyed and more worried “wh-where is she?!” He said a little loud, he knew I’d anything happened to her it would hurt but he had Alex, and would get through it. “N-nurse button, alex” he said feeling himself getting worked up again as he tried to stay calm not wanting to be knocked out

Alex looked down and stared, Her first thought was that she killed her baby and teared up. She gripped at the bedding and looked around a bit before finding the button and pressing it quickly. “S-shawn... I-I didn’t... If I hurt her...” Alex couldn’t even get it out. 

The team had to take Alex into care immediately since she’d lost so much blood already. They had to work fast to get her stitched up and a few transfusions before she wasn’t on the verge of dying. It was a long time before she officially woke up. She looked around groggily and then down at her arms, which were bandaged and  bruised. She wasn’t thinking clearly yet, still processing that she was awake. 

Shawn was curled up on the bed in uncomfortable position and it took hi awhile to wake up. When he did it was slowly trying to process where he was and what happened. He sat up slowly looking around the room and saw Alex quickly. Shawn got off the bed stumbling some in the short steps to her bed and gripped the hand railing “oh god you’re okay” he said cupping her face kissing her forehead a few times before pulling away tearing up

Alex reached up and touched his cheek carefully. “I...” She didn’t like seeing him ready to cry. She pulled him down and held him close, still hazy. But she knew that Shawn was hurting and didn’t like seeing that. She didn’t realize much else.