meπirl
I feel like I'm constantly on a roller coaster. Like one day I feel like everything in my life has finally come together and the next I feel like everything is in shambles. I'm so sick from the stress. I was finally eating again and I was okay, kinda. And now I'm not again. The mantras and the self-talk and care only work for so long. Pretty soon after it all falls apart.
Y'all made it seem like drinking 8 cups of water was supposed to cure my depression y'all r all liars
umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i canβt ask for reassurance because thatβs really Embarrassing and it wouldnβt feel genuine if i asked for it
why get a boyfriend when you can get a pack of really nice pens
how do you explain to someone that you donβt want to die but existing is just a little too hard for you right now
But anyway haha I'm fine and Ocean's 8 was a goddamn gift to this world.
The world is cold and unfeeling and not fair and I want a refund.
Everything is messed up. I want to be perpetually drunk and never go to work or do anything again except then I would be alone with my terrible, terrible thoughts.
Why are people in straight relationships so obsessed with joking about how terrible their relationship is?