♔ ℛutherford ♔

I’m going to leave this account up, as I always have, but I am not returning. I mostly wanted to see how everyone was doing after talking to someone off-site. I have no want or need to return, I was scratching an itch that came when my girlfriend sent me a link to tumblr and what ifs came to mind.

I’ve met a few of you, who always seem so surprised by me when we’re face to face. I’ve added a fair few to snapchat and instagram. If people wants my discord handle you’re more than welcome to ask, my Skype is still around.

I’m not an RPer anymore, it’s not healthy for me and probably will never be again. I’ve got my life on track, full boat scholarship received to get my second degree. I’ve got a girlfriend that loves me and I’m not throwing that away for the world. I’ve got a service dog that looks at me like I’m the sun, who’s gone to Disney with me and made my life so much easier to navigate now that I’m not having to worry about some issues. My life is going so good that I just wanted to let you know, I’m okay. A few of you were concerned with my finals days prior, I feel like an ass for not responding to you all during the throes of it. But even with that, I’d like to restate: I’m okay, I’m more than okay. I’ve evolved into a person that, looking back, I wished I could’ve been a year or so ago. There’s no need to worry about me anymore.

For once in my life, I’m good. I’m happy, healthy (relatively), and I have very little to regret. I’m not angry anymore. I’m not sad anymore. I’m happy, really... really happy.

I’m wishing you all the best.

I’m not dead yet.

     i’m having a lot of complications with my injury so it will not be unheard of for me to disappear for days at a time ( i’ve been gone for three rip ). my skype is open for mutuals if wanted. i hope everyone has had a wonderful day.

@makerspride @leonicor @leocor etc etc whatever your blogs are now in days i don’t even keep with them beyond to block them because i really want nothing to do with you. we’re mutually blocked, i’m going to assume by the reason i can’t tag you in anything. i have your ip blocked. i don’t go on your blog. i don’t want anything to do with your blog or even have remotely similar verses to you? when we were still friends and i wanted to make a fallout verse i directly came to you to make sure i didn’t step on toes. i didn’t want to mimic anything from your blog. if i did that for fallout why would i rip from your marvel verse? i literally pulled cullen’s stuff from comics of nuke and the jessica jones series. “cullen taking stuff akin to lyrium” is literally true in every verse? i didn’t get beyond that one line on the post of yours ( the only reason i even looked was just to see why i was getting so many redirects from your blog ) bc my lyrium is super soldier serum that doesn’t work, akin to what nuke uses in the comics. i had been talking about this with a friend for months.

i didn’t know you made a marvel verse, why would i have? i have you blocked on every single little bit of space i can even remotely think of because i don’t know what you’re going to say to me next, about me next to myself or others. i’m sorry you think i stole from you but i didn’t? my marvel verse has been in the works for months as previously stated, but i have fellow users i was talking to about it as proof. names have been removed unless they want to come forward and say something.

which they did. months prior. i’m in the process of getting a cap of exact dates of when we started talking about this. 

edit;

November 7, 2015: 9:58pm. 

as for the verse itself? i plotted it with two of my friends. granted, i’ve changed stuff because i started watching daredevil and wanted to tweak things but this verse has been in the works since november, and is no where near done, and pretty much since i saw jessica jones in action. i’ve talked to more than one user about it. i had absolutely no idea that i had immediately posted it a day after yours? like the timing was really not that great i’m sorry for that but for that alone. i try really hard to be different from every cullen that-- why would i want to steal from you? i pride myself on my unpopular headcanons and everything else. i strive to be different. i want to write with my friends in the dc and marvel fandom, that’s all. that’s all the verse is. it’s not an attack on you or anything you might think. another note i feel as though i should add: i don’t even have a fallout verse because you have one. granted, i don’t know all that much about fallout beyond fallout 4 but i have friends in the f4 fandom. i want to write with them. i can’t because i’m so afraid of you pulling what you’ve done today. i was too afraid to be thought of as copying you that i didn’t even bother with attempting one. honestly, i don’t even want to be associated with you.

mxnrathous:

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mxnrathous:

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mxnrathous:

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