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the first sinner !

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Those who restrain desire do so because theirs is weak enough to be restrained.

William Blake, The Marriage of Heaven and Hell (via m-l-rio)

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VINDICTIVE SUGGESTIONS

starters  /  memes taken from the blog  vindictive-suggestion .  feel free to change pronouns  &  nouns as necessary .

“ wash your mouth out with holy water ” “ maybe you can pretend to be holy ” “ i’m terrified of becoming the monster i sought to destroy ” “ the voices in my head tell me to run ” “ they tell me i don’t belong ” “ become the monster they expect you to be ” “ when was the last time anyone came to rescue you ” “ will they sing my hymns long after i’m gone ” “ regicide has always had such a nice ring to it ” “ everyone dies in the end ” “ do you feel closer to god yet ” “ meet every sunrise with a middle finger salute ” “ life’s too short to give a fuck ” “ if my life isn’t constantly at stake, then what’s the point ” “ who said i’m going to die ” “ strength has nothing to do with fearlessness ” “ do not die quietly ” “ the wolf in you demands blood ” “ i’ve learned to bare my teeth and bite back ” “ the gods have abandoned you ” “ i have no story ” “ you deserve no softness ” “ i regret and mourn but is that not enough ” “ do you regret what you did to get here ” “ the burning in your chest demands blood ” “ will she save you too ” “ does the rain ever stop ” “ you fucking deserve this ” “ your skin tastes sweet and your blood is wine ” “ i condemn you to death ” “ i cast my heart out of bronze ” “ can you tell i did this for you ” “ I’ll save you ” “ what makes you run so far away from home ” “ spell your name with bonfires and riots ” “ history will remember you ” “ maybe you can reconsider that statement ” “ i’m only mortal, no matter how invincible i try to seem ” “ i wasn’t built to last under the weight of the sky ” “ i’m not feeling very divine tonight ” “ take them down with you if you have to ” “ if we must burn , we can burn together ” “ sometimes it’s okay to stop ” “ i’m not meant for anything less than perfection ” “ if you are meant to go to hell , then take the throne ” “ sometimes you won’t get a second chance ” “ revolution is built on blood ”
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“ let the false god do with my soul as he wishes, i would do it all again --- for it was lucifer, the fallen angel, who liberated me, who gave me the gift of knowledge and filled me with such longing and desire it changed me entirely. i would repeat it all and condemn humanity for all eternity, if only he would grant me such bliss again, if only i would become deserving of his attention and affection once more. “ 
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𝐀 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐒, 𝐘𝐄𝐒. 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒. he is aware the shape he had taken seems appealing, even then, if one looks closer, they could see the real nature, eyes return to a natural color and even then, the shade of green seems all too bright for a human. he nods and smiles, her recognition of his voice expected as hands leave the hardness of the tree, eyes shifting to stare in admiration at the fruit that hangs above them and then, to the garden. beautiful, untouched yet by humanity’s mistakes, ones he knows will happen.
lucifer steps closer, if only one step closer. “why would I be unkind to you? you are a kind soul, eve. so much potential.” he can see it, as he saw it in lilith, different shapes but similar, perhaps, god made them that way, but lilith now stands almost forgotten by adam, this? it’s both a gift and a curse. giving eve the opportunity to reach a full potential, that God doesn’t want them to, and, disobeying his word, would be his greatest act to show he had been right all along. “I am. I rise with every morning, as I bring the sun, the light.” he speaks, head turning to the bright star that shines around them, perhaps, even brighter now that he walks the garden.
“my name is lucifer.“ he offers his name as a token, another way of trust that perhaps, shows that he does care, that her words and trust matter to him. “most of my siblings stay out of the garden, for it’s for you and adam to enjoy but…how can I? so many…amazing things.“ and his words are sharp as eyes fix on her as he finishing speaking. and then, he looks down for a moment, hands pointing toward his body. “this is just a shape…a vessel. my true form cannot be witness for the untrained eye.“
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            his words make her smile widen in return and eve takes that compliment and stores it safely in her heart. adoring words such as those rarely left adams mouth; and why would they? eve was made only for him, anything about her that was good or pleasing was expected of her and not extraordinary at all.

as the angel tells her of his true nature, she lifts her head and gazes at the sun. it’s so bright, so beautiful and so very blinding. eve looks back at him and now feels as though he emits the same luminosity, the same warmth perhaps. and she needs no convincing that this man was good, because how could someone who brought so much light be anything other than that?

lucifer. he gives her his name and joy washes over her. the angels didn’t usually speak to them and so she wonders even in that moment why he was even gracing her with his presence and giving her something as valuable as his name.

at his statement about the garden she nods in agreement but it is when his gaze lands on her that she can feel the blood rushing to her cheeks. eve cannot name the feeling she’s experiencing at that moment but she knows that it’s pleasant and adam never makes her feel that way. “ i understand”, she assures him and tucks a strand of hair behind her ears nervously. eve had never spoken to a being of such divine descent for so long and naturaly she’s cautious of her words so as to not say anything that might possibly displease him. “ i mustn’t see it to know. i can feel that you are special. ----   it’s like you are the sun.”

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‘ i’m the one that got away . ’

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the words sting and eve makes no attempt to hide that. the edenborn woman is not sure if her predecessor is speaking of the garden that they both once inhabited and the invisible chains to man that came with it, or of any relationship they might once have had. in any case the words are not kind. “ ---- you are. “ she agrees and moves her gaze away, finding it unexpectedly difficult to look at the woman who had always posessed so much more autonomy and power than eve did. “ and yet here we both are. after millenia both still roaming the earth;  and i feel just as helpless as i did in paradise.” 
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              Sabrina was mistrusting of most people she didn’t know, but her new reality had conditioned her to be like that. Eve wasn’t a real stranger, but still someone the young witch didn’t trust. “I’m not my father, I’d appreciate if you didn’t treat me like I am.”

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            “ that is not what i’m doing at all.” the woman responds, perhaps a little defensive. it was strange speaking to lucifer’s offspring; looking at her delicate features and trying to find resemblance to the man who she was certain would one day turn this world to ash. “ it’s just weird, you know. i can’t believe he brought a child into this world and i knew nothing of it. “ 

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*   𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄  𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .

I  LOVE  YOU .

  • ‘  it’s  not  true .  ’
  • ‘  tell  me  i’ve  been  lied  to .  ’
  • ‘  crying  isn’t  like  you .  ’
  • ‘  what  the  hell  did  i  do ?  ’
  • ‘  nothing  has  to  change  today .  ’
  • ‘  you  didn’t  mean  to  say  ‘i  love  you’ .  ’
  • ‘  i  love  you  and  i  don’t  want  to .  ’
  • ‘  i  didn’t  mean  to  make  you  cry .  ’
  • ‘  i  can’t  escape  the  way  i  love  you .  ’

ILOMILO .

  • ‘  told  you  not  to  worry ,  but  maybe  that’s  a  lie .  ’
  • ‘  honey ,  what’s  the  hurry ?  ’
  • ‘  they’re  never  gonna  give  you  love  like  ours .  ’
  • ‘  i  don’t  wanna  be  lonely .  ’
  • ‘  show  me  the  way  home .  ’
  • ‘  i  tried  not  to  upset  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  couldn’t  love  someone  ‘cause  i  might  break .  ’
  • ‘  i  just  wanted  to  protect  you ,  but  now  i’ll  never  get  to .  ’

WHEN  THE  PARTY’S  OVER .

  • ‘  don’t  you  know  i’m  no  good  for  you ?  ’
  • ‘  i’ve  learned  to  lose  you ,  can’t  afford  to .  ’
  • ‘  nothing  ever  stops  you  leaving .  ’
  • ‘  don’t  you  know  too  much  already ?  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  only  hurt  you  if  you  let  me .  ’
  • ‘  call  me  friend ,  but  keep  me  closer .  ’
  • ‘  call  me  back .  ’
  • ‘  nothing  is  better  sometimes .  ’
  • ‘  let’s  just  let  it  go .  ’
  • ‘  let  me  let  you  go .  ’

WATCH .

  • ‘  if  we  were  meant  to  be ,  we  would  have  been  by  now .  ’
  • ‘  all  i  see  is  you  right  now .  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  sit  and  watch  your  car  burn  with  the  fire  that  you  started  in  me .  ’
  • ‘  your  love  feels  so  fake .  ’
  • ‘  my  demands  aren’t  high  to  make .  ’
  • ‘  if  i  could  get  to  sleep ,  i  would  have  slept  by  now .  ’
  • ‘  when  you  call  my  name ,  do  you  think  i’ll  come  running ?  ’
  • ‘  you’re  so  good  at  giving  me  nothing .  ’
  • ‘  when  you  close  your  eyes ,  do  you  picture  me ?  ’
  • ‘  when  you  fantasize ,  am  i  your  fantasy ?  ’

8 .

  • ‘  i  know  you  don’t  care ,  but  can  you  listen ?  ’
  • ‘  so  i  think  i  better  go .  ’
  • ‘  i  never  really  know  how  to  please  you .  ’
  • ‘  you’re  looking  at  me  like  i’m  see-through .  ’
  • ‘  i  just  never  know  how  you  feel .  ’
  • ‘  do  you  even  feel  anything ?  ’
  • ‘  don’t  treat  me  badly .  ’
  • ‘  i  know  you’re  not  sorry .  why  should  you  be ?  ’
  • ‘  who  am  i  to  be  in  love  when  your  love  never  is  for  me ?  ’

WISH  YOU  WERE  GAY .

  • ‘  baby ,  i  don’t  feel  so  good .  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  never  let  you  go .  ’
  • ‘  i  just  wanna  make  you  feel  okay .  ’
  • ‘  i  just  wanna  make  you  feel  okay ,  but  all  you  do  is  look  the  other  way .  ’
  • ‘  i  can’t  tell  you  how  much  i  wish  i  didn’t  wanna  stay .  ’
  • ‘  i  just  kinda  wish  you  were  gay .  ’
  • ‘  is  there  a  reason  we’re  not  through ?  ’
  • ‘  how  am  i  supposed  to  make  you  feel  okay  when  all  you  do  is  walk  the  other  way ?  ’
  • ‘  i’m  so  selfish .  ’
  • ‘  you  make  me  feel  helpless .  ’

BITCHES  BROKEN  HEARTS .

  • ‘  you  can  pretend  you  don’t  miss  me .  ’
  • ‘  you  can  pretend  you  don’t  care .  ’
  • ‘  all  you  wanna  do  is  kiss  me .  ’
  • ‘  what  a  shame  i’m  not  there .  ’
  • ‘  what  is  it  you  want ?  ’
  • ‘  you  can  lie ,  but  i  know  that  you’re  not  fine .  ’
  • ‘  every  time  you  talk  it’s  all  about  me ,  but  you  swear  i’m  not  on  your  mind .  ’
  • ‘  somebody  new  is  gonna  comfort  you  like  you  want  me  to .  ’
  • ‘  somebody  new  is  gonna  comfort  me  like  you  never  do .  ’
  • ‘  i’m  the  one  that  got  away .  ’
  • ‘  i  guess  being  lonely  fits  me .  ’
  • ‘  you  were  made  for  begging  ‘stay’ .  ’
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@daevilrage​​ ; cont. from here

             eve’s eyes light up as she hears a man speak her name. a man, or perhaps merely a vessel she has not laid eyes on before.  she does however recognize that voice and a sort of childlike wonder spreads across her features. the woman realises that it’s the same as that of the enchantingly beautiful serpent. with fascination taking over her mind, pushing aside any reason, she smiles as he steps closer, the edenborn woman utterly entranced by this new being. a man with the voice of a serpent. ( i trust you , eve. ) words that would surely seal her fate for they sound so pure and true. “ you are the serpent.” she states, albeit a bit hesistantly for she doesn’t know his name. eve has never questioned the fact that he hadn’t offered it and a frown spreads across delicate features at his explanation for this. why would she tell the lord? she had never been lied to before, had never experienced beytrayal in the short span of her existence and so the naivety in her voice, on her face is true.  " you’ve been nothing but kind to me.” she assures him with lips stretching into an even wider smile. and how would she know that the serpent is not all love and light as the rest of eden? she was in paradise, after all. there was no need for suspicion, no use for second guessing because everything was perfect and absolute in the garden.
his eyes then, they make hers widen in return ---- they are what truly bewitch her, so ethereal, so inhumane, they make him even more appealing. she feels  herself enchanted by his mere presence because it’s not just the human shape that draws her in, it’s something much more deep, something she feels not on the physical plane of existence but in her soul.
        “ you’re an angel, aren’t you? you must be, you’re so beautiful.”
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