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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted—so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I’ve been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can’t deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It’s been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted—so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I’ve been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can’t deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It’s been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted—so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I’ve been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can’t deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It’s been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted—so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I’ve been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can’t deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It’s been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted—so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I’ve been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can’t deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It’s been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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I hate to do this, however, I have thought about this long and hard. (Oh good lord, stop giggling you immature lot.) Everytime I log onto this account, I feel overly anxious and ignored and unwanted--so long story short: I am closing this blog.
Roleplaying is for fun, and I honestly cannot say that I've been having fun lately. If I do come back to Carol, it will be on a highly selective and private account. One that I will only give out to a few people. For the sake of my sanity and my good mental health.
I am sorry, guys, but I can't deal anymore. If you have any questions, you can contact me either on my Fingon roleplay blog ( radiantvalor ) or if you have me on skype, you may message me there. Otherwise, this is goodbye. It's been swell. /blows kisses.
Sammi, out.
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your muse finds my muse curled up on the bed, crying. send “hush” for a 1-35 generated response to why (x)

"I’ve got six months to live."

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"I can’t leave you." His voice is almost completely gone. His breathing is unsteady, his throat hurts, and his hands are shaking uncontrollably. "I can’t leave you. I can’t do this. I c— I can’t go. I don’t want to go." He pauses and covers his face with both hands. "Fuck, Carol, I don’t — I finally have a fucking reason to live. I don’t want to go. I’m not ready. I…” 
The shaking takes over the rest of his body and his lungs are really laboring to keep him conscious. He needs to be held.
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God was really fucking hilarious. Too bad his sense of humor seemed to hate her. Her chest hurt, and her eyes were stinging, and she still couldn't breathe, but this wasn't about her, was it? She'd probably call Tony later, or maybe Steve, but right now? It wasn't about her.

All it took was him talking to pull her back to reality and without saying a word, she climbed up into the bed and gently wrapped her fingers around his wrists and tugged his hands away from his face. "It'll be okay. You are the single most stubborn man I have ever met. Don't tell me you're giving up, huh?" 

Empty words. Empty sentiment. But, she had to say something. It was killing her to see him like this, and the news that brought her here in the first place was burning on her tongue--but she swallowed it back. It could wait. It would have to wait.

A hand reached out and she brushed her fingers against his cheek, "We're strong. We'll be okay."

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your muse finds my muse curled up on the bed, crying. send “hush” for a 1-35 generated response to why (x)

"I’ve got six months to live."

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"I’ve been smoking since the ’40s, sweetheart," he croaks, eyebrows pinched together. "This — this had to happen. It’s my fault. I should have stopped a long, long time ago. I fuck—” He coughs. He’s been coughing for a while now, but he’s never given it a second thought. “—I fucked up. I really — I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry, Carol.”
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Breathing wasn't an option. (Ironic, wasn't it? That she was the one who couldn't breathe?) Her hand slipped away from his arm, only so that she could curl her fingers into the comforter on their bed tight enough that her knuckles went white. Something she couldn't do if she was touching flesh and bone. Always so careful. The cough rakes on her nerves and makes everything real and Carol just sank completely to the floor. Her forehead leaning against the edge of the bed. 

"Why are you sorry? It's not like you did this on..." Her voice broke before she could continue and her fingers squeezed tighter. "This isn't fair."

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your muse finds my muse curled up on the bed, crying. send “hush” for a 1-35 generated response to why (x)

"I’ve got six months to live."

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The guilt might kill him faster than the cancer. He wants to comfort Carol, but the words are stuck in his throat; it feels like he’s being choked to death. It hurts. “I’m, uh — I’m…” His cheeks are wet and warm and he can’t gather the strength to face her. “I’m sick. Six months.”
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She doesn't want to believe it. She can't let herself believe it. Immediately, Carol reached forward and put a light hand against his arm. (Although this time, she is carefully gauging her strength.) The blonde wasn't exactly the best with words, but she found herself at a loss. What did she say to this? What was there possibly to say? 

Because she wanted to deny it; call him a liar and a cheat and deny everything. Because she couldn't lose him. "Sick... sick how?" She couldn't mask how her voice shook, nor did she try. There had to be a way out of this. A backdoor, a secret cure--she was friends with some of the smartest people in the universe.

There had to be something.

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your muse finds my muse curled up on the bed, crying. send “hush” for a 1-35 generated response to why (x)

"I’ve got six months to live."

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Her phone fell completely out of her hands and Carol was stuck there in the doorway, feeling like she'd just been hit by the Hulk (or maybe six or seven Hulks would be more correct to convey the pain that was squeezing in her chest, making breathing impossible.) "--What...?" Her voice was far away and alien, and too strong fingers curled around the door frame, denting the wood--but she didn't realize it. 

Eventually, she pried her hand away from the frame and hesitantly walked towards the bed, choosing to sink down on the floor next to the bed, facing him. "Sweets, what are you talking about...?"

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i’m utterly and completely gobsmacked, and to say anything else would not be doing it justice.  first and foremost, i just… thank you guys from the bottom of my heart for giving my blog a home in this community, because the amount i’ve learned and grown as a writer cannot be quantified.  not only do i want to do something special to commemorate but i also want to celebrate by giving back.  unfortunately, i’m no ace with graphics, so i’m gonna have to stick to something a little more tangible. i hope it’s something you all would like. but before i get started… a couple of folks deserve some serious shoutouts because my blog wouldn’t be where it is without them. 

                                                          Sᴛᴇᴠᴇ    |     Nᴀᴛᴀsʜᴀ

ʀ ᴜ ʟ ᴇ s :

  • you must be following me
  • i don’t care if you’re a personal blog or an rp blog, but i will be checking to make sure you’re a follower because that’s what this giveaway is for. 
  • reblogs only, one like is allowed after you have reblogged. don’t spam your followers. 
  • this giveaway will end September 15, 2014 at 11:59 p.m. CST when winners will be chosen randomly. 

ᴘ ʀ ɪ ᴢ ᴇ s : 

ғɪʀsᴛ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ

  • Captain America: The Winter Soldier
  • Steelbook Edition
  • Includes 3D + BluRay + Digital HD Copy
  • One winner will receive by mail. 

sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ

  • Captain America, Volume 1: Ultimate Winter Soldier Collection
  • Paperback
  • One winner will receive by mail. 

ᴛʜɪʀᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ

  • All-New Invaders #1 Poster
  • One winner will receive by mail.

Good luck and thank you all again! 

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The Dean Winchester Starters Pack;

Mix of angst, humor and various other emotions.

❝ It’s a treasure. ❞ ❝ Next time someone asks me if I’m okay, I’m gonna start throwing punches! ❞ ❝ I know what you’re thinking. Why’d it have to be clowns? ❞ ❝ Why do you think I drive everywhere? ❞ ❝ Dude, you fugly. ❞ ❝ It’s like I finally see a light at the end of this ugly ass tunnel. ❞ ❝ I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing. ❞ ❝ You know I love the guy, but I swear he writes like freaking Yoda. ❞  ❝ You stink like sex. ❞ ❝ I owe you the biggest “I told you so” ever. ❞ ❝ Yeah, MySpace, what the hell is that? ❞ ❝ Everybody keeps asking me that, but… no. ❞ ❝ I think I’m adorable. ❞ ❝ I’m not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren’t even hot. ❞ ❝ Dude, he/she wants me to meet his/her parents. I don’t do parents. ❞ ❝ This weight on my shoulders. Man, I’m tired of it. ❞ ❝ You mean “protection against a demon” salt or “oops, I spilled the popcorn” salt? ❞ ❝ We know a little about a lot of things. Just enough to make us dangerous. ❞ ❝ Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his cakehole. ❞ ❝ First I’m gonna find that handsome devil and kick the holy crap outta him. ❞ ❝ Say you’ll take care of yourself. ❞ ❝ You can take your peace and shove it up your lily-white ass. ❞ ❝ You are not gonna die a virgin. Not on my watch. ❞ ❝ You’re serious? You’re gonna walk in there and tell him the truth? ❞ ❝ We’ve talked about this. Personal space? ❞ ❝ Hey, look! A monster broke my leg. ❞ ❝ Pardon me, do you have any Grey Poupon? ❞ ❝ Dude, could you be more gay? ❞ ❝ You fudging touch me again, I’ll fudging kill you! ❞ ❝ Gimme the baby, or I’ll stab you in your throat. ❞ ❝ I bet it’s not even sharp. ❞ ❝ You don’t stop being a soldier because you got wounded in battle. ❞ ❝ Don’t make me lose you, too. ❞ ❝ Dude, stow the touchy-feely-self-help yoga crap! ❞ ❝ No chick flick moments. ❞ ❝ What, are you allergic to straight answers, you son of a bitch?! ❞ ❝ Pretend he has boobs. ❞ ❝ If you walk out that door, don’t ever come back. ❞ ❝ I like to think it’s because of my perky nipples. ❞ ❝ Don’t ever change. ❞ ❝ I’m proud of us.  ❞ ❝ Not for nothing, last time someone looked at me like that… I got laid. ❞
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Rule one of fight club- don't question Peter Quill wearing makeup.

Holy guacamole batman! 1,000 followers- do you think we can stand up against such a foe?
Oh wait shit wrong fandom.
HEY LOOK, 1,000 FOLLOWERS WHO AIN’T 100 PERCENT DICKS!
It’s a miracle- such an occasion. I even made Peter apply some makeup for this.
I may or may not be jumping the gun on this- I’m actually 12 followers away from my milestone, but I was like, eh, lets post this now because why not. I’m not waiting any longer so yep yolo. 
Rules ;
- One like, one reblog. - Don’t unfollow right after the giveaway- you’ll be exempt from all future giveaways. - This ends on this Sunday. - PLEASE NOTE- if you win, you might have to wait a week or two for your prize. I’m starting band camp next week and will be extremely busy, not to mention my internet is extremely slow at the moment. 
1st place
- promo graphic - offline/online banners - a blurb as to why I love your blog - a starter- whether it’s plotted or not is up to you - flower crown icon
2nd place
- promo graphic - blurb as to why I love your blog - a starter - whether it’s plotted or not is up to you - flower crown icon
3rd place
- promo graphic - a starter - whether it’s plotted or not is up to you - flower crown icon
n ow onto some examples!
flower crowns ; 
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offline/online banners
promo graphic 
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