People who don't have it don't understand...
The fact that with bi polar there will just be days that I stay in a dark cool room wishing I didn’t exist. I just feel like shit. No one has done anything, I just don’t feel like living somedays. It just happens. Something may trigger it or maybe not. Just don’t get all fucking lovey dovey touchy feely, honestly because being touched is the last thing I want at the moment. Just leave me alone and let the phase pass. Whether it be a few hours or days or whatever. Just let me be. I’ll make it through, I have every other fucking time. And if I don’t? Well, you’ll learn to move on.