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musings of a stoned chick

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lost and broken
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People who don't have it don't understand...

The fact that with bi polar there will just be days that I stay in a dark cool room wishing I didn’t exist. I just feel like shit. No one has done anything, I just don’t feel like living somedays. It just happens. Something may trigger it or maybe not. Just don’t get all fucking lovey dovey touchy feely, honestly because being touched is the last thing I want at the moment. Just leave me alone and let the phase pass. Whether it be a few hours or days or whatever. Just let me be. I’ll make it through, I have every other fucking time. And if I don’t? Well, you’ll learn to move on.

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I got a new phone...

And it kicked me off all my apps right.  No big deal.  I have my passwords all saved on my phone...that got wiped...oh yeah.  So I have no idea the password to this blog...but my computer has me auto signed in...so I was really excited.  But I mean, if anything happens to the computer...this blog is forever discontinued.  I don’t remember any of the information about the email connected to this account.  I’ve be rejected every time I try to get into it.  So...this may be the last post.  But don’t worry, I’m still tumbling.  I haven’t left the world yet.  I just use my old blog and sadly, none of you have that blog.  So, if we don’t talk again...I’m sorry followers.

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People who don't have it don't understand...

The fact that with bi polar there will just be days that I stay in a dark cool room wishing I didn’t exist. I just feel like shit. No one has done anything, I just don’t feel like living somedays. It just happens. Something may trigger it or maybe not. Just don’t get all fucking lovey dovey touchy feely, honestly because being touched is the last thing I want at the moment. Just leave me alone and let the phase pass. Whether it be a few hours or days or whatever. Just let me be. I’ll make it through, I have every other fucking time. And if I don’t? Well, you’ll learn to move on.

Sometimes I really just need to remind myself I'm not alone and I can do this.

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priest: you may now kiss the -
me: *bursts into chapel*
priest: what the -
me: there's a charmander in here
priest: *takes phone out of robes* holy shit
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sorry I wasn’t in the mood to be a person today, sorry I forgot to keep a conversation, sorry my soul needs ironing. give me a moment, a day or a so. it’ll be good. I’ll brush my hair and change my clothes. I’ll laugh a lot. I’ll say important things. it’ll be good.

Things you don’t need to be sorry for but perpetually are

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