I don’t play with a lot of Danis but I will say that I really enjoyed danidelaney at over at Blooming Hearts. She was always IC and involved any and everyone on the dash when she was on. I miss her immensely. 

danidelaney

[text] You’re always so smart and brilliant. This is why I can never lose you as a friend, I need you to be my voice of reason.

[text] I’ll try with him. I want to, and I know I need to. I probably I owe it to myself as much as him. I just wish I didn’t feel all these crazy things inside me.

[text] Perfect. Tomorrow after class I’ll meet you at the gym?

Text: You’re never going to lose me as a friend. I’m always going to be around to be your voice of reason. I just want you to be happy. That’s the only thing I’m concerned about.

Text: Well other than anger and happiness, what other crazy things are you feeling inside? 

Text: Yes that sounds perfect

[text] Yeah, he did. He says he came back for me, and I want to believe him. It’s just hard to trust him. We made plans, we promised to be there for each other, I thought we wanted the same things. I get the turnover rate here, and I prepared for people to leave, I guess I just never prepared for one of those people to be him.

[text] Yeah, beating the shit out of something sounds like a good idea. I’ll think I’ll try it. Care to join me?

Text: It’s okay not to trust him. He needs to earn that again, I think. And I think when it’s not such a shock that he’s back you should hear him out. And after he’s done saying whatever he needs to say, you can lay everything you’ve needed to say on him too. And maybe from there you guys can work on it. Either way, I think it’d be good for you.

Text: I would absolutely love to join you.

So. First order of business; when are you free to hang out?

Honestly? Pretty much always. I mostly just hang out with my girlfriend, and go to art/Glee through out the week. What about this weekend? Maybe we could do something.

My number one fan.

Or maybe I can be your number one Stan.

[text] I wouldn’t even know where to start. I mean, on one hand I’m so happy that he’s back, that I get another chance to see him and hold him. And for a second that’s enough for me to just want to go back to how everything was before. Then I remember that he left me, and it all comes crashing down again. Only instead of loneliness all I feel is anger. And I get it, I swear I do, I know why he left. But all I can feel whenever I try to talk to him is this anger and I don’t know what to do with it.

Text: It’s hard to get over that anger. Like harder than anything. But I guess one way of looking at it is that he came back. He left, which is very important, but he also came back. 

Text: You know, there was a guy here once who was real into boxing and he let me beat the shit out of a punching bag and maybe you could do that because it really did help with the anger. 

Yes. We can only go up from here.

Definitely a great way of looking at it.

I honestly think I might pass out.

I’m going to be front row of all your shows, cheering you on like the star you are.

Text: Would you like to talk it out?

You’re going to be amazing!

@ddlovato: New York ❤