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Building bonfires of my vanities and doubts

@nati-jade / nati-jade.tumblr.com

Multi-fandom mess. If it's a fandom I probably dig it. Currently it's mostly: Taylor Swift (Haylor is never over), Supernatural, Once Upon a Time and Doctor Who.
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having a life while being a swiftie is so hard like i want to go outside and read in the sun but i have to wait for the zodiac killer to drop her daily puzzle

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Going to bed telling my OH it's Rep day tomorrow so I'm sorry if I wake up as a snake. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍

He's just like "okay"

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cloakoflife

I Can See You - Chapter 2 Haylor (Harry Styles/Taylor Swift)

Title: I Can See You Pairing: Harry Styles/Taylor Swift Rating: Explicit Genre: Smut, angst Summary: It's the 2013 VMAs, AKA the messiest night of all time, Harry and Taylor haven't spoken since they ended things on the boat and then she shows up looking like that. It doesn't take a genius to work out what happens next...

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, are new chapters done yet?💚

Yep, just posted Chapter 2. Hope you enjoy!

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TTPD will have some songs saying that they already wanted different things and it wasn't working out! And also about narcissism, anxiety, probably betrayal on her part, she likes to please people... Most of it will be about her talking about her demons and I think most people will be disappointed because they want to put 100% of the blame for the break-up on her ex! Many will give up on her after this album, even the toxic fans who attacked her on Instagram because of lies will be disappointed to the point of cursing and wishing Taylor ill! I don't think Taylor's life this month and next is going to be very easy, I can feel her break up with Travis coming!

I think it will be like Reputation, that it is billed as such a tragic grief angst album which will only be a few songs the overall piece will be about finding herself and moving on TBH.

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nati-jade

I agree, I don't think it's going to be a massive tragic break-up album, I think she's already worked through a lot of it on Midnights and even Folklore and Evermore. I think by the time it was over she was ready to move on.

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Me for the last few years: I can't stand Joe Alwyn love songs they're so lame.

Taylor: Puts Lover on a playlist about denial.

Me:

There's something very broken inside of me.

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Anonymous asked:

Will you post at least one or two chapters of I Can See You before ttpd drops?

Yeah that's more realistic. Parts 2 and 3 are well on their way and I should have some time to work on them this week. 😁

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in light of recent discussions, i just want to say that even though people tend to paint taylor out to be an unreliable narrator, it doesnt really seem that way when you compare the songs she wrote about harry and he wrote about her. like they both tell pretty much the exact same story, mirroring each other's feelings and the downfall of their situationship. im not saying she always paints an objective picture of everything that happened, because that's kinda impossible considering the songs are about her feelings, but she's not the villainizing liar people make her out to be.

i agree that her music itself is not as scathing towards her exes (sans john) as people make it seem

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I heard someone say somewhere she tells the "emotional truth" which isn't necessarily the "objective truth" and I thought that was a good way of putting it.

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Could it be possible for you to publish all the chapters of I Can See You before TTPD drops? I need my head clear for TTPD consumption but all i have been thinking about is this fic whenever Taylor comes to mind (which is all day tbh)

Absolutely not, sorry I have a life and writing takes time! 😂🫶

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Have you seen this? Do you think Louis was talking about Harry?

https://youtu.be/S6m5iA_dxzM

I have, it’s not a coincidence he says “as it was”. Louis is a sore loser, he was this way even in the band. Harry owns with WMYB and it’s a fantastic fan service song. The way Louis goes on to say he tried to do the same thing with Night Changes. 💀

Harry always loved this song, saying he would choose it to play every day for the rest of his life in the BBC1 Live Lounge interview at the end of the band. He’s grateful, he sees how it changed his life and loves the fans.

The way larries pretend Harry is referring to Louis when he says he fell in love to this song. Sad times to ship them. 🤭

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nati-jade

No but Louis is actually an idiot because this is freaking great. He so jelly.

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cloakoflife

I Can See You - Chapter 1 Haylor (Harry Styles/Taylor Swift)

Title: I Can See You Pairing: Harry Styles/Taylor Swift Rating: Explicit Genre: Smut, angst Summary: It's the 2013 VMAs, AKA the messiest night of all time, Harry and Taylor haven't spoken since they ended things on the boat and then she shows up looking like that. It doesn't take a genius to work out what happens next...

Please comment and like if you enjoy!

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😆 💕

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nati-jade

Accurate summary of this chapter tbf...

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What are your fav haylor ffs? (in general from both wattpad and ao3) (btw yours are my personal favs)

Aww thank you! <3 Hands down, 100%, Out Of The Woods. In love with that fic COMPLETELY, one thousand percent and I hope they keep writing it because I need it.

So yea, that, then, everything written by @emmainldn, of course!

I loooove this one SO MUCH:

And this one

And also the one where Ed and Harry are staying at Taylor's in Nashville, but I can't find that or remember what it's called right now.

On Wattpad both the fics I love most are unfinished but still great. I find it hard on Wattpad as there's sooo much bad writing it's hard to find the good stuff so I pretty much gave up, but both of these stories are great:

I'd love to hear of any really good ones I've missed! Especially angsty ones!

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cloakoflife

I Can See You - Chapter 1 Haylor (Harry Styles/Taylor Swift)

Title: I Can See You Pairing: Harry Styles/Taylor Swift Rating: Explicit Genre: Smut, angst Summary: It's the 2013 VMAs, AKA the messiest night of all time, Harry and Taylor haven't spoken since they ended things on the boat and then she shows up looking like that. It doesn't take a genius to work out what happens next...

Please comment and like if you enjoy!

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