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former stomping grounds.
Forget it.
This question is nagging at me, and asks me to play referee between my family and the rest of the world.
I have people I trust, who have rational thoughts, who have shown me nothing but love, and who have survived life experiences that support and validate their conclusions.
The world tells me, no, they’re wrong.
And that leaves me tired. Seeing arguments, dissatisfaction, struggles with several origins. This gets under my skin.
I’m tired.
polly's pocket. turned 7 :’)
Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World
Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World
Beginning to understand that this feeling I've been fighting with is the feeling of growing up. I've thrown blame at those pushing me towards the direction of the future because I'm scared. I've grown nostalgic for a snapshot of home and my family that hasn't really existed for years because it once gave me the security that I hunger for so fiercely now. I've avoided uncertainty and responsibilities that are new to me because these make me uncomfortable. I've leaned on old habits, and they aren't habits I want to keep carrying with me. A pressure at my solar plexus tells me something has to change. Tonight, the back of my mind begs for a silver lining. I've decided on one and now have to convince myself that it is truth (I find that resolve often takes on this pattern): in accepting this challenge of growing up, I also have an incredible gift in front of me. I have the opportunity to positively impact the lives of so many people. It's another doorway to the path I've been aiming to step onto for so long. These next few weeks and months are going to be difficult, but I'm giving this a chance. It's all happening. It's here and now. I'm growing up.
unpublished from this thanksgiving
my mom is singing along to “The House of the Rising Sun” in the kitchen, my brother is upstairs on his computer, my dad will be home soon, and i’m taking a pause from cooking, realizing beautiful sunlight is pouring into the living room. everything in place, everything in time.
Introduction to the First Edition, The Goal, Eliyahu M. Goldratt
Introduction to The Goal, Eliyahu M. Goldratt