I am an egg

And one day the egg will break but inside instead of a yolk there is just a whole load of screaming

I got an exam tomorrow at 9 but after being depressed all day my brain has the zoomies

Ok so this is still logged in on phone but pls go follow me new blog instead

i am gonna log out of this blog after i change my username to go create a new one & i probably won’t be able to get back in because i don’t have the email/pass any more. new blog will be called avadraws. follow if U want. i’ll queue this to post a few times

my ceiling had really bad damp so the landlord came and bleached it and now my room smells like mold AND bleach and i cant breathe and i want to die

im probably gonna. restart this blog as an actual art blog. may also move accounts bc i dont know the password for this one and cant access its email

but also i wanatto die

:( i dont want to fail my degree i want to be a normal persson aiwht a functioning brain

WHY do i do the things i do. why am i like this. i want to  be better but its difficult.

had a dream that i got stuck in a time loop because i had to free some people by replaying the same day but then I Fucked Up and it just kept going and i accidentally deleted the people i was trying to help from the fucking time-space continuum

i need money so i can commission ppl to draw things 4 me when i have n o energy

I slept through all classes next up: fucking dying