@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

Now if only I could find one that will let me see what are one day maybe future baby would look like

Oh? Children? I’m not sure I’d be too good of a parent.

you would be fine trust me. but before that maybe ugh -looks at my fingers-

Yes. That would be good to do first. Although I still doubt I would be fine.

maybe we can take those baby class’s together after we get married or maybe now? so you can feel better about it?

We’ll get to all that after we actually decide on having children.

-hugs you and smiles- yes

As for marriage. I’m still unsure about that any time soon. But it happening eventually is good.

Well when ever we are ready for it it will be a great day

I’m sure it will be.

@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

Now if only I could find one that will let me see what are one day maybe future baby would look like

Oh? Children? I’m not sure I’d be too good of a parent.

you would be fine trust me. but before that maybe ugh -looks at my fingers-

Yes. That would be good to do first. Although I still doubt I would be fine.

maybe we can take those baby class’s together after we get married or maybe now? so you can feel better about it?

We’ll get to all that after we actually decide on having children.

-hugs you and smiles- yes

As for marriage. I’m still unsure about that any time soon. But it happening eventually is good.

@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

Now if only I could find one that will let me see what are one day maybe future baby would look like

Oh? Children? I’m not sure I’d be too good of a parent.

you would be fine trust me. but before that maybe ugh -looks at my fingers-

Yes. That would be good to do first. Although I still doubt I would be fine.

maybe we can take those baby class’s together after we get married or maybe now? so you can feel better about it?

We’ll get to all that after we actually decide on having children.

@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

Now if only I could find one that will let me see what are one day maybe future baby would look like

Oh? Children? I’m not sure I’d be too good of a parent.

you would be fine trust me. but before that maybe ugh -looks at my fingers-

Yes. That would be good to do first. Although I still doubt I would be fine.

@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

Now if only I could find one that will let me see what are one day maybe future baby would look like

Oh? Children? I’m not sure I’d be too good of a parent.

@martyini

Hm. Surprisingly that website’s accurate. Odd.

is it wrong to feel like your someone is barely there? like as if he was a shadow on the wall. sometimes i don’t want to seem to clingy cause that kind of thing pulls people away. oh how silly of me.

I’m sorry. But sometimes I just black out for a while.

its o-ok i just feel a bit sad right now *drys away my tears*

I’m sorry. I’ll try to cut down on the drinking for you. Okay?

*hugs onto you tightly* c-can we cuddle tonight *looks into your eye*

Yes. Of course, love.

*sighs in relief and smiles as she cuddles onto him*

*He cuddles back, running fingers through her hair.*

*she had finally calmed down* *her clam breathing filled the air around her everything seemed to be at peace and she smiled while dreaming away*

*He followed her into sleep soon after. His hand remaining in her hair as they slept.*

is it wrong to feel like your someone is barely there? like as if he was a shadow on the wall. sometimes i don’t want to seem to clingy cause that kind of thing pulls people away. oh how silly of me.

I’m sorry. But sometimes I just black out for a while.

its o-ok i just feel a bit sad right now *drys away my tears*

I’m sorry. I’ll try to cut down on the drinking for you. Okay?

*hugs onto you tightly* c-can we cuddle tonight *looks into your eye*

Yes. Of course, love.

*sighs in relief and smiles as she cuddles onto him*

*He cuddles back, running fingers through her hair.*

is it wrong to feel like your someone is barely there? like as if he was a shadow on the wall. sometimes i don’t want to seem to clingy cause that kind of thing pulls people away. oh how silly of me.

I’m sorry. But sometimes I just black out for a while.

its o-ok i just feel a bit sad right now *drys away my tears*

I’m sorry. I’ll try to cut down on the drinking for you. Okay?

*hugs onto you tightly* c-can we cuddle tonight *looks into your eye*

Yes. Of course, love.

is it wrong to feel like your someone is barely there? like as if he was a shadow on the wall. sometimes i don’t want to seem to clingy cause that kind of thing pulls people away. oh how silly of me.

I’m sorry. But sometimes I just black out for a while.

its o-ok i just feel a bit sad right now *drys away my tears*

I’m sorry. I’ll try to cut down on the drinking for you. Okay?

is it wrong to feel like your someone is barely there? like as if he was a shadow on the wall. sometimes i don’t want to seem to clingy cause that kind of thing pulls people away. oh how silly of me.

I’m sorry. But sometimes I just black out for a while.

@martyini

Forgive me if my human form is a bit. Off. I’m not yet used to it.

sure -smiles-

where are we having it? sweetie ?

Wherever you’d like, honey.

@martyini

Well, I didn’t do much this year. Bad or good. I guess that’s all it takes.

she kisses his cheek as she seemed a bit hyper then the norm. 

“You seem excited? Any particular reason?”

her body started to twitch here and there. “hehe no reason” she gets a wide smile and hugs  onto him. 

“Okay. You’re twitching a bit, what’s up with that?”

“it is ok i just haven’t slept yet” she stopped doing her random laughing now. 

“Do you feel like you need sleep? If you do, please sleep.”

“i cant there are things to do” she pauses for a moment “and the form and my true one are fighting in a way cause this one needs sleep and my true self does not.”

“I see. I’m sorry I can’t give advice. I’ve never really had a conflict like that.”

“It’s ok I will nap when I can at least it’s the weekend right?” Smiles at him

“Alright. Good. Thank you.”