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away from mother's reach ;; okays. i have not adandoned this blog, i promise. michael took me over a little bit there, but i have not lost muse for norman ( or kol ) -- i'm just terrible at sectioning off my time for each muse. which i will have to work at. i also promise to section off some time for norman this weekend as well as kol.
"Who did this to you?" "I’m ashamed of you." "I hate you." "You disgust me." "I love you." "Don’t go, please!" "Just leave already." "I don’t care about you." "I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many dogs at once…" "I don’t love you." "I lied." "You’re pathetic." "You need to sleep sometime." "Come on, just hit me!" "Leave me alone!" "Don’t touch me." "I wish I’d never met you." "You’re adorable." "Do you have a cuddle buddy yet?" "Mind if I sleep here tonight?" "You’re beautiful."
Ooookaaayy so it’s been like a week, but I hit another milestone ( like holy cow ?? ) and just thank you everyone for being so incredible with me and Nolan. I’d say this has been one of the best roleplay experiences I’ve ever had on tumblr. It’s been very enriching, I’ve learned so much, made so many wonderful friends and, overall, we have met amazing people and muses alike. This has been a very humbling experience and I hope to continue down a fantastic path of learning and bettering myself as a writer and rp partner. Just… thank you all so much. I wish I could fully express how much I appreciate everyone. If you’re not on this list yet, it’s partly because I haven’t followed you for very long, so please don’t take it personally. ◡﹏◡;; <3 i’m going as alphabetical as possible with this…..
A-C: aeviternusvita, adoliret, aviiculae, aselos, albarosax, anxmula, angels-grace, a-world-full-of-happiness, auntieemhoneycutt, blxddetorr, bloodymessyfun, bloodstainsandfingerfreckles, bxethxn, badmoonlight, bxdmoon, behindbenevolence, bullxtproofx, bootsareitalian, brokenxman, calamusrue, crimsonxcruelty, cxnniver, cantshootaroundcxrners, cognatix D-F: dissociatiion, divinationandclaws, dxamondsx, dumbledoresgrave, deaddamon, demonlychallenged, deus-lupus, deafmutehunter, daevix, exterminatore, edgeofspiderwoman, fanofredandblack, fromscotlandandback, fxartheliving, flxpside, foggymelody, @fracturedxinnocence, fuhkfrnk, G-I: gwynskin, gentlx, ghxstsinmyhead, huntersmiddleman, hiredgxn, helluvaking, howdyjohnimmeg, honorablepirate, indistrxss, idxntitydisxrder, iamahealer, i-never-made-it-home, ilyzion, icixle, icarusfanstheflames, insanustate, indxrknxss, indierp, ilickedtheswingset, infirmumhumanum J-L: jennybxyd, jessicaxmyrddin, kxllercolt, kailanmonroe, laxrua, layersbeneaththeskin, labonxir, liketheatlantic, lxversarmory, liitostt, littlexstreetxrat, lxdypirate M-O: mxsterofmachines, martyrxshepherd, maskingfear, monsterunderthemoon, mistxkesmade, nightxmxre, notagxd, nxmphe, outofxrder, onehaleof-aninvestment, originallymikaelson, ourintimationsofmortality, operativewinters P-R: puppysamuel, plaidshirtsandsalad, pulledfromhell, peacefulxpower, preconcievedxdisaster, qxietus, rightfulxgamblerxman, reaperchiick, retaliaticn, rabiiem, rileyhallow, regemrxcti S-T: shatteredmysteries, singmehallelujah, shatteredmxrrors, sharpefangs, sleepindarkness, sorceressx, starxdouche, starksprincess, simplxoste, stilesstilinskihere, shewolfism, superdanicawinchester, silver-argents, skunkbxy, susssssssan, sweetheartsnark, speakingxrussian, sparrowsandmyrtle, sh3s-thunderstorms, schxzophrenicangel, thatsnotmyyyname, theimpalpable, thewillfulones, theoneswithoutpacks, the-eternal-sunflower, txrning, talk-to-tennant V-X: vetusanxma, vampirxsms, welaughedather, whatskillingmeisthatimkillingyou, writtenwordsloki, whistlersdaughter, xtrenchcoatangel, xlustra you’re all lovely and I hope to continue seeing you all around in the future. ｡◕ ‿ ◕｡
introduction (kinda long one at that) —-
i was never really good with words … well, let me rephrase that. i was never really able to properly express all my thoughts — like now, where i’m finding it difficult to accurately display what i’m feeling. i have no idea what to say; or maybe, just maybe, i have so much to say that nothing concrete is coming to mind.
coming november, dean will be a year old. the past year has been full of a lot of things, ranging from school to new blogs that i can’t really maintain properly because my muse/activity is so sporadic. when i reached a thousand followers here on this account, i was so blown away — both by the high number of course (because that is a lot of people) and by the fact that all these people are here because they enjoy my writing and characterization. if that isn’t one of the coolest things for a role player, i dunno what is. dean is by far one of my most favorite blogs ever (and truthfully, he’s the reason i returned to tumblr role playing after abandoning the hobby last summer). i’ve put him on hiatus several times, i’ve gone so far as to nearly deleting him entirely; i’ve gone through episodes of heightened activity to no activity, and i’ve lost my muse for him on more than one occasion. even through it all, he’s still kicking, and i could never be more proud of what i’ve accomplished here.
and i have all of you to thank for that: all of my followers and all the people on my dash that make it what it is. thank you for sticking with me even when i wouldn’t be here for weeks at a time, even when i was frustrated with dean’s development or the show in general, even when i made a new blog and just had no desire to be here. all of you are the reason this blog is still here, the reason i’m attached to my muse in a way i wasn’t before. you all make this journey worth seeing through until the end. (if you’re not on here, please don’t be offended; i love you all equally.)
darkinherheart replied to your post: darkinherheart replied to your post: ...: [ who the hell is Bucky ]
s C REAMS DON'T QUOTE SUCH THINGS AT ME
because i will just sit here and cry myself to sleep about my baby
♚ —— ALSO: i am currently icon making for michael, but i'm also working on my drafts here so they will hopefully post tomorrow or sunday !!
darkinherheart replied to your post: so I just watched the winter soldier a...: [ whispers do the thing ]
cries omg don't encourage me.
at this rate i'll only be making new blogs instead of actually doing any rping on any of them ;;;;
but bucky, dany, b u cky
so I just watched the winter soldier again and, like I knew it would, the urge to make a bucky has grown hella strong I’m//// oh no
♚ ---- so with my want of more than one muse ( ha! what an understatement ) i'm probably going to have to allot certain days to a certain muse or two so that i don't end up ignoring all blogs save for one. because i currently have: kol, norman, (basically inactive though he'll always be my darling and i'll always go back to him) grantaire, & newly-made michael. but i've also always wanted to have a renly, and maybe a movie-based bucky if i'm brave enough, & i'm always thinking about making a lucifer, too, tbh.
i'll probably think that all out tomorrow because it's late here, but basically if i'm not on the blog this has been reblogged to then i'll be at one of the others and you can easily find me if you want me. replies will be slow, which isn't unusual for me anyways, and i already have that disclaimer on my newly edited themes, but now there will be an actual reason other than me being a slow-bum.
watch me, as i set myself up to fail yup.
new theme hell a !! time for icon making for michael now cries.
back on the laptop now after having to suddenly get off. going to redo my theme for norman, and if i have the patience make some icons for my shiny new michael.
whispers my michael blog is going to be be a u ti ful omg ;;;;
you're everything. everything to me.
you're my family ( my whole family. my whole l i f e. my whole self. you always have been. )
<< IT'S LIKE THERE'S A CORD BETWEEN OUR HEARTS. >>
it's you and me. it's always been you and me. WE BELONG TO EACH OTHER.
“ —— !!! ” Halfway up the gate and she gets caught. T R E S P A S S I N G. What a criminal she is, trying to enter a closed graveyard. At this hour? Well, Nat’s definitely up to something. Oh, yeah—— g r a v e r o b b i n g. How else is she going to survive? She can’t just eat a hamburger. But he’s seen her, so what can she do now, other than climb back down and try to semi- explain herself. Only telling h a l f the truth.
“Not really. But it’s important! I came to see someone. A few someone’s actually. “
Her answer hits Norman with a harsh wave of empathetic s o r r o w, so cold and piercing that it pricks the thick set of goose-flesh along his arms, ------ a sharp shock shooting up the back of his neck. If she was visiting someone--someone who was waiting for her in a graveyard, then that would mean she was visiting a grave. That she had lost someone. ( 'A few someone's,' her words come back to him, only to pull the young boy into sadness deeper. ) She had lost more than one person, then. TRAGIC did not do it justice enough of description.
"Oh, that's--that's extremely ------ sad. . . I'm sorry."
He was quietly relieved when the kid didn’t press any further about his journal, and Nolan quickly pulled his attention back to the question that had been asked.
"Uh — no, neither. Just appreciate nature. I do a bit of gardening though. Does that count as anythin’ special?”
The hound flicked his gaze over at the dark haired boy, and there’s a touch of a smile on his lips. He could respect curiosity — hell, he was a ridiculously curious being himself, and most times had his fingers in one too many pies because that.
"I’m kinda new around here — sorry if I was invadin’ your property or whatever. If y’want me to go — well, I can.”
Nolan had come to the town for some well deserved exploration; he needed a break from work and searching out new locations passed as a perfect escape. Of course, this also meant he would get distracted by the local scenery from time to time.
They ran a motel, so it wasn't so unusual to run into a stranger every once in a while, it was in the opposing sense: expected, ------ though they never usually ventured so close to the house unless they needed something urgent that was out of Emma's area of assistance. As a steady gaze raked and processed features, Norman was certain he hadn't seen this man before. So, unless he was a new guest he must have walked up purely for the garden his Mother had taken a lot of pride in preening over the last few months. It was ------ strange, and he fought hard not to put up his guard and feel suspicious about him. But after everything they'd been through the feat was Mount Everest.
"No ------ you can stay if you wanted to keep looking, you're not hurting anybody and my mum would probably enjoy the fact that someone was actually admiring her flowers." "-------- . . . " “And I think anything can be special if it's well-loved. No matter what it is.”
Taxidermy was somewhat of a special hobby to him, though a lot of people would call him weird for doing it, and he knew that Mother didn't like him doing it half as much as she tried at being supportive.
