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Salvation

@weaknessisdeath / weaknessisdeath.tumblr.com

independent & selective Bellamy Blake from the CW's The 100
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espressohhh

types of people - fall drinks

tag yourself!

pumpkin spice latte - mysteriously always on trend, dreams of going to Paris, secretive whispering, chronically stressed, fancy headphones, watching the rain with a friend, seems innocent but isn’t, binge watching halloween movies

chai tea - cobblestone streets, rainfalls at night, buys fresh flowers, long gazes, practices their handwriting, heavy perfume, reads literature classics, old architecture, plays old vinyl records, the feel of flannel against skin

apple cider - crafty, actually works out, unique music taste, feels like they have too much to do, goes to indie festivals, wears patterned socks, changing hair colors, infectious laughter, can’t let their happy facade down, cookies and milk

cappuccino - kind of overworked, the feel of cold fingers around a hot mug, oversized shirts, talkative, exhilarating adrenaline rushes, befriending the barista, foggy mornings, desperately tries to be organized, tears at 2 am

hot chocolate - a hugger, not taking any bullshit, fiercely loyal, singing in the shower, oversized sweaters, rich colors, difficult to read, wants a Vespa, bonfire nights, polaroids, soft spoken, has a thousand nicknames, introverted

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Hello, I am back from the dead again. My life has been a crazy heckin’ mess, but now I’ve finally got it in order, and things are FINALLY looking up. I want to write now more than ever, so if you’re up for it (and still remember me) like this post for a starter!

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𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 !

For the tough-hearted who wants incredible angst that could fit either a platonic and/or romantic scenarios. Feel free to change the pronouns / sentence structure according to your preferences!    TRIGGER WARNING:  Mentions of deaths.

i. leaving / left.

  • “Wait, you’re leaving…?”
  • “[Name] just told me. You’re gonna leave?”
  • “…where are you going?”
  • “I didn’t wanna believe [Name], but you’re really leaving, huh.”
  • “I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me sooner.”
  • “I don’t know what to say, do you want me to wish you good luck or something? ‘Cause I hate this. I hate every part of this.”
  • “I don’t… I don’t want to let you go.”
  • “Please don’t go.”
  • “Why can’t you stay?”
  • “Is it because of me? Am I not enough?”
  • “Did I do something wrong?”
  • “You have to let go of me.”
  • “No, no, just — just one second longer, please. Let me hug you for one more second—”
  • “No, don’t tell me it’s okay, it’s not okay, you’re leaving me!”
  • “…will you be gone long?”
  • “You won’t come back, will you?”
  • “There’s the train / plane / taxi. I — I gotta go.”
  • “You’re really not saying goodbye?”
  • “All you left me was a letter, saying you’re sorry. You’re pathetic.”
  • “If you love me, please don’t go.”
  • “I’m really trying not to put my abandonment issues on you, but I’m fucking scared, okay? I’m scared you’ll leave. And you are.”

ii. dying / died.

  • “Wait, wait, wait, hold on. Hold on. This can’t be real, can it? You can’t be… You can’t be dying.”
  • “This is some sick joke, right? You’re not really sick. This is some kind of prank? ‘Cause— cause this isn’t funny, [Name], you can’t—”
  • “No, no, no, I love you, please — please come back.”
  • “No, please, no. Don’t fall asleep. No, open your eyes, come on, look at me—”
  • “I wish we had more time.”
  • “Every day I come in here knowing that one of these days that damn bed will be empty and every time, I feel like screaming and wishing I could tell the universe to take me instead, but they won’t. It’s you. They’re taking you. So tell me how I’m supposed to live with that?”
  • “You die, I die.”
  • “I don’t think I can go home knowing I won’t see you around anymore.”
  • “You’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. You’re just a little cold. Right?”
  • “I’m sorry I didn’t do much before. I would’ve taken you everywhere. I would’ve loved you right.”
  • “I wish you could’ve just broken my heart in the normal way. At least you’d be alive.”
  • “I’m telling the nurse I’m staying by your side tonight. I don’t care if it’s not allowed, I’ll fight them.”
  • “We’re running out of time.”
  • “Anything’s better than this. Than you, gone. What am I supposed to do without you, huh?”
  • “Listen to me, you are the most important person in my life. I’m sorry you’re going through this.”
  • “I don’t want you to see me like this…”
  • “If you must die, die knowing your life was my life’s best part.”
  • “Maybe in another life.”
  • “The doctors said I don’t have much time left. I - I’m sorry.”
  • “I just saw you. You were — you were laughing. You can’t be gone.”

iii. separatingseparated.

  • “So, this is it, huh?”
  • “…for all it’s worth, I loved you. So much.”
  • “I’m sorry for what I did.”
  • “You deserve better. You always have.”
  • “Tell me this isn’t you breaking up with me.”
  • “I still remember the first time I saw you…”
  • “Please don’t cry, please, I—”
  • “C’mon baby, don’t — don’t make this harder than it is.”
  • “Don’t cry with me, stupid. I thought this was mutual.”
  • “I can’t believe you’re breaking my heart like this.”
  • “We had a good run, didn’t we? We really loved each other, right?”
  • “IT’S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME?! WE’RE DONE!”
  • “If you show your face around me the second time, I will kill you.”
  • “Who would’ve thought we’d ended up here. Hating each other.”
  • “We were… we were so in love.”
  • “It’s not even about the other person, it’s us okay? It’s us. We’re a problem.”
  • “I don’t wanna hurt you. Not more than this. I’m sorry.”

iv. miscommunication.

  • “You fucking ignored me. You didn’t even tell me why!”
  • “So now that you’re in deep shit, you suddenly remember me again? How convenient!”
  • “Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I NEEDED YOU! AND YOU WEREN’T THERE!”
  • “I don’t know why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”
  • “You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”
  • “Did I really hurt you that bad? I didn’t know.”
  • “You never said anything! Every time you’re angry or sad, you just kept it in!”
  • “I never knew what you were thinking.”
  • “I’m so tired of reaching out only to realise I’m grasping on thin air.”
  • “Why can’t we just talk like we used to?”
  • “Things were so easy back then.”
  • “You’re not the same person I knew.”
  • “…I still care about you, you know.”
  • “You just left. I didn’t why. I didn’t know what happened.”
  • “I wish things were different.”
  • “You’re giving me the cold shoulder again. How typical.”
  • “You know what you did wrong? You didn’t believe me.”
  • “I just wanted you to be there. I just wanted to know that I wasn’t alone. And you failed.”
  • “Look, can we… can we not talk about this now? Please?”
  • “I’ve been trying to talk to you, but it’s like I’M TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!”

v. betrayal / betrayed.

  • “I trusted you.”
  • “You trust me? Honey, that’s your fault.”
  • “You’re looking at me like I’m your biggest mistake. I already know I am.”
  • “You fucking manipulated me. You made me believe you.”
  • “So all those times we spent together? That was, what, for show?”
  • “I thought… I thought we were friends.”
  • “I thought we had something special.”
  • “You were like a brother to me!”
  • “I never really had anybody before. But then you came. I shouldn’t have known even you would screw me over.”
  • “SCREW YOU! DON’T EVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN!”
  • “You’re not even moving. You’re THAT shocked that I did this to you? You must’ve really trusted me.”
  • “I — I didn’t want to. But I had to.”
  • “It wasn’t easy, you know? I… I really liked you.”
  • “Oh, stop playing victim. You had this coming.”
  • “You’ve always treated me like shit! And now you’re surprised I would do this to you?!”
  • “It wasn’t all fake, what we had. You were just not my endgame.”
  • “I can’t believe I shared my food with you. Turned out, you’re just a scheming scumbag, like the rest of them!”
  • “It’s my fault. I put my faith in you. They warned me not to.”
  • “Believe you? Yeah. The last time I did went SO well.”
  • “I’d rather walk into an ongoing traffic than to trust you again.”
  • “I let you into my life and you did this…? I should’ve known.”
  • “Please tell me this isn’t true. You wouldn’t do this to me, would you? Would you?”

vi. misc scenarios.

  • [Text] I hate you. 
  • [Text] I keep calling you hoping you’d pick up. Or text you, hoping you’d reply. But I know you won’t.
  • [Text] I’ve still got your stuff. What should I do about it?
  • [Text] I wish I could say I hate you, but we both know I’m lying.
  • [Text] I don’t wanna fight, I wanna see you.
  • [Text] I know we’re not talking, but I miss you.
  • [Text] Dumbass. I’ve always loved you. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did.
  • [Text] I wish it didn’t end the way it did.
  • [Text] I’ll always have your back. Even after everything, okay? Always.
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I really hope Jane Austen knows that it’s 2018 and Elizabeth Bennett is still That Bitch™️ to all of us young ladies like shout-out to my homegirl thanks for writing her

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Guess Who’s Back!

That’s right. It’s me. I’m baaaaaack! I’ve recently got my life together, started a new job, and everything is falling back into place. The better news is that MY MUSE FOR BELL HAS RETURNED!!!

That being said, I now have all of the time in the world to write with you all again! I know that I haven’t been on here in ages (feels like decades rlly), but if you all want to write something with me, don’t hesitate to reach out!

I love you bunch of peoples<3

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klapollo

the last jedi director’s cut

yoda: train rey you must

luke: i dont know if i can do that. i’m scared i’ll mess up again.

yoda: hmmh. that’s nothin a little music can’t help

yoda: 

yoda: rockin

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solaurorae

Not to be that person but s5 is basically all my glorious Bellamy fantasies come to true: 

  • Bellamy with a beard 
  • Bellamy in a blue shirt 
  • Bellamy interacting with a child
  • Bellamy getting to be the well rounded leader we believed he was capable of being all along 
  • Bellamy giggling???
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scotchymemes

The 100 Season One pt. 2 |  Sentence Starters

Are you sure you have the right frequency? Are you saying there’s survivors on the Ground? My people are angry and confused. If you don’t get in front of these rumours, things are going to get ugly. You will forever be reminded as the man who brought us back to the Ground. The Ark needs unity now more than ever. You’ve been watching us ever since we got here? Well, if (s)he didn’t hate us before, (s)he does now. How many more of our people need to die? Don’t you realize we’re fighting a war? I swore an oath to defend and protect these people, but instead I killed them. Mankind is going home. Who we are and who we need to be to survive are two different things. You were a lot scarier when you had that facepaint on. We’ll freeze before we starve. I want you to remember me after I’m dead. The depot is supposed to be around here. I’ve been waiting since they locked you up on the Ark. I’d like to give Eart a giant hug. This is an anti-Grounder stick. As long as you hold this and sit here, the Grounders won’t be able to see you. We need to talk about how we’re going to keep guns around the camp. Unlike the others, I survived your treachery. I can’t change the tide if the moon won’t cooperate. Forgiveness isn’t about what people deserve. You’re the most beautiful broom in a broom closet of brooms. Life is a fight. You may be a total ass half the time, but I need you. None of us would’ve survived this place if it wasn’t for you. All I think about every day is how we’re going to keep everyone alive. I’m pretty sure I ate a pinecone because it told me to. Tomorrow we start training, and if the Grounders come we’ll be ready to fight! I don’t expect you to forgive me, but you’ll have to find a way to live with me because I’m not going anywhere. That Grounder escaping, was it you? Thank God it’s you, I thought I was about to float. Best Unity Day ever! Do you think now is the best day to have a party? Violence is the only thing those people understand. If we keep going on this way we’ll never stop digging graves. You saved our lives. I have to believe there’s more like you. The Ark is about survival at any cost. We can’t live in peace with people who have done nothing but kill us. You need a hand now that you almost blew one off? You’re putting a lot of faith in a guy who stuck a knife in you. Oh my god, horses! We could use a doctor on the Ground. We can help each other, but not if we’re at war. Why would I agree to an alliance your people can break the moment they get here? You promised the people truth, but all you gave them were lies! If we weren’t at war already, we sure as hell are now. If we didn’t bring guns we all would’ve been killed. Somebody hit the trip wire! We hanged him, we banished him and now we’re going to kill him! Go float yourself, (…). This is exactly what the Grounders want! The Grounders are coming and they’re attacking at first light. Sick is better than dead.  We’re running towards the war drums? You started a war that you don’t know how to end. I can’t believe that we’ve survived a hundred years just to slaughter each other. We can’t defend ourselves if we are starving. You go alone and you’re dead, or worse. We’re the ones being hunted! When you die, can I have your shoes? Prove your worth and you’ll be welcome here. This camp is the only thing keeping us alive! We march on the invaders’ camp at first light. What my people are doing to yours is wrong. I want you to feel what I felt and then I want you to die! You expect us to trust a Grounder? If we leave we may never find a place as safe as this. Leaders do what they think is right. The enemy of my enemy is my friend. If we don’t try, we’re all going to die! If you won’t let me save you, how about we save everyone else? May we meet again. Salvation comes with a price. Guess I finally found something you’re not good at. I always used to be picked first for everything.

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I’ve started a new journey! Recently, I was approached and was told to consider acting. After a week of close consideration and debate with my family and significant other, I’ve decided to go ahead with it! It might go somewhere, it might not. I might end up like Penny from the Big Bang Theory, only getting minor roles in hemorrhoid commercials LOL. No, but seriously. It might not go anywhere, I might not even get any roles, but I am so excited to start this new journey! I’ve always admired those who act for a living, and now I actually have a chance to try it for myself!

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