it's that time of year again

there's no ' none ' option because if you don't like any of these songs this poll isn't for you. sorry

do any of you ever reach a point in your hyperfixation where you like it so much that you start feeling like you actually can't interact with it because of how much you like it. does that make any sense at all. like the idea of watching the show becomes unappealing not because your love for it is flagging but because you feel like you don't have the strength that day to contain your own excitement about it so you have to wait for a day where you don't feel so wholly consumed it makes you sick

I suck at setting boundaries. When I stand up for myself, I just feel bad after and want to apologize. I hate myself so much I always feel like maybe I am wrong and just crazy and should just take shit from others because maybe I just misinterpreted it and I'm just being a pussy. And I'm afraid of people being mad at me and having to be alone. It's easier to take shit and live uncomfortably. But sometimes I just can't take it anymore and explode and inadvertently stand up for myself.

Fall Out Boy dropped a single that fucked so hard Panic at the Disco decided to shrivel up and die about it. Pete Wentz giveth and Pete Wentz taketh away, so on and so forth forever and amen

by jamesfilms

i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

i’m always like “i can’t wait to feel good and confident and grow into the best, healthiest version of me!!!!!” while doing horrible acts of self sabotage like girl it doesn’t work like that u are pressing the gas and break at the same time stop it

what’s something you are genuinely bad at? like something that no matter how much you’ve tried to improve on it you’ve never been able to get past a certain point? for me it’s learning new languages

I want to acknowledge all those who are making decisions to explore the unknown this year. Whether that be trying a new craft, going to therapy, attending school, traveling somewhere new, changing your look, practicing new behaviors and ways of being, reading a new author, applying for a job, starting a creative project, beginning a healing regime - or really doing anything that feels like a step into new territory. It’s important to recognize how much courage it takes to leave an established comfort zone in order to grow. Even if you’re taking baby steps you are still moving forward. You are brave. Keep going. 

WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

i don’t trust you anymore, that hurts to know i can’t even trust my fp

I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

My TOXIC trait is I'll keep trying & trying bc i have a problem with quitting on ppl i care for until I can't no more, & when I quit I really quit & there's no fixing that because I turn heartless.

i love it when you start doing little things different & notice how much you’ve grown as a person just by that. like you from a year ago would not have handled that situation the way you are now. you’ve changed for the better. & that is so satisfying

Having BPD is a fucking curse. You dont want this disorder. It's not quirky. Its not cute. It's a constant battle with yourself and a battle with everyone in your life. You yell at your loved ones, you abuse substances, you push everyone away before they can abandon you. It's a LOT.