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MISSINGMINDS ART

@missingmindsart / missingmindsart.tumblr.com

My life philosophy is as deep and complex as a kiddy pool full of cooked noodles. MY LINKS: https://www.linktr.ee/missingminds
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I feel like Sisyphus except the boulder is always sliding down no matter what I do. My health is continuing to decline no matter what medications, exercises, or life changes I do. I feel like I'm mentally rotting away. I continue to gain weight even though I'm in a calorie deficit and exercise more than I used to. My fibromyalgia continues to make me feel horrible and it makes it next to impossible to do things sometimes. I've gotten to where just doing basic chores is a huge achievement that's quickly snuffed out because it will need to be done again after a few days.

I'm going to be 34, yet I feel like I have the mind of a teenager again and the body of the 98 year old. I just don't know how much longer I can do everything alone. Physically alone. I have no support in IRL that's not connected with a leash. I just want to create and teach. That's all I want to do with my life without stressing if I'll be able to do that ever again at the end of the day. I just feel like I've fallen apart but not noticed yet.

My only hope rn is I'm trying to enter an employment program that should help me get a job that I can physically do and puts me on the career path I want. Waiting for the first meeting to see if they'll accept me. It's a government program so I'm not very confident. I haven't terrible experiences with those things but I'm out of options.

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This was kind of a joke draw since the person who requested it gave me practically nothing to work with besides a low resolution image of a different character. No name, no story, no other reference. So it is now called Pointman.

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#art#fanart#lineart
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amira--ghazi

No matter how dark People think their minds can get I've probably already been in that pit And used it for power rather than pain

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