actually i might just remake bc lmao, so i'll keep u all posted- ghetsis is such a disaster to write and he takes a lot out of me so i'll be even more selective with who i follow on the new blog ,,, but give this post a like if you're interested in writing with me on tbe blog when i make it.

lmao not me logging onto the wrong version of this blog but ghetsis has moved to @kingsthunder

ok guys, it's officially the end of an era. i've felt really detached from this fandom for a while, and i've felt like a resource for a while and that's not what i want to be.

to make a long story short, i am retiring from the pokémon fandom, and i don't know if i'll ever come back. that's not against anyone here, but i'm tired of feeling rather unwelcome? and having the anxiety plaguing me, because it's not good for my mental health and im finally at the point of acceptance that i have to let go for my own good.

i am not deleting this blog, because i've put so much work into the lore, and that is something i am so, so proud of. ten years of world building and a long time of having fun, but it's time to move on

you can find me on @accelsynchros or @hmrtia - more likely the first one. i would love to keep in touch with the many friends i've made here, too, so feel free to follow me on my other blogs or to add me on discord

𝙏𝙊𝙋 𝘾𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙍 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿!#2506

i will be transferring my metas to google docs eventually, and may continue to worldbuild, but dang i just don't have it in me to roleplay here.

it's been wonderful, and i do hope that you guys will stay in touch. thank you for 10 total years of growth!

with love,

knight

for the most part, ghetsis would say that he is happier than he has been in the past, but for someone who is such an idealist, there’s always more work to be done. the issue is not about whether or not ghetsis is happy, because he can find something to find joy in if he looks around. he has wonderful pokemon companions, he’s married to a goddess of the light, his son is out there living his best life. the people of unova are healing from what he did, and he’s slowly healing, too. 

and even when he was a child, isolated and more often than not appeared sad, he had things to be happy about. he had his best friend, a silver scaled deino. he had the privilege of being educated, of having a warm bed and never wondering where his next meal would come from. ghetsis is well aware that he was born with more privilege than most people would ever have in their lives, and he knows not to be an ass about it. 

so, he’s always had something to be happy about, but he isn’t sure if he’s fully satisfied, and that’s something he thinks is normal. he’s an idealist, it’s hard to completely satisfy him, because there’s always going to be some injustice that he wants to fix- but he’s always been happy about at least one thing in his life, no matter how shitty other aspects may have been.

to: ms. hilda white from: ghetsis harmonia

it has come to my attention that my action of visiting and traveling in your world could be seen as offensive, selfish, hurtful. i never intended to cause you emotional distress. i want you to understand that i was merely trying to learn about this unova, though i can see now that it may appear that i was the person you knew trying to deceive you. please accept my very confused but heartfelt apology. moving forward, i will attempt to make sure i look like my own person. that being said, i would very much appreciate it if you understood that i am not the other person lying to you. 

sincerely, your lord and sovereign, ghetsis harmonia 

ps. i am well aware of the thigns that the me of this world has done, and for them i am truly sorry. i will make things right. 

idk whats happenin but pasio ghetsis is ... here for diplomatic reasons and if you want to battle him it’s ... essentially your funeral if he decides to go all out, because he’s got an image to uphold (being a strong king capable of defending his kingdom from basically anything) and the dude’s got a war dragon as a partner .... 

at least he will be courteous to the protag, but he’s got other things he has to take care of. 

one of those is kicking the shit out of team break

❛ john means well- i think... after all, he did take me in when i had nowhere else to go. it really is interesting to see a human being like that.  there’s something about him, though. as if he’s living a life that he feels is ill suited... and what a pity that is. i would never pry about it, but the melancholy is always there. ❜ 

❛ sometimes, i think he may not believe me. when i say that i am ghetsis, it seems to make even less sense to him than when i said my name was tevrien. but, i am dreaming here... so of course things must be different for him, right? ❜ 

❛ nonetheless, john is doing his best. whatever plagues his mind ... he is fighting hard against it. i find that admirable in a human! i rather enjoy his company, although i am unsure if he enjoys mine. ❜ 

maybe i'll do my asks today sorry for the delay lmao

yes, he has a fairly notable scar, isn’t that true ...? but there are many more.