reminders to myself:

•dont say another word about you to anyone, no one will understand and they dont even care.

•stop cutting yourself, youll regret it ten seconds later

•just shut up, dont say anything. dont even hint at anything, i swear youll regret it.

•put on your perfect smile and continue on with your day

•drink water, lots of it

•walk to and back from school

•do your work and stop procrastinating, so you can go and live somehwere else.

•just stay kind

•control your anger despite the ignorant shitty people

•you dont need anyone to ‘help’ you, youll do it yourself, you have been doing it alone for the past seven years.

•stay strong, and study. you’ll need it later

oh, to be able to walk out of a cottage shed and see a friend

Plant filled interiors

—No one teaches you how to move on—

s.s. (stephenstilwell)

— im sorry R

— how come she gets your unconditional love

— I’m not what you want

— Paris Youth Foundation 

— i’ll see you later, he said | Instagram 

not to be r*mantic on main but i deserve to be able to climb onto the roof of an abandoned building and stargaze with someone i love at least once in my life