After Failure

A/N: I don’t know exactly why but I have been more in the mood for writing dabbles than full stories. Please, let me know if you want longer stories than this, cause I’d be happy to make them longer, it would just take a little more time to write them… Words: 555 Author: Fangless Pairing: Reader x Dean

This one didn’t matter much, you knew it too. Though you were the one dancing on a guy in a sleazy basement you knew it was just a means to an end. To be quite honest, you weren’t going to stick around with him for more than the night, and you weren’t sure he was even going to make it home with you.

The bitterness that radiated off of you had become evident to more than just your friends. Most guys took it as a challenge, but when you wouldn’t show them the kindness that they saw you display for the people closest to you they would usually end up calling you a conniving bitch.

This among other things had convinced you that you were not worthy of any suitor. Most guys that had been lucky enough to date you had ended up taking advantage of you and do whatever it was they could to control you. You knew that your strong personality didn’t help, but that just gave you more of a reason to want to leave.

Though the las guy had never touched you, he was the worst of them all, making sure your lows would be worse and worse with each passing day. You broke it off before you had your rock bottom redefined.

That was a year and a half ago.

The first six months of being chronically single were great. A sparring amount of guys had passed through your life, some of them failing at attempts to woo you, some of them leaving in the morning. You didn’t mind the brief passes, as you had convinced yourself that you needed the time for yourself first. The time itself had produced a few lows here and there but your friends were always there to pick you up or tell you to get off your ass.

The things you discovered about yourself were well worth the lows you went through on your own. Each bit of information added to a new outlook on your own life that made you hopeful for the future. Unfortunately, you still felt very alone most nights and a small part of you held onto the idea that someday you would find the right guy to match your crazy.

Though it was childish, you still liked to got to parties to get your needs met. It was a low you were not willing to fully admit to, but you always had better luck at a house party than on any of the dating apps that made everything “easier.”

When you were thoroughly convinced that the guy behind you didn’t hold much promise, you excused yourself saying something about the bathroom and made your way out of the sleazy basement. Though you had found that the bathroom was a get place to hide, you made a beeline for the back door. Opening the door you let the cold fall air hit your skin, a refreshing contrast to the bodies packed too close together in the house behind you.

You sat down on the bottom step and took a second to let the silence was over you.

That was until your heard the tell tale sound of some dude taking a piss on the side of the house.

“Dude, Seriously?!”

“Sorry, sweetheart, nature calls.”

“Couldn’t you let nature call somewhere that doesn’t make it sound like you’re pissing in my ear?”

You heard the guy zip his pants, and he walk around the corner. You didn’t bother to look up at him, but neither did you move away when he took a seat on the next to you.

“Well, the bathroom was full, and I really didn’t want to soil my pants, if you know what I mean.”

“Yeah, I catch your drift, dumbass.”

“Ooh, harsh.”

You rolled your eyes, and ran your hands over your face.

“Long day, hun?”

“Long life is more like it.”

The two of you sat in silence for another few moments, neither one of you wanting to break into the silence that lay before you.

“You wanna get out of here?”

You finally looked over to the man sitting next to you, and almost immediately got lost in the green abyss that were his eyes.

“Um, yeah.”

a very very very happy new year to all of you! may all your wishes come true and may 2018 be kind 

Dean winchester

Really love you story you did an amazing job writing this you should do more dean stories

Thank you dear! It means a lot when people actually like my stories, so thanks for sending the love!

Also, I will try to get back to posting very soon.

How Long is this Fic Really?: A Guide

Word count in the HP Series: 

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This changed me

I’ve read/ am reading fic that are upwards to 150,000 - 200,000. You’re telling me that authors that write for fun are writing a full-length book for the fun of it? They have earned my respect 10 fold.

A friendly reminder.

Adding on to this by reminding everyone to leave feedback on fics. Seriously, y’all, fic writers put their heart, soul, blood, sweat, tears, and time into their writing. The least that you could do is let them know you enjoyed their works. 

I JUST ADDED THE WORD COUNTS TO ALL OF MY FICS, AND AT THE MOMENT IM AT A TOTAL OF 68,235 WORDS. I’ve written a book, holy shit. AND I’m coming out with another one today/tomorrow (depends on how asshole-y my laptop is feeling today) and it’s over 1000 words already. Writing that much takes so long, and I wouldn’t trade it for the world, because I love writing things for you guys! And for those who like and comment and re share my things, let me say it means a lot, and you made all almost 70,000 of those words happen! Please keep doing it, honestly I appreciate you and I appreciate your feedback! Much love!

After I backed up my Tumblr captions today (I always back them up every so often, because I’m writing smut and surprise deletion is a thing no matter how much Tumblr secretly relies on sex to keep people coming back) I pasted the whole stack of words into a Word doc, just to see how big it was.

The answer? 152,000 words. I have officially written an anthology of erotica larger than ‘The Two Towers’.

So how many books did you sweethearts write?

Apparently I have written 44,297 words worth of fics total, which is like half a book. Wicked, who was the original writer for this group has a total of 73,267 which is basically the Sorcerer’s Stone. 

All together though (I excluded submissions cause i would be up all night otherwise) we have a total count of 230,631 which is a fukin lot.

How Long is this Fic Really?: A Guide

Word count in the HP Series: 

Word count in the LOTR Series:

This changed me

I’ve read/ am reading fic that are upwards to 150,000 - 200,000. You’re telling me that authors that write for fun are writing a full-length book for the fun of it? They have earned my respect 10 fold.

A friendly reminder.

Adding on to this by reminding everyone to leave feedback on fics. Seriously, y’all, fic writers put their heart, soul, blood, sweat, tears, and time into their writing. The least that you could do is let them know you enjoyed their works. 

I JUST ADDED THE WORD COUNTS TO ALL OF MY FICS, AND AT THE MOMENT IM AT A TOTAL OF 68,235 WORDS. I’ve written a book, holy shit. AND I’m coming out with another one today/tomorrow (depends on how asshole-y my laptop is feeling today) and it’s over 1000 words already. Writing that much takes so long, and I wouldn’t trade it for the world, because I love writing things for you guys! And for those who like and comment and re share my things, let me say it means a lot, and you made all almost 70,000 of those words happen! Please keep doing it, honestly I appreciate you and I appreciate your feedback! Much love!

After I backed up my Tumblr captions today (I always back them up every so often, because I’m writing smut and surprise deletion is a thing no matter how much Tumblr secretly relies on sex to keep people coming back) I pasted the whole stack of words into a Word doc, just to see how big it was.

The answer? 152,000 words. I have officially written an anthology of erotica larger than ‘The Two Towers’.

I Don’t Even Know Your Name

A/N: This is pretty dialog heavy, but hopefully y’all still like it. It’s also like a college town!au?  Words: 803 Author: Fangless Pairing: Dean x Reader

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Loving this series even though it only has two parts so far. Highly suggested read for you guys. 😊

Flowers From Ashes Part 2

A/N: Sorry that this guy is SUPPER dialog heavy, It helps get some story out of the way so we can get to what I want to focus on (aka the angsty and fluffy stuff) Words: 861 Author: Fangless Pairing: Reader x ????? Warnings: This might get kinda angsty sooner than later. Medieval!au (But you can imagine it however you like)

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