start the revolution

no more ‘read more’ it’s 2021, we’re posting shit on main without a cut.

sooo I was seeing this dude and he was real cute and real successful and we were getting along real well and then. real life. he went home for christmas so he had to self-quarantine before and after his flight, and then some scary health shit happened with his family (some covid related, some not) so he’s flying back and forth between here and there every couple of weeks with hella anxiety, and I started a new job after being laid off for idk, eight months? and started online school again, and so me and this dude kept missing each other and today we finally decided to mutually call it quits and it was ROUGH. 

because we both like each other and had a really good time together but with timing and covid and real life shit, now wasn’t the best time for us and that blows. I wasn’t looking for anything serious but like DAMN. 

but yeah it’s whatever, it’s still covid quarantine time, so I told him to call me when life settles down and we can see what happens. because I guess I’m in the market for a FWB but like. this dude was GOLD, he got tested for covid for the hell of it at least once a month and he had all negative tests! how am I supposed to find something like that again when I refuse to talk to people, find dating apps overwhelming, and spend all my time working or writing papers??