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No. 35

@mvrikoh / mvrikoh.tumblr.com

"Hey--this big sis... Can I kill her...?" { Indie RP account for Mariko of Elfen Lied }
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Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"
" And I thought I loved you."
" And I thought you loved me."
" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."
" Aren't you even going to cry?"
" Are you going to cry?"
" Are you crying?"
" Are you okay?"
" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."
" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."
" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "
" Are you angry with me?"
" Are you afraid?"
" And now is the part where we say goodbye."
" And now you're going to leave me!"
" Are you just going to leave me?"
" Be friends with someone else."
" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"
" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"
" But I've changed."
" But you've changed."
" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."
" But.. you're still alive?"
" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"
" Can't you be happy for once?
" Can't you just be happy for me?"
" Come on, leave already!"
" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."
" Do you even know what you've done to me?"
" Do you have any remorse? "
" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"
" Don't you dare die."
" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"
" Don't give me that look"
" Don't you want me to be happy?"
" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"
" Damn you."
" Don't lie to me."
" Don't like to him/her/them."
" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"
" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"
" Everything's gone to hell."
" Everyone hates me."
" Everyone hates you."
" Everything hurts."
" Everything's going to be okay."
" Everyone loves you, not me."
" Everything is falling apart."
" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."
" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."
" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"
" Fuck off!"
" Fuck you!"
" Find a new place to live."
" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."
" Find a new best-friend."
" Fine. I'll leave."
" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."
" Fucking hell, I hate you!"
" Get lost!"
" Get a job, you ass!"
" Get out of here!"
" Go get a life."
" Go. Just go."
" How are you still alive?"
" How long are you going to keep this up?"
" How long until you finally get lost?"
" How about I just leave."
" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"
" Heaven doesn't exist."
" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."
" How about you leave now?"
" Is this how you're going to treat me?"
" I can't believe you."
" I'm a monster."
" I killed someone."
" I want to kill myself."
" I want to kill something."
" I'm running away."
" I'm leaving you."
" I can't look at you right now."
" I hope you die!"
" I don't understand."
" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."
" I can't hear anything."
" I'm dying."
" I have cancer."
" I can feel the darkness coming."
" I can't breathe."
" Just joking, I don't love you."
" Just go."
" Just leave me alone!"
" Just fuck off."
" Kill yourself. "
" Kindly get the hell away from me."
" Kids? I don't want kids."
" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."
" Lie. Just lie."
" Lie to me."
" Life is not worth living."
" Living isn't possible."
" Like I give a shit about you."
" Lies are all you're capable of."
" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."
" My heart is broken. "
" My.. everything hurts."
" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."
" My ____ is dead."
" Man, you're an asshole."
" My lies aren't working anymore."
" Mutt."
" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."
" Never again."
" Never speak to me again."
" No. I won't do it."
" No, I don't like you like that."
" No way in hell!"
" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"
" Now and again I really start to hate you."
" No. Stop crying, just stop it."
" Not how I wanted to spend my life."
" Never look at me again."
" People hate me."
" People hate you."
" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."
" People like you sicken me."
" People like you deserve to die."
" Perhaps you should just leave, then."
" Piss off."
" Question: why are you still here?"
" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."
" Run away. That's what I'm doing."
" See? I hate you."
" See? You hate me."
" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."
" So.. you hate me, then?"
" So this is how it ends."
" Shoot me."
" Shit..."
" So why are you still here?"
" Sometimes people lie to me."
" Stories are just that. Stories."
" Took off with everything I had!"
" Time to go."
" This is the end. It's done."
" The story is ending now."
" This is the end."
" This is why I hate you."
" Then why do you say you love me?!"
" Unlike you I have friends."
" Unlike me, you have friends"
" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."
" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."
" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"
" Very mature. Cunt."
" Why can't you row up?"
" Why cant you care about me?"
" Why do you hate me?"
" Why do I hate you?"
" What do you mean?"
" What?You're dying?"
" Why can't you just be you."
" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'
" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."
" Whatever, you asshole."
" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."
" Well. I hate you now."
" Well, you hate me now."
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A Very Special Visit

789 is more than willing to help be a support. Perhaps if one knew the full extent of her background, one might find it interesting that she has kept a slight sense of… A responsible older sister. The smallest sense to care about another life– especially when younger. 

Using herself to be a better support for the other, Mariko is able to lean on 789 if she wanted. Then 789 tested the first few steps forward. A slight buzzing could be felt and heard amongst the humans. They were becoming nervous. However, one had to stand firm until absolutely necessary to act against what was happening. 

“Wher’ever yoo want. Marrko. Thee’won bother us we’re not disobedien. Ther’s brakeroom, or ther’s an ol’office m’caretaker used ta work’in. He used’to let me sleep un’er his desk.” 

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Mariko, as if too prideful, relies on her own strength for now. In fact, she even uses the help of her vectors to keep her up. She’s still wobbly, of course, but she is at least making progress, even if it’s a little slow for her taste.

“I don’t know what those places are.” The younger admits, eyes glued to the floor as she takes her baby steps. She can hear the slight panic in some of the workers’ voices, and she can’t help but grin at the thought of the fear the two were obviously causing.

“You can pick, if you want.”

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A Very Special Visit

“Thaz okay,” she smiles just a little. Though its very shy and almost a bit embarrassed. Truly the most this young Diclonius has shown in a while. “If Marrko is pleased, Iam too.”

But even 789 could tell there was something else about this other girl. Wasn’t exactly malice, though doubtful she could so easily detect an intent or aura. It was just the sense that maybe there was more. Would Mariko ever tell her about it? Plant ideas in her head? As far as the older Diclonius was concerned, she just wanted the thin, physically untrained other to be.. Comfortable

“Waulk withme? Do Marrko want togo walk?”  Standing, she offered a hand.

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The question catches Mariko off guard. She’s tempted to ask why the need to walk, and what the use in that would be, but she refrains. 789 Obviously knows more about the world than she does, and perhaps walking is just a normal thing for two individuals to do.

So, she reaches out to take the other’s hand.

The process of standing up is a difficult one for the younger Diclonius. The muscles in her legs are weaker than the typical child’s, and it’s evident that there has rarely been a moment for her to truly walk.

Eventually, however, she is stable enough to stand. “Where are we walking?”

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A Very Special Visit

“Marrko iz only othur I’ave seen like me,” now 789 was confused too. She has seen humans give gifts to others like them. Was she not to do the same? After all, it was lonesome being the only one. 

“Humanz give jifts to othur humans.”

And she points to herself.

“Di-clon-us give too..?” 

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It’s a strange concept for Mariko, seeing as she has experienced very little aside from a dark room and whatever stories Saito fed her. Saito had taught her many things of course, but she took a large majority with a grain of salt.

She didn’t trust someone who spoke ill of her parents.

Fingers toy with the edges of the blanket, and it takes her a moment to speak. “I don’t have anything to give you..”

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        “────Ah- Right,”      As lips tighten, anxiety quicklybites at his stomach. There was an aura to this one that made him questionevery word he said. It wasn’t a fear.. but it was an unease. Tiny fingers kneedat the end of his coat───

               Bonk-!       A sharp pain shoots to the back ofhis head─  where Gaara quickly tries totend to. Laughter flooding the empty space between, he looks over to seeanother boy their age, but one much more cruel.

                        I got him! I got him!

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       “…”

   Not again.

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Her eyes narrow at the sight. Mariko had seen the boy approach Gaara, but it hadn’t crossed her mind that he would be the victim. She had assumed that she would be the target of any bullying the occurred, but it appears that the redhead already occupied that role long before she arrived.

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Without a word, she decides to act for both of them. The boy is sent toppling over, jostled, but unharmed. Mariko knows better than to aim for blood in such an open area where anyone can witness, and she knows her father would be ashamed if she resorted to such violence.

So, she simply looks to Gaara and speaks. “We should leave. The company has gone bad.”

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Just as Saito predicted, Mariko could barely walk on her own when she was finally released from her isolation chamber. She managed a few steps before losing her balance during each attempt shown in the anime.

Even now, being just a little older, Mariko has trouble walking. Her time away from the facility has given her the freedom to strengthen her legs at least a little so that she may walk with more ease, but the task is still difficult. What many may not realize is that she may often rely on her vectors as “training wheels” for her legs, ensuring that she remains upright as she walks.

Despite making progress with walking, it’s unlikely that doing more will come all that easily to her. Therefore, running is more than likely out of the question.

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“Marrko’s jift,” 789 merely replies. 
Without another word, her arms make a fluid movement to elevate the crumpled object above Mariko’s head. It was magic as it unraveled like a pair of wings gracefully resting upon the scrawny child’s shoulders. 
A plush, fleece blanket
It was large enough to cover nearly all of Mariko’s small naked form with an incredibly soft texture. Consuming the one cradled within its four corners was a gentle warmth, unlike the cruel neglecting steel walls that contained them individually.
“Fur Marrko. Iam not allowed’ta hav it, no-more.” 

As the blanket envelops her, Mariko can’t help but feel a little confused. At first she’s tempted to ask if 789 really believes that she will be allowed to keep such an item, that the scientists won’t just take it away once their meeting is over.

But then she remembers the fear that humans have for her and the distance that they always keep. It’s unlikely that anyone would come close enough to simply take a blanket away.

“But why me?” Mariko stares up at 789, head tilted just slightly. “Why would you give this to me?”

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Send ✚ for a HEALTH headcanon. Send ♕ for a CHILDHOOD headcanon. Send ✿ for a HAPPINESS headcanon. Send ␛ for an ANGER headcanon. Send ♆ for a BODY headcanon. Send ϡ for a MENTAL STATE headcanon. Send ღ for a LOVE/SEXUALITY headcanon. Send † for a RELIGION headcanon. Send ✄ for a PET PEEVE headcanon. Send ☂ for a FOOD headcanon.
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“Jift! Suh-prize. Suh-prize,” 789 nodded with anticipation. 
First, a spark of excitement had made itself known discovering that there were others like her, horns, strange hair, and all. Now a second wave was coming as her thoughts brought forth a rather bizarre, cheerful feeling. It was thrice-fold what 789 felt her heart race with whenever her original caretaker, Professor Nomura, when he gave her little things like a piece of candy for good behavior.
She was going to share…..
Calmly, the older Diclonius walked to the man who had entered the room and communicated with him secretly through sign language only. At first it seemed like he was going to protest and deny her attempts. They seemed to talk a tad more. An agreement was met.
789 frowned, but nodded, finally returning to Mariko with something wadded in her arms.

Mariko can only watch in confusion as 789 departs from her for a short while. The other scientists currently observing her are probably more than a little confused, because she does nothing. 

For once, Mariko is compliant and obedient as she waits for the older Diclonius to return. No bloodshed, no attempts of escape. The small girl’s attention rests entirely on 789. So, when she returns, the young girl can do little more than raise an eyebrow as she eyes the wad in her arms.

“What’s that?”

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Something small and fluffy has found you and is trying to nuzzle against your ankle.

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She squints at it.

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And she smiled just a teeny bit. Nothing deranged like Mariko’s. 
No, it was not due to the action of the smaller. The man was still alive for one, though choking desperately for air as he clawed at the immovable limbs. Calling forth her own, 789 used her vectors were used like a grappling rope to anchor herself against the wall and next where the man was. 789 breathed in the situation with delight despite the man practically begging the older Diclonius to convince Mariko to let go
Humans were on the move behind glass and the titanic walls to ready themselves for the worst. If there was anything that might get Number 35 to kneel to the authority, it was those bombs inside her body. Not even 789 herself was made aware in case of severe outbursts of behavior.  
The man squirmed, skin turning blue. Another man entered the area. 
“PUT HIM DOWN!” The human commanded. “Anti-civil behavior will not be tolerated, LC000789!! Unless you want to go to the chair.” 
There was no reaction from 789, but she did come down, returning close to Mariko. Her eyes glimmered with deeper adoration for her.
“Marrko wanna see sumthin’ a mine?” 789 asked, her arms flaring with energy as they performed her native sign language. “Marrko gjet cold sumetime in heer? Jift fur Marrko.” 

Mariko appears oblivious to the man’s struggling, almost childlike as she watches 789 with the utmost curiosity. Within seconds, however, the man is dropped to the floor, unharmed for the most part. 

Had 789 not caught Mariko’s attention, a life might have been lost within the next few seconds.

“Jift?” Like a true child, she repeats the word curiously. The Silpelit understands what the other is getting at, but she can’t help but wonder what 789 could possibly be thinking of specifically. “What is it?”

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   Because you’ll want the advice if you want to keep free.″” she stated with a patience that could be deemed impressive. To be talking to the girl she believed to have killed once, one would think she held back the urge to TERMINATE HER RIGHT IN THAT INSTANT. But there is no impulse: the silpelit is not her enemy, at least for now.
    ”It was for this kind of actions that I was captured and isolated, never seeing the light of the sun for years.″ She let the weight of her word linger before raising an eyebrow. You don’t want to go back, do you?″
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Despite the other’s words, Mariko only appears bored with the conversation. As far as she is concerned, her freedom is not in jeopardy--not right now. She’s kept a low profile for a Silpelit, and as far as she knows no one else is aware of her location.

“Why does it matter to you, anyway?” She’s tempted to challenge her further, to tell her that she knows what it’s like to not see the sun. Mariko has experienced torture, and she doesn’t need someone else to try to put the fear of it within her. “As long as you’re left alone you shouldn’t worry.”

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789 gawked in a stupor.
And for once in a dull experimental lifetime, 789 felt a thrill pump through every inch of her body. The number. Oh god, the number of them. It was beautiful. To know that another person like 789 could be capable of such a violent bloom. Her vectors inched closer to Mariko’s grand diversity as though to make contact with a few, and brush them in an admiring way.
But then a dark cloud came to roll off the older Diclonius’ tongue, eyes lulling over her shoulder to the humans behind her. It was a near subconscious act as subject 789 simply queried to the younger:
“How fahr cen they reach…? Show me, aat least wunce? Only wunce.” 
At this, two of the humans were already scrambling away to get the hell out of the room and to safety. One was too confident in 789 to protect him. The other was unsure if she should run or stay. Someone was about to have a very unfortunate day.

The vectors loomed over the two of them, almost like an umbrella. At first they made no move to inch closer to the humans behind 789, but upon the other’s request, three hands dared to go further.

All the while, a look of excitement came over the young girl’s face.

Mariko had been warned that no harm should come to anyone during her meting with 789, but the other Silpelit’s requiest was too tempting to ignore. 

“I’ll show you...”

Grinning, Mariko watches as one hand wraps around the man’s neck, grasping and pushing until he was held against the wall about 10 meters away from them. The young Silpelit had yet to actually cause lethal damage, but her hold was bruising, and more than likely startling to those where were watching.

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