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James Maren, 30 -queer-author-artist-witch-wolf-they/he-
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d6b-onion

this video has been going around for a while but the English subtitles didn't match the energy of the spoken French at all. i had to fix it.

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lupismaris

The trouble with bipolar is everything feels like it could be a manic decision and maybe in some way everything is a little bit of a manic decision but like if you've got really good reasoning and enough of an argument and can't find a reason not to other than "what if I'll be ugly by white femme cishet eurocentric standards" which probably isn't even true and ultimately the emotional and spiritual impact outweighs the risks but you're still hamstrung by the fear of consequences fear of yourself fear of everything you do being a symptom rather than a genuine act of free will i mean you get it right

Well I shaved my head.

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The trouble with bipolar is everything feels like it could be a manic decision and maybe in some way everything is a little bit of a manic decision but like if you've got really good reasoning and enough of an argument and can't find a reason not to other than "what if I'll be ugly by white femme cishet eurocentric standards" which probably isn't even true and ultimately the emotional and spiritual impact outweighs the risks but you're still hamstrung by the fear of consequences fear of yourself fear of everything you do being a symptom rather than a genuine act of free will i mean you get it right

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annevbonny

why hasn’t science made cigarettes that dont do anything to you. dont even need it to be healthy just make it do nothing 😑

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CHARLES AUGUSTUS MILVERTON part 4 - death of a blackmailer

content warnings for: guns, blood, death. which you are *probably* expecting if you know how this story goes in canon, although this version is...not exactly how Watson told it to the Strand.

okay here are some thoughts I had while making this:

MILVERTON IS SUCH A WEIRD STORY. I believe it's the only case in canon where we don't meet the supposed client, Lady Eva, or even read a letter from them. That was what originally made me think there was more going on - that, and Holmes's "intensity of feeling" when he speaks about Milverton.

The 1885 Labouchere amendment, which made it much easier to prosecute men for having queer sex, was called "the Blackmailer's Law". Although queer sex was illegal before the passage of the law, two people needed to actually be caught in the act. After 1885, the standard for evidence got much looser - including suggestive letters.

Learning about that in conjunction with reading Milverton put this idea in my head - that Holmes is Milverton's target. I've been avoiding reading fic or watching any other adaptations of this story because I knew I had a specific way I wanted to do it, but I know I'm far from the first one to draw this connection!

The second WEIRD part of this story is the remarkable coincidence that, on the same night Watson and Holmes burgle Milverton's house and hide behind the curtains, a mysterious woman appears and shoots him. "No interference upon our part could have saved the man from his fate". With uncharacteristic passivity, they watch a man die and a murderer escape. Holmes has certainly let criminals go before, but usually he talks to them first!

As I was digging into the story, certain descriptors for this mysterious avenger stood out to me. She is described as tall, dark, and lithe. She has "a face with a curved nose, strong, dark eyebrows shading hard, glittering eyes, and a straight, thin-lipped mouth set in a dangerous smile". Does that sound like anyone else we know?

I truly believe that the enduring power of the Sherlock Holmes canon lies in the fact that Doyle did not write these stories with particular care. There are holes, inconsistencies, contradictions, and gaps. At the same time, the charismatic center of the story is (while chastising Watson for not recording his adventures accurately) telling the reader to pay attention to trifles. To look closer, to ask questions, to consider every angle, no matter how outlandish. The combination of these two factors results in: a series of facts that do not *quite* hang together, and authorial permission to attempt to deduce the true story.

Finally, something that fascinates me about the Victorian era is that it marked the birth of many ideologies and power systems that, in the 2020s, we are now living through the consequences of. Notably, capitalism. Milverton, who insists he is only doing business, and therefore is innocent, while ruining lives, struck me as a very modern villain. "How could one compare the ruffian, who in hot blood bludgeons his mate, with this man, who methodically and at his leisure tortures the soul and wrings the nerves in order to add to his already swollen money-bags?"

If only we could hit more men like that with chairs.

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In all truth tho if you're in any way going to celebrate Willie Nelson's birthday today I ask you, with the same gentle but firm approach of his, to not only think on the downtrodden but to give, to help, to lift them up in anyway you can. Be it visibility, be it donations, be it supplies. Reach out to those around you and see how you can lift them up. Be kind.

Search for local domestic violence recovery charities. Do your clicks for Palestine and Sudan. Give to a food drive. Volunteer with local mutual aid orgs or give to local homeless shelters. If you're getting high make sure you're preparing to do the necessary work to decriminalize in your community. Hell just give some food or cash to someone who asks.

Be kind. Be deeply kind.

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there are a lot of new queen fans now so im legally obligated to show you my favourite queen related video of all time

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