lol is it too late to think this has all been a mistake because like... it sure feels like it.
Rest in piece to the life I used to live.
I want marriage. Then kids. And I don’t wanna waste decades of my life if that isn’t something you want to give me.
when anyone one brings up when we’re getting married my heart shatters all over again. I wonder if that wound is ever going to heal.
“I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that’s all they do. They don’t pull away. They don’t look at your face. They don’t try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.”
— Jenna, Waitress (via hplyrikz)
This is what I need right now
No one talks about how lonely healing can feel
being sleepy is part of my personality
no more stress thanks, i’m full
the one thing that scares me the most is me being ready and you never getting there
and that’s the only thing I can’t talk to you about.
I just want to be your wife
12/21/2019
you broke my heart, you broke my trust, you broke me and till the day I’m not the same.
I wanna grow. I wanna get married. I want to have kids. And I’m fucking ready. But will you ever be?
Are you ever gonna be ready to grow up? Bc if you aren’t then I should probably leave now.
Low key feel like I can’t do this no more. Low key feel like I’m gonna be waiting for the rest of my life.