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independent fandomless oc, lucille rouse.
written by sky.
est. august 17th, 2014
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The man looked over his shoulder down toward the house. Someone was calli— OHGODITWASHER. Daniel had not fallen off of scaffolding since he was four. It was a close call this time and he became light headed and grabbed at the metal bars to keep from tumbling down. 
“Just a–” he cleared his throat, hoping the initial panic left his voice. “Just a sec. Gotta climb down.” He gave a few directions to the men up there with him who were already snickering about Dans unborn bastard. They were lucky good men were hard to find or he’d have punched them off the scaffolding- 90 feet down to the stage floor.
Almost recklessly, the tech scrambled down and ran to Lucille. Was she ok? Did she change her mind and now she needed money from him? Did he have to marry her? Was she ok? Shit he’d done this. He’d ruined her life and now she was coming for revenge. Cut off his hands or something.
“Hey Doll. Sure. Let’s…. go…” He struggled for a word. Any word. Why didn’t his mouth work? Oh fuck she was a witch and for knocking her up she was going to curse him. “talk.”

“Are you...okay?” she queried, giving him a quizzical glance. He had been easily flustered around her since finding out she was pregnant, which had become rather baffling. Honestly, if anyone had a right to freak out, it was her. “Because I don’t think my medical skills could quite measure up if you happened to actually fall from that thing.” She shot the scaffolding an anxious glance. It was an awfully long fall. “Doesn’t it bother you working up there? It seems scary.”

Lucille had never had much of an affinity for heights. As a little girl, she’d been too afraid to even hang on the monkey bars, let alone climb that high. Then again, things that most children found frightening, like needles, hadn’t even fazed her at that age. Maybe she’d traded one fear for another.

Offering Dan a bright smile, she held out her hand; she was unsure if he’d actually even accept it or not, but it was the thought that counted. “Come on, why don’t we get what passes for fresh air down here?”

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      The room Lucille had allocated to the baby was by no means small, but it was certainly getting hard to navigate. Toys of all sorts littered the floor; teddy bears, rocking horses, jack-n-the-boxes, amongst other silly things no newborn could actually find any enjoyment in. There wasn't even a crib yet, though the fact that the space in the room was rapidly dwindling was a stark reminder that she needed to purchase one. Preferably sometime before Dan filled her apartment from floor to ceiling with toys.

      She appreciated the thought, of course, but there were far more important things to get before the baby came along. With how things were going, there wouldn't be much space for rockers and high-chairs. She'd yet to bring up the topic with Dan, but it seemed like a good time; she had a doctor's appointment this morning, anyway.

      She arrived in Fort Frolic, exasperated. People were keen to stare at her; it was as if an unmarried, pregnant woman was an eighth world wonder. The judgement was more aggravating than hurtful these days. Lucille loathed being ogled. Once she spotted Dan, however, a soft smile flickered over her lips. "Hey," she called out in greeting, giving a little wave. "Can we talk for a sec?"

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first off, i’d like to apologize for my impromptu hiatus. i completely lost muse for lucy for awhile, and i was feeling a little out of sorts on her blog. however, i am ready to bring her back and begin writing for her again.

if we had a thread previously that you’d like to continue, please let me know. for now. all threads are being dropped unless i am approached by my partners. 

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Closed rp with tendrcsse

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A long, lanky, man wearing a black messenger bag over his shoulder walked into an artificially lit subway car and grasped a pole with his hand, holding onto it as the doors snapped shut and the subway car started to roll forward. With unusually vivid green eyes open wide, he looked at the people around him, overcome with a feeling of unease. He saw a young woman with long brunette hair occupying a seat close to him, but he dared not speak to her. He dared not speak to anyone. 

“Why shouldn’t I speak to her?” He asked himself. “Why should I hold back? All want is a friend. What’s wrong with that?”

He continued to eye the brunette occasionally just to make sure she was still there. His mind was racing, arguing with himself about what to do. He went back and forth over and over trying to reason with himself on both sides of the argument, but he got nowhere.

Finally, after several minutes, Chase came to the conclusion that he had two options- let the subway roll into the station and get off the same as he was when he got on, facing a lifetime of regret for having not said hello. Or, he could get it over with, say hello, and face a similar level of embarrassment as she found some way to shoot him down.

He’d already dealt with enough regret for one lifetime and then some, so he figured that he would deal with the embarrassment. His eyes widened even more as the time drew nearer and he could feel his anxiety levels shooting through the roof. His heart pounded in his chest as he collected himself, holding his breath and bracing himself for a letdown. “Any minute now,” Chase told himself. He let himself breathe and for a split second plucked up enough courage to say just one word.

“Hello.”

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     While using the subway was a far better option than learning how to drive and facing New York City traffic, it was still a far cry from Lucille’s preferred transportation. It wa crowded and dingy, and she always felt uneasy wandering around the metro on her own. But, it got her home from work, so she didn’t dare complain -- aloud. Not that she had any option to do so, anyway. She knew no one around her, despite her close proximity to them everyday in her commute.

      When a voice broke through her cacophony of thoughts, her head popped up from its downcast position. Interest shone bright and clear in her eyes as she glanced up at the stranger. “Hi,” Lucille greeted shyly in return. It was odd that, out of every person seated on the metro, he’d chosen to speak with her. “Can I help you with something?” 

    Her head cocked inquisitively to the side, she fiddled with the sleeves of her jacket. Being under another’s scrutiny, be it a good or bad kind, made her somewhat uncomfortable. Social interaction was a pleasantry for her, but it did leave her feeling on edge, like she had something to prove. Despite all her attempts to convince herself of the opposite, she still continued to feel that way.

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     ——[] ❝ It sometimes seems as if the wrong people have been given the blessing of                    children, isn’t it? ❞ He asked with a good-natured smile, although the statement held                    a certain resentment against his parents. ❝ Children are wonderful, though, aren’t                    they? I’d love to have some of my own, quite frankly, but I don’t feel as if I would be a                    suitable father. But then again, there are those pure idiots who go ahead and have                    children without considering if they’re ready for kids yet. Who suffers? The children,                    of course. ❞

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      ❝I don’t know. My perception of you is certainly undeveloped, for the most part.       But, you seem to value children. That’s reason enough to believe that you’d be a      better parent than most, ❞ Lucille affirmed.  ❝People who understand that they      are precious deserve them more than anyone. ❞ It was a shame to think that many      who fit that criteria never went on to have a brood of their own. If things kept going      as they were, though, she’d end up one of them.   ❝I’ve dreamed of having kids since      I was a little girl, but my career keeps me too busy to bother. ❞

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     ——[] ❝ Well, food products are more useful to me than a dress is. ❞ He replied with a                    grin; grocery shopping was such a mundane thing, but Vernon hadn’t done it in a                    long, long time– proper shopping, anyway. Usually, if he needed something, he’d                    wander in (a bit inebriated, perhaps) and get the one or two things he required, but                    nothing more. ❝ One can only appreciate my taste in literature if they know some                    literature themselves. I have met my fair share of, uh, idiots, to put it lightly. ❞

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"-- the world has more than its fair share of those." Lucille was no cynic, to be sure, but she wasn't completely naive to the actions of others. She saw unintelligence at its finest every day of her life. It was a marvel how much idiocy could be compacted into one human, particularly those that had somehow managed to rear a child from infancy. She couldn't even count how many parents had marched into the clinic, expecting a medical answer for their kid's normal, though sometimes insolent, behaviors. "I work with children, and it's pretty shocking how ignorant their parents can be. What seems like common sense to me is like physics to them."

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Starter Sentences || Marianas Trench Edition

"Take me home, I don't wanna be alone tonight"
"I will run to you 'till I can't stand on my own anymore"
"I cross my heart and hope to die"
"I want you all to myself."
"I've been blaming myself and I think you know why."
"This isn't what I wanted"
"I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut."
"I will hide you when it gets too much"
"I'll be right beside you"
"If your heart wears thin I will hold you up "
"Trust in me"
"I'm just trying to keep this together, because I could do worse and you could do better"
"I remain so lost and buried under everything that I need"
"You're beautiful, can I hide in you awhile?"
"It only hurts me to be near you"
"Keep those tired eyes closed"
"Don't make a sound in case they hear you"
"They'll hurt you 'till your heart melts"
"They know you're lonely and they will only break your heart"
"I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake."
"I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself"
"I don't know how this is wrong"
"I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines."
"You were a friend of mine"
"Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best"
"I just need a minute, I just need a breath"
"It gets very hard to drink to my continued success"
"I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets?"
"God, I wish that I could"
"I hold you up above everyone."
"I thought you were my friend."
"If the point is to never disappoint you, somebodies got to tell me what to do."
"I swear now everything is perfect."
"I've done more for less."
"I don't give a fuck about it anyway."
"This is good in a bad way."
"It's better this way"
"I wish we could stay here forever, alone."
"Sometimes I wish you would leave me."
"Don't you leave me"
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P.S I Love You Meme

"I don't have much time."
"Try to see yourself through my eyes."
"You made my life but I'm just one chapter in yours."
"Don't be afraid to fall in love again."
"I'm sorry I said the wrong thing to your mother. God, I still get nervous around her."
"I still think, after nine years, she doesn't like me."
"I know I'm being stupid."
"You corrupted me with sex and charm."
"What? What are you looking for?"
"I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right?"
"I'd serve coffee on that ass."
"You've been thinking about me?"
"Have you ever thought of me in the nude?"
"You don't want to do that."
"Honestly, I don't blame you. It's not your fault, it's mine."
"You ready?"
"I can't fall asleep alone."
"All I know is, if you don't figure out this something, you'll just stay ordinary."
"What if this is all there is to our life?"
"Why can't I be the cute, carefree Irish guy who sings all the time?"
"Are you going to make me sleep in the tub again?"
"Every morning I still wake up and the first thing I want to do is to see your face."
"How would you ever know happiness if you never experienced downs?"
"Warring for peace is like screwing for virginity!!"
"I don't know why men like to barbecue so much. Maybe its the only thing they can cook."
"P.S. I love you."
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“You are friends with Atlas?” Jack had no clue what she meant by ‘army’. For all he knew, Atlas was just a man that wanted out. Army? He certainly hadn’t seen many allies around the city. Still, it made him relax a bit knowing she was pals with Atlas. He seemed like a good man. And she was right on the money about him versus Ryan. 
He was happy to hear that. Even know, his walking was getting clumsier. Even if he couldn’t bleed to death from this, he was still bleeding too much. Jack had no knowledge of medicine at all, this could be completely fatal for all he knew. What he did know was that if it got infected, he could very well be finished either way. Still, he tried to focus on anything but death. “There was a plane crash.. I.. I was the only survivor.” 

     “Not friends, exactly. Just -- allies. I helped keep people in one piece, until Ryan got control of the splicers." Atlas hadn't been her biggest fan, having known of her background of wealth. He'd accepted her into the fold, though, so Lucille had few complaints about the revolutionary. Upon Jack's second statement, her gaze grew somber. "I'm so sorry," she murmured, placing a hand on his back to gently guide him to a nearby building. It had once been a business, but she'd long since forgotten what its purpose was.    "Did you suffer any injuries from that? I can't imagine you got away without a scratch." Other than his wrist, which was losing blood at a startlingly rapid pace, he seemed unhurt. Surely an airplane crash, especially one that had been the end of so many other passengers, would have caused him some strife. 

      "I'm sorry you had to land here. It's not the sort of place for a warm welcome anymore.".

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send me a ✿ and i’ll generate a number.

  • 1: aggressive kiss
  • 2: all over kiss
  • 3: back kiss
  • 4: cheek kiss
  • 5: eyelid kiss
  • 6: fingers kiss
  • 7: firm kiss
  • 8: first kiss
  • 9: forehead kiss
  • 10: french kiss
  • 11: gentle kiss
  • 12: ghost kiss
  • 13: hand kiss
  • 14: jawline kiss
  • 15: last kiss
  • 16: neck kiss
  • 17: rain kiss
  • 18: stomach kiss
  • 19: underwater kiss
  • 20: upside down kiss
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. Lutece;;
             For a moment, rigid features DARED to twitch at the mention of a name that sounded far too familiar; a name she had heard countless times & a name that went hand in hand with an awful imitation of an American accent; too often had the physicist met the two of them. && yet it had been  her counterpart’s CLEVERNESS that had compelled her composure to simply  f l i n c h;; fingers danced over the table, quickly enough to grab hold of her cup shortly ere this nasty shiver would set in – a gesture that would signalize Lutece’s nervousness. In a way she damned the nerves in her hands for being so undeniable sensitive. It plainly RUINED a perfect image.
            A curved brow heaved as Rosalind emptied the mug, slender digits still wrapped around the precious,precious porcelain thing – as if it could help her to brush this little nuisance away as QUICKLY as possible. Children were indeed FAR away from being important to someone as independent, narcissistic ( ! ) & focused as her; yet hearing someone that … unimportant blabber about this city’s secrets made even Rosalind feel a tad bit uneasy. Yet HER part in this play was, inexplicably, a minor one. Oh, she was far too occupied with her collaboration with Dr. Lamb by now.
           “ Compensation won’t be necessary. “
              This girl was moving on thin, THIN ice.
             “ I’m afraid that there isn’t much you could pos-                  sibly do to reimbuse this … waste of my time.
            && yet Dr. Lutece would remain sitting on her far too smooth hassock, whilst calloused fingertips drummed a nearly inaudible beat onto the pristine hull of her cup, steely eyes locked unto her collocutor’s features. Albeit the other’s status, Rosalind would always consider her inferior. Was this  g i r l  really aiming to play a Samaritan just because of her lousy conscience? Oh, someone as intelligent as Rosalind did not believe in GUILT. No. A scientist lived on IMPULSE; bended morals & rules unti,yes, until mankind would praise them for their inventions & discoveries. If abusing children was the right path to earn this Atlantis more glory … well, so be it. SHE had NO part in this tragedy ( but you saw the boy. You SAW HIM ).
         “ – I’m actually spending my time with Dr. Lamb                lately. Dr. Tenenbaum and I hardly interact.  

      With every passing moment, Lucille was growing more and more uncomfortable within the scientist's presence. It was almost as if she were a naughty child, standing before an agitated mother. She hadn't meant to offend with her line of questioning. It was just that the girl's safety was of UTMOST importance to her. They had already been orphaned, they didn't need their lives further destroyed. Clearing her throat gently, Lucille brushed a strand of hair from her face, her head bowed as she collected her thoughts, rushing to figure out a way to repair the social mess she'd made.

       "I apologize if you feel that way," she murmured, chin raising to look at Rosalind squarely. Shy as she might have been, Lucille didn't feel as if she had to cower at her feet. Lutece's intelligence didn't make her above someone like her, it merely made her THINK she was. "My intention would never be to waste your precious time," she spoke earnestly, finely manicured nails tapping along the tabletop. "I should leave you be then. If you happen to think of -- or remember -- anything, well, you know where to find me."

       From there she made to get up, her hands trembling slightly, a knot having formed within the pit of her stomach. There were more leads to follow, but Lucille felt as if she'd missed something with this woman. Her approach had been wrong from the start. Without her respect, the conversation was never going to move forward.

                  "I'm very sorry, again, for bothering you. I hope you have a lovely day, Dr. Lutece."

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           ——[] ❝ Interesting, and entertaining, too. Literature is rather important to me, even if                          it’s, uh, an odd thing to love so much. I must admit, with a tinge of shame, that I                          can recite all of Shakespeare’s sonnets. ❞ He grinned, pausing to light acigarette                          for himself before continuing. ❝ Ah, well, depends on the kind of shopping. If it’s                          for clothes and girls have to try on at least a dozen outfits in every store, then of                          course men hate it. But grocery shopping ought to be… simple, right?

     “I don’t know of many people who would have any qualms with a man who values literature.         It’s hardly a downfall for you.” Intelligence such as that was more charming than most qualities,         at least in Lucille’s opinion. “I suppose that makes sense, though I fail to see how grocery         shopping could be preferable. At least clothes are pretty. Food products -- not so much.”          That was half the reason she found herself avoiding the task like the plague. It wasn’t in           anyway enjoyable, and everything she bought would disappear within a mere week or two.

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  Jack followed quietly. His mind was racing and her touch was actually welcomed this time. Was there anything worse than dying here? After all, he had so much to live for. Plans that he had been too busy playing around to make before… Life, education, love. Everything he hadn’t seen yet. 
  He almost didn’t even hear her question while he was being attacked by such thoughts. Glancing down to the radio, he gave a nod. “Yeah. Somebody’s been helping me.” He said, thinking about Atlas. He really should contact him soon. “He seems a decent enough guy.” 

     "He is," she asserted. "I suppose I'd consider myself part of his army. I've only met him once or twice, briefly. But, he seems nice enough. He wants what's best for this city, unlike Ryan." When it had come time to choose a side, Atlas' had seemed the obvious pick. He stood for things Lucille could agree with, fight for. He didn't live a life of greed and manipulation.

      "I think we're close to one of the supply stores. I can't promise its got anything left. The splicers have ransacked half the city at this point." Noticing that the conversation had seemed to distract him, even for just a moment, Lucille figured keeping some sort of dialogue rolling might help with the pain. "How did you get down here? The city's closed off. No one in OR out."

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   Showing anyone where she kept herself hidden plus the other little ones was something that placed complete trust on the receiver.  After seeing her save the child she took it upon herself to show the woman where she could bring any others. Gaining Tenenbaum’s trust was not easy but the children always generated access.
“You tell no one of this place. It is only for your knowledge, give it to no one.”

      Though they had often worked in the same spaces, Lucille had never conversed much with Dr. Tenenbaum. She'd seemed too different, too clinical. Now, there was something softer about her. The way she treated the girls gave her some humanity that she hadn't witnessed in the past.

     "Of course," she murmured, running a hand through her unkempt hair. "I'll try to bring a many as I can here." Too often the girls she found were no longer in the land of the living. "Is there anything else you need for them? Food -- water? Medical supplies?" What Atlas didn't know was being taken from his supply cache, wouldn't hurt him.

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      His eyes felt like they were pulsating, seemingly fighting their way out of his head while his head pounded ferociously and much faster than his heart beat. Booker liked being closed off from the harsh lights and cacophony of Rapture on days like this, but today he thought just maybe he could drink his pain away. With his palm to his head and his eyes squinting to keep out most of the brightness, the detective made his way toward Le Temps Perdu. The world shook as he walked on until he reached his final destination.

Slapping his hand on the counter a little more forcefully than he meant to, Booker mumbled out the word bourbon. He clumsily took a seat and buried his head in his hands while he waited for his savior.

      Booker Dewitt was notorious for his drunken behavior in bars, as well as his, fairly, top-notch detective skills. Yet, this was the first time Lucille had been within close proximity of the man. "Excuse me?" she piped up tentatively, reaching out to set a hand on his arm -- a gesture meant to offer comfort. "Are you...okay?" It was clear that he was not, though she'd didn't care to pry or seem too nosy. Still, she had an uncontrollable desire to nurture those who needed help, no matter what type it might be.

      Drunkenness was not a feeling Lucille herself was unaccustomed to, but she was a little more cautious in her drinking habits. If she were to get wasted, it was on a rare and off-hand occasion, never a common occurrence. The disorientation from it, alone, could have someone feeling downright awful, and that was without mentioning any other nasty side-effects. "Do you need someone to get you home?"

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