“But Claudia." He protested finally then, his voice tired, words slurring into one another. So entirely tired, he was, his whole body weighed down by it. It felt so similar to way the death sleep paralyzed them throughout the hours of the day, yet the sun was still hours off. Two more hours, he should have to the night.
Rousing what little energy he had, Louis lifted a hand to her cheek, brushing against it with the back of his fingers. ”You do not need to worry so. I can keep you here. You will be protected. I would not allow anyone to harm you.” Not again, no. Never again. He owed it to her, all of it.
She kissed him, soft lips pressed against his, so reminiscent of their final years together. She had done this often, and he had been quick to brush it off, to not allow himself to notice how she lingered, the hurt in her eyes when he did not reciprocate her actions in the way she desired. Lovers.
His energy left him, eyelids heavy as he stared at her blurred figure. Sleep, yes… He so needed it. Louis dropped his hand from her cheek, now so fatigued that he could not fester the strength to hold it still. The sun was hours off, but he needed to slumber. Her soft voice spoke of the ground, and for the second time in the only a few short months, he found himself reminded of his recent yearning for it. How lovely it would be, to simply not think for nights, months, years, embraced in the arms of the cold earth.
He wished only for her to be content, for it was of his own fault that she had lived in misery.