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This Is Our City

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— First off, before I get too into this: thank you all for 1.3k followers. I am in absolute shock, and I’m more honoured than I could ever explain. I know that I say this basically every time I hit a milestone, but god, I never expected Lucian to get off the ground like this.

He is an incredibly important muse to me: he is one of my main connections to my best friend in the whole world, and his verse is a collaboration between the two of us. It is something that I’ve been dreaming of, really: creating a series with Rabbit, and managing to exercise the creativity that I never paid much mind to for much of my life.

So thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I cannot properly express my gratitude to all 1300 of you for not only having found interest in my OC, but having decided to stick around.

And now, without further ado: my bias list/follow forever!

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I’ve probably forgotten some people, and I will update the list as I realize my mistakes. That being said, please do not feel upset if you are not on here -  anyone of whom I follow is of incredible importance to me. Thank you all again! ♥ ]]

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Symphony of Deception

Kyle was painfully aware of his face as he listened to his new companion compliment his work. He hardly ever heard the sort of praise that was being given by the handsome-looking stranger in front of him, and he was almost ashamed of the shy smile that had come unbidden to his lips. He barely noticed as the man led him into a quite lounge, holding the door open and ushering him in. His thoughts were preoccupied with the words he had been listening to, running over them in his head and trying to find any hint of deceit in the delivery. 

The pianist wasn’t used to anything short of being seen as a stepping stool, a way to reach his mentor, or even more often, Andrew Ryan himself. As such, the honesty he heard in the taller man’s tone was unexpected, and although he couldn’t hide his pleasure at the compliments, he remained reserved, determined to learn more about his companion before letting himself fully appreciate the praise.

"Hmm? Oh, sorry, I’m a little scattered when it comes to things other than music." The redhead looked up when he was spoken to, quickly sitting himself next to the blond and shaking himself out of his thoughts. "I’ll just have a whiskey on the rocks, thanks."

"I’m sorry, I don’t think I ever got your name. I should thank you properly for this."

"Dear me I did run right over that now didn't I!" Atlas said with an awkward laugh, putting his hand to the back of his neck in a show of embarrassment. Really he felt nothing of the sort, instead he was busy checking out their little bar for escape routes and the like in the case of an emergency. However after a moment he cleared his throat and forced himself to look only at the young man before him. 

"John, John Taggart." The smile had slipped back into place as the lie rolled easily off his tongue. He had the two of them seated and comfortable before raising a hand to attract the attention of the bartender, quickly ordering the lads drink and his own - that being whatever their house brew happened to be. The rebel wasn't there to enjoy himself that night nor would he have chosen their current location for a pint had he the choice. 

Atlas had reached a certain frame of mind, a depth of lying so secure that telling the truth at that point would have been difficult. He had his life as John planned out in a perfect sort of map in his mind and he would follow that path without difficulty. John was not the sort of man who put his feet on the table, nor did he smash his glass down hard on the counter. Mr. Taggart hadn't ever taken a wife nor was he a fan of boxing. The adventurous side of the new person he had created was nothing compared to the daily life of the creator but he hoped it would be enough to keep little Kyle interested. 

"What got you into music then?" He asked, beginning the task of small talk to pull down the gates of protection everyone inevitably put up upon meeting someone new. With the help of alcohol the revolutionary hoped he wouldn't have to work as hard as usual with the light conversation as it often loosed peoples tongues and morals faster then even his soothing tone and coercive words could. 

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Fateful Meetings

Moira O’Hara absently pushed some of her curls behind her ear. She’d not bothered to pin it though her mother seemed to think leaving it down made her look more like a harlot or a Fairie then was proper. Fuck proper. The girl was here to flirt and dance. There was nothing proper about tonight. Besides, maybe she was a fairie. Come here to trick a young man into following her back to the Other Realm and  keeping him there forever and a day. Why not?

She’d not bothered with most of what was proper that evening. Her face unpowdered though it let her freckles show. Her eye unlined. Her ears without pearls and her neck bare. Only a layer of red on her lips, making her smirk seem all the more inviting.

The dress, one borrowed from Cathleen, was too short on her and hugged her chest too tight. But it was green with white lace on top and it seemed to make Moria’s eyes all the brighter. Speaking of, where was that girl? All of her friends had come before her, able to slip from their homes with more ease then Moira, who had no siblings to cover her disappearance.

Her eyes flicked over the crowd stopping on one boy in particular. The one she’d been warned about. Time and again. Atlas, they said, had his eye on her. It was said he controlled the largest gang in all of Ireland. That he had killed men and broke women for his own pleasure. That he was dangerous to be around. Moira wasn’t afraid of a little challenge. Besides, no one would hurt her unless she let them.

Slowly she made her way across the room, keeping her eyes on his, catching his glance when she could, never looking away when their eyes met. A game. That’s all it was. Each time he seemed intent on coming over she’d find someone to talk to, pointedly ignoring his existence.

Atlas found himself biting his tongue watching Moira make her way through the guests at the party, Stopping to talk, maybe a laugh here or there, yet always with the glances over at him where she would unusually keep eye-contact. Most girls who look, blush or giggle then turn away again hurrying about their business and trying to find an excuse to approach him though not her. She continued about the room as if he were one of the least interesting people in there. That if she had time to reach him and if not then no harm no foul. As if the one man who had single-handedly turned a gang of mindless thugs into an organized group that would (mostly) work towards benefiting the less-fortunate wasn't very impressive. 

He liked it. 

"You goin' to talk to her? 'cause if not, I want'a see how much justice that dress is givin'er if'ya unde-" One of Atlas newer recruits asked quietly having approached his leader, who seemed to be staring at the attractive young lass, though was cut short with a look from the dark-haired youth. Not even Atlas could quite understand why he hadn't just walked up to her by now instead of keeping to one wall of the room simply watching her glide about the floor. She wasn't the first girl he'd approached and most people assumed she wouldn't be the last, it couldn't have been nerves. 

Kicking himself into gear Atlas saw an opening to get closer to her so he took it, brushing past a few of the guests as we went though most moved out of his way. He didn't rush nor did he make a beeline for her, merely sliding himself closer and closer until he was next to the red-head as she finished her current conversation. Just as she ended it and turned most likely to look for him again he smirked some and decided it was time to make his presence behind her known. 

"So yer the lil'fae I've seen flittin' all o're town." Now that he was right up next to her he could notice things he hadn't before. All the other times she had been too far away for him to truly appreciate all the finer details. How her cheeks had a pleasant dusting of freckles, the subtle tilt of her eyebrows or the slight indents near the edges of her lips that flashed momentarily when she looked at him. Now it was certain that she was a full head plus some shorter then him, perhaps even smaller if she was in heels. 

There had been a few stories he picked up about her. No one seemed to remember her name but soon as he mentioned the hair and how she held herself they would remember her face. That she was an unusual sort, intelligent but not a stiff and beautiful though not vain. People knew of her though few knew her well. She was talked about though now he was certain gossiped over much more since his involvement. Even the sounds of the crowd in the room had dimmed ever so slightly, just enough that those who were interested in Atlas' interest in Moira could overhear their exchange. 

"Now I've been callin' you beautiful but I don't think thats yer name..".

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Symphony of Deception

That had been a nightmare. Kyle himself had been completely perfect, nothing less than that was acceptable for a disciple of Sander Cohen, after all. Unfortunately, the orchestra had been less than sufficient, and Kyle had almost had to carry the entire performance single handedly. As a result, he had decided to leave Fleet Hall earlier than usual, in an attempt to avoid being caught in the crossfire of his mentor’s rage. It was a rotten end to a rotten week, and Kyle had been hoping to end it sat on his couch soaking his hands so they didn’t cramp up on him while he slept.

He changed swiftly out of the atrocious costume he had worn on stage and washed his face quickly to remove the makeup and sweat from the stage lights. Before he could leave, Kyle found himself being recruited as a buffer for protection against his mentor. He backed out quickly, offering apologies and and promising he would convince the maestro to reverse whatever decision he made tonight in terms of staffing arrangements. Just as he stepped into the hallway, he collided with what he first thought to be a stage hand, and immediately went to apologize.

"I’m so so-oh. You’re not a stage hand at all!" He looked the man up and down. He was tall, taller than Kyle by quite a bit, and not a chore to look at either. 

"Ah, well, thank you very much! It means a lot to hear that from anyone. I don’t often get any of the praise for playing, after all, they are Cohen’s pieces. I simply play them, I don’t write them." He wasn’t bitter about it, not anymore, although Cohen had said that he would have his chance to play his own music tonight, and he hadn’t. He was in a foul mood. When he heard the man offer to buy him a drink, he accepted immediately.

"You couldn’t have picked a better time to run me over if you tried. I don’t think I’ve ever enjoyed a performance as little as I did this one. Where to?" 

"I'm certain your own compositions must be just as stunning. You play with such enthusiasm I can't imagine how you must sound when you" Atlas smiled leading the two of them on towards one of the upscale ritzy late night bars "free your talent.". 

The lad would be a piece of cake he thought. If he'd so readily joined him for a drink perhaps it wouldn't take the three 'date' charm to subdue the lad to his bidding if things continued as smoothly. Perhaps he had simply picked the perfect time to catch Kyle. Whatever the case may be he wasn't one to question the ways of the world. 

"Here we are." The Irishman pushed open the door to the bar allowing Fitzpatrick to go before him, like a true gentleman. It was crowded with some late-night guests, most of whom seemed to be business men and ladies out for a night on the town after one important meeting or the other. Everyone came for the relaxed atmosphere, burning beverages and soft live music that while incomparable to the young pianists own was good in its own right. He ushered Kyle towards a couple of seats at the end of the counter which were empty. 

"What'll you have?" Asked Atlas looking over to his new friend, the hat having come off now and put down revealing his new golden semi-permanent locks.

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So I recently hit 50+ followers. Which is a pretty big deal for a blog I only made four months ago. I can’t thank everyone enough for all of your kindness and friendship. It’s been wild, seriously guys, thank you for all of your support, it really means a lot. So this is my follow forever, here’s to you!

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You Are My Sunshine

She laughed. Atlas was about as subtle as a fist to the face wasn’t he? Always had been if she was honest about it. With the hand on her leg and the way he’d kissed her what in the world could her husband possibly want?

Moira slipped out of his grasp smoothly, practiced. Her green eyes flashing and her painted lips twisted into a playful little smirk. He’d get what he wanted. He always did. It helped that what he wanted was what she wanted as well. But first…

"I’m real tired from that fight. I might pass out right here."

The woman stretched, nothing about it speaking of exhaustion. The way her hands pulled the loose hair away from her neck, the way her hips swung as she closed her eyes and groaned as if the stretching felt oh-so-good. It spoke loudly of a particular emotion. Exhaustion just wasn’t it.

Her eyes opened again, challenging him. Come on Atlas. Play the game.

The groan as she moved past him stayed quieted in the back of his throat, barely audible as he watched her slip away for a moment honestly disappointed - thinking she was far more interested in a nap. However upon seeing her body language and how she smiled at him he realized she was merely playing coy with him, something they hadn't been able to do for quite some time. During his moment of realization his grin spread from ear to ear and he nearly forgot how to be subtle. 

" 'Course you are.." The grin had died down though he couldn't quite hide the excitement in his eyes, nearly giddy with anticipation "My dear Moira.". He moved forward now as well, one of his hands tracing down the outline of her spine as he circled her slowly his face drawn into one of mock concern, more filled with true adoration then anything else. 

"You've had a long" Atlas was standing just behind her now, his hands on her shoulders massaging gently, moving down her back over the shoulder blades his voice kept low "hard" he said from just behind her ear wanting so badly to kiss her neck "day, luv'. So you don't even have to lift a finger.". With that he lifted her up easily, one arm under her legs the other under her back. 

"I'm sure yer terribly sore from that" The Irishman forced himself not to chuckle at the word "fight. I'd hate for'ya to go to bed uncomfortable.". He tried to steady his pace as he brought her to the bathroom, not run and certainly not to 'break-character' and beg her to lead to the bedroom with him. This was rather a lot more fun afterall he reasoned, settling her on the edge of the sink. 

"Light as the fairy you are." He smirked, lips ghosting her cheek briefly as he leaned over turning on the tap for the tub. By some miracle the water heater had been fixed only that week so he knew it would be enough to make the bath warm. Not hot, but warm. Of course it would be broken again by the end of the month and they'd have to resort to heating up water on the stove again but for now he prayed it'd work. 

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Atlas had been fighting - well brutally 'practice' fighting with one of his group while a few others looked on when one of the younger lads stuck his head through the doorway, rosy cheeked no doubt from the dancing and drinking taking place in the other rooms of their base. 

"Atlas." The dark-haired young man ignored him, dodging a blow from his equally built competitor.

"Atlas!" Still no response, he had better things to do then listen to Ians tales of what was happening in the party beyond. 

"Atty!!" Now there was a name that caught his attention since he hated it so. Holding up a hand he paused the other mid-swing, taking a step back and running a hand through his hair before glaring at Ian. 

"That lass yer wantin's'ere an' I thoughts it'd be good too tell'ya." The boy grinned happily then disappeared back into the relative chaos of the party beyond. 

That was surprising news as the young rebel hadn't truly expected her to come when he'd told some of her friends they were all invited. Those girls had shown up but after half-an-hour of checking the area periodically he had given up and taken to sparring in the backroom. If Ian was pulling his leg Atlas would be sure to break his. Grabbing his shirt the leader pulled it on, walking into the main room of the base. 

It took him a few minutes but sure enough he was the red-hair and posture of the nameless young woman he'd been pining for, standing just on the other side of the room. He put a hand to his lip, wiping away the blood that was there from a well-placed punch while taking a deep breath. All of his friends thought she was some one-night fancy he had but Atlas didn't feel that way. He wanted everything to be perfect. He wanted her to honestly like him

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Symphony of Deception

By some miracle Atlas had arrived outside the doors of the hall just as the piano recital was ending. He would have hated to wait outside listening to someone banging on the keys while other stiff-shirts clapped and nodded appreciatively with their humming and hawing in a show of pompous class and sophistication. 

The cap on his head was pulled down to hide some of his face, the posters weren't accurate enough to show his exact likeness but he still enjoyed playing it safe. His hair however had been the most exciting to change. Going from being ebony haired to a golden yellow was quite a fantastic change - one that took even his own wife a few days to grow accustomed too. Normally Atlas would wear a wig borrowed from Frank for small missions of deception but this time he wasn't it all to be a true as a lie could be. 

They had spent weeks observing those closest to Cohen, his 'disciples'. Those attractive talented young people he surrounded himself with and they had picked through each one. Weeding out those who seemed unreliable or not knowledgeable enough until they had reached Kyle, their perfect candidate. He was young, unassuming and while loyal seemed rather willing to indulge in his whims on occasion. Atlas had to make certain he was just such an occasion. 

Finally patrons were exiting the building chattering gaily about the performance to such an extent he felt ready to gag. 

'What passion and vigor, I've never seen anything like it.'

'A truly astounding performance, I've never seen such emotion conveyed across ivory keys like that!'

It took all the strength the Irishman had not to mock them. Finally they had passed, a few stragglers leaving the hall every now and then until finally from the side door Atlas had been waiting near his prey emerged. Changed out of his performance attire and looking somewhat haggard he was saying his goodbyes to a fellow musician.

Standing up straight the rebel leader started walking briskly from the direction of the theater, as if he'd just left it and BAM - smacked right into the lads side accidentally.

"Oh do excuse my mistake" Atlas accent was now distinctly posh and proper English "I didn't see you the-". He forced himself into a stunned slightly amazed silence as he took a step back from Fitzpatrick as if to take him in better.

"My god, you're, you're the musician." With the smile of a delighted man he held out his hand "I'm honored to have- bumped into you. Your so, passionate so, emotional with your work across the ivory keys I'm.. Well christ.".

Atlas doffed the hat in a hurried greeting "Do let me apologize for ramming into you. I was just on my way for a drink, I'd truly love for you to join me. On me of course.". Here was the moment of truth and how desperately Atlas hoped his men had been right when they said one of Kyles vices were drinks with a handsome fellow.

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Finding Moira wearing your clothes

Upon entering his house the slight frown that had been adorning his lips curled into something of a smile once he saw Moira. She was wearing one of his shirts which went down to mid-thigh, with a pair of pants that though they were a size too small on him still had to be belted tightly around her waist. The sleeves she’d clearly attempted to roll up though one had already slipped down past her fingers - like a child wearing an adults attire. With her hair up in a bun as it was from the back she might be mistaken for a poorly dressed young boy. 

Chuckling to himself Atlas slipped off his boots, replacing them with the worn-out slippers he wore inside and sneaking up on his wife who was already no doubt aware that he was home. Her back was too him the sink running as she attempted to wash the clothing that had somehow gotten ahead of her, hence the reason for the motley appearance. 

"Well who’re you an’ where’s my Moira?" The stifled laughter and broad grin gave him away though he wasn’t trying to hide it. With a slightly annoyed expression Moira shot him a look over her shoulder. She generally would be in higher spirits but between keeping a three-year-old in check, the cleaning their house as well as the small out-of-home ‘business’ she had both darning clothing and repairing household objects she was worn out. Not to mention dinner (for the two of them) hadn’t even been planned yet. She wasn’t even certain if they had anything. 

"Atlas can you get to this dress in’ere I’ve gotta find somethin’ for dinner.. You home early? No no yer not christ I-.." She’d been about to continue when Atlas stepped up behind her. He slipped the pin from her hair letting it fall over her shoulders, a bit getting in her face much to the womans chagrin. 

"Huh I still can’t tell." He continued on with his little game, one hand moving past Moira to turn off the faucet, letting it graze over her side as he pulled it back "Oh so you have curves under there now do’ya?".

Moira sighed but smiled, turning around to look up at Atlas attempting to keep her serious expression but failing as she saw how amusing he found the situation. 

"The clothes r’ dirty, this is all-" He leaned in giving her a quick kiss. 

"I think you look beautiful." Atlas took her smaller hand in his, pulling her away from the sink, frowning slightly as he felt how raw they felt from all the soap and scrubbing. Clearly his wife was exhausted and though he was as well the Irishman refused to allow her to work herself into the ground as he knew her quite capable of. 

"Go start a bath luv’ " One of his fingers brushed her cheek "I’ve got this out’ere, an’ I already ate." A lie but she didn’t need to know that "I think there’s half a sandwich in the fridge. You can’ave it after.". 

"What about the washin’? The-" She started again looking around at all that still needed to be accomplished. The only thing truly settled was Patrick fast asleep in the middle of their bed. 

"I’ll get to it don’t worry." Atlas reassured her with a squeeze of her hand. 

"Yer bein’ awful good, what’d you do?" Moira joked with a small tired smile, already walking for the bathroom. 

"Oh don’t you know? I’m real nice to pretty young men like yerself." Her husband thought he was most likely the most humerus man alive as he turned on the water to try and finish washing the clothes as best he could. 

With a slight roll of her eyes though a smile on her lips his wife replied “Now there’s the ass I married.”.

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♣: Back scratches (Yes they areeee)

 It really had started as a one-night thing, pick him up at the bar get what information about Cohen he needed and be done with things. Not going to him whenever Frank turned him down and Moira ignored him due to her (correct) suspicions of his cheating on her, and certainly not being as open or kind as he was. 

True, he was certain Kyle didn’t know that he was the infamous Atlas leader of a growing rebel army that had recently attempted to burn down some of Fort Frolic. No all that he had revealed was that he was a worker of Fontaines in the fishery with a wife and child. While keeping up that shadowy guise he’d spoken to the young pianist on a variety of troubling issues. Never revealing exactly what or who he was talking about and in return the lad repaid him in kind. 

"How often do’ya get compliments on yer hands?" Asked Atlas, or rather ‘Sean’ as that was the name he’d adopted, while Kyle rain his nails gently over the mans back. He had such a gentle touch that could apply pressure at just the right times too.. 

" ‘Ere, lemme give’ya a go." He twisted on the bed just enough to wrap his arms about the younger-mans waist and pull him closer so he was situated just in front of him, their bodies overlapping slightly. Atlas leaned in giving the pianists neck a quick, reasonably gentle bite which he then rested his lips over a moment longer before moving on to trying to repay the favor. 

However before he could start his hands paused, fingers moving slowly over very different types of scratches that marred Fitzpatricks skin. It had likely been the poor lighting most of the times when they’d been together, or the times they stayed in a place with a good lamp he’d always used the time to watch the others face during any sort of acts, leaving Kyle on his back hiding the marks. Now however with all his focus on that region he noticed it with a slight frown. 

"You been goin’ at it a lil’rough with someone there Patsy?" Atlas questioned with a smirk which faded slightly as he noticed the difference in some of their shapes and looks. Some he knew quite well having worked with much dangerous equipment in his day, but how one would get them on his back he wasn’t sure.. unless. 

"Kyle.. you look like you’ve been burned, with.. electricity?" He was confused with a possible concern harbored on the edge, arms back over Cohen’s playthings’ waist, Atlas’ head coming to rest on his shoulder " ‘ave you been holdin’ out some bedroom fantasy r’…?". 

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♥: Your muse crying about something (Absolutely!)

"I’m sorry.." Atlas’ voice was barely above a whisper in the dark as he spoke softly to himself his head cradled in one palm. His fingers moved slowly over a lock of hair that had been carefully and painstakingly tied together strand by strand and was kept in a small box inside a napkin that he kept in his pocket at all times. 

He lifted the red-hair, bringing it to press against his lips with teeth clenched trying to stop the shuddering sob that was stuck in his chest from spilling out. The Irishman may have the whole top floor to his lonesome but the walls were paper thin and the doors not much stronger if he made so much as a squeak above the whispers he currently mumbled somewhat might guess. They might guess he wasn’t as strong. That he wasn’t as certain. That he wasn’t their perfect leader. 

"All o’it.. Draggin’ you down ‘ere, promisin’ and promisin’ and breakin’ erry one, causin’ the stress which put off the baby…. an’ an’ you." Atlas swallowed hard his desk already awash with tears that had there been light enough would have glimmered like a miniature ocean, a fitting tribute to the large one which had caused such misery. It was becoming harder and harder to breath, to find the time to take a breath that wasn’t loud or near hysterical. 

"That I’m not the savior I pre-" His words were cut short as the door opened cascading a shaft of light into his dark room. Atlas could have sworn he locked that as he looked over to see who it was. Certainly who had heard one of his muffled sobs and come to see if he was injured or the like. 

Instead what he saw caused him to pause, heart nearly stopping. He couldn’t see anything save the silhouetted figure of a young woman wearing a dress whose hair had been let free and was framing in some unknown color her featureless face. There was a moment, a split second where he thought beyond his own collapsing depraved minds reason that she was back. That Moira hadn’t died trying to deliver their first and only child still-born into this terrible dystopia. 

Then she moved and he recognized her as the girl who’d come to join his side after being one of Cohens pets. He had no doubt that the evidence of his tears lingered about his cheeks, blue eyes clearly showing the red eyelashes wet with the salty-liquid making them stick together. Before he could take a breath to compose himself and tell her to get the hell out. Question why she dared disturb him, push back on his child-maiming persona until she came to his side and hugged him.

At first he was shocked but a moment later that shock turned into something else. Perhaps it was his imagination or reality playing a cruel jest on him but the woman smelled faintly of strawberries. He slipped the lock of hair into his pocket as she went to move away, mouth opening to say something likely in an attempt to comfort but he stifled all that by standing and embracing her back. 

There had been similarities between the two when he’d first met Elizabeth. She had striking blue eyes as his former wife had, confident body language with a little quirk of her lips that had always reminded him of the smirks Moira would shoot him across the bar when they became separated at gatherings. It had been the mischievous air about the young lady that had ultimately lead to his agreeing to her joining their company, a ghost of the red-headed womans rambunctious goings on.

Now in the dark, with his face hidden in the crook of her neck one arm around her waist the other languidly stroking through her hair he was certain he was imagining further similarities. That he was forcing the touch of her hair to feel just as smooth even if it didn’t match, skin that had all the small imperfections underneath the clothing that he knew were Moira’s and hers alone. He knew it wasn’t going to help him and that it’d even be a detriment, the way he was thinking now but he didn’t care. Atlas didn’t want to care he wanted Moira and if he could pretend as he always knew he had a talent for just this once, then he would as unhealthy as he felt it to be. 

Elizabeth tried to speak but he shook his head breathing starting to calm lifting his face to look at hers though only in her eyes. He didn’t want to see anything except that blue. 

"Don’t.. Don’t talk." Their voices were vastly different and that might ruin everything. He didn’t want to hear it or to have the thin veil pulled away just yet "Please stay..". Maybe if she stayed he wouldn’t have the horrible nightmares that he knew were no ones fault save his own yet he dreaded all the same. 

"Please stay." He hid himself again into her, the tears starting anew as the temporary insanity left him to be replaced with a new rush of sorrow. How it left him knowing that he held someone who was not, nor could ever be, his Moira. 

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