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wip.

I think I will not be using this thick brush mainly anymore after this piece.

G-pen from CSP and Hard round pressure size would be my best friends from now on.

cat jpeg made me emotional so i drew it

lots of times if I tell my boyfriend that I am proud of him for dealing with a situation, or that I'm sorry he's having to deal with a situation, he will say "no it's my own fault." meaning that he feels like he doesn't deserve praise or comfort for dealing with a situation that is his fault. (for example a financial problem caused or exacerbated by him having been too anxious or absentminded to deal with the situation sooner.) and I tell him this and I will tell y'all this, that I don't believe that. I think you are even braver and stronger for taking steps to deal with a mess that is of or partly of your own creation, because you have to cope with guilt and shame on top of the thing itself, and because you're fighting against the same ingrained dysfunction in yourself that caused the mess. that's like the bravest and most constructive thing you can do and you should be proud and I am proud of you.

also, mistakes don't mean you deserve to suffer

frog chair

Okay I- 😭

i love re-consuming media i used to love when i was younger. like wow! child me still is in me i am holding her hand and keeping her safe and doing her favorite things with her!!!!

All it means when people say “you’re speaking from a place of privilege” is that you’re likely to underestimate how bad the problem is by default because you are never personally exposed to that problem. It’s not a moral judgement of how difficult your life is.

cottagecore dream

hi do y'all mind if i misuse this blog entirely for a second. idk why i'm asking i don't actually care they found a new snake it's a New Snake we didn't know about this snake before!!!!

NEW SNAKE HELL YEAH!!!!

hot damn this is so fucking great but the mild perturbation that snake expresses is deeply fucking funny

like you're moisturized, flourishing, in your lane, and this bastard noodly creature from Beyond shows up to flail it's many extraneous appendages around in sheer joy that you exist. and this is a little bit weird so you go to the next aisle over in the grocery store.

HOW TO FEEL YOUR FEELINGS, 2021, by Yumi Sakugawa

Its so crazy to me how this game has 4 years worth of fanart and it’s not even out yet

7 years of breath of the wild

[ID: The first is an image of Canada and Mexico with the United States edited out that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream". The second image is an image of North America with all lands labelled with the names of the tribes living on them that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream".]

here is a REALLY detailed hq map of indigenous american nations if you're interested (you are.)

and alaska. and hawai'i.

This is actually the most important thing I’ve seen this year

damn turns out the secret to creative hobbies truly is just keep making shitty things and then eventually one of the things will be pretty cool

the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot

is this it?

[Image ID: A screenshot of a Tiktok. A person stares into the camera blankly with text overlaid ontop of them. The text reads: "what if you start playing it a little risky? Even just in the slightest. say hi to the bus driver every morning, smile at people in public, go to the gym even if you're worried about being seen, take that class, talk to that person. start posting those videos you want to make, sit with the person sitting alone, start a new hobby, find a new interest, buy them flowers, go on that trip. Be who you truly are and not a watered down you." End ID.]

One of the most beautiful sunrises I've ever seen

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yes, i have regrets. yes, i’m learning from them. no, they don’t get to take over my life.