*screams*

the problem with being creative is that you start to feel very guilty when you haven’t created anything in a while

"it's my comfort media" and the media in question is the most angsty, tragic, heartbreaking shit you've ever consumed

That moment when the unrelated scenes you've been writing for two weeks both somehow connect (i have no idea how this happened)

Things that work in fiction but not real life

This post breaching containment has taught me that a lot of people seem to think they can accurately profile complete strangers. For the record, no the fuck you can't.

"and yet forever brother."

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❊ Being so tired they start to fall asleep in weird places/positions (dining chair, leaning against the counter etc.)

❊ Laying on their s/o lap as they play with their hair until they fall asleep

❊ Sleepily staggering into their arms

❊ Their partner saving their files and closing their laptop/bookmarking their book since they fell asleep at the desk again

❊ "Come on, let's get you to bed" "Mmh...?" "Come on honey"

❊ Sleepy cuddles while listening to their slow breathing and soft hum of satisfaction of being able to finally rest

I think we don’t talk enough about this picture of Ewan..

EVERY EWAN MITCHELL ROLE — Michael Gavey in Saltburn (2023)

I am once again haunted by my vision of modern Aemond No reposts please

As you asked. Dreamfire and Helaena.

What if we went on a hike and sucked each others d*ck’s under a waterfall 👉👈

no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponent al, logarithmic, while i gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick thribbing, first clenching, ear rining, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling. teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip bitting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, cant walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail stractching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tangos, you could dracarys me like how you dracarys the Riverlands, or take me as a prize of war and i'd still ride you.

She is so very young and this world so very new to her. The days and her distance feel so long and so far but for her, I will suffer them. I will hide the depth of my sorrow, my longing, so that she may have this time without feeling beholden to this link between us. For what are a few years of torment if there is still the hope of having her forever? So long as this thread binds us, so long as she does not reject our bond and this peace of me she carries with her each day, this piece of me that lays close to her heart each night, there is still hope. - Entry from the Journal of Lucien Vanserra

Something that took me a long time to learn as a former people pleaser, is that avoiding difficult conversations does not keep the peace. It keeps the tension.