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I quit. I can’t keep losing people I care about without being able to make it right. I can’t keep making mistakes I don’t even know about and losing people who really matter to me. This hurts too much. what a shitty birthday present.
‘Then why are my pants still on?’ Emrys kissed Toby deeply, sliding his hands over Toby’s chest and stomach.
“Because you’re supposed to be worshipping me?” Toby suggested. “I mean, I’m just saying, that was the plan I thought.”
‘Well it’s kinda uncomfortable to have a hard-on in jeans.’ Emrys started to slowly kiss down Toby’s chest.
Toby closed his eyes, arching slightly. “Busy now,” he murmured. “Have to take care of yourself.”
‘One universe stopping night coming up.’ Emrys smiled, straddling Toby as he pulled off his own shirt.
Toby reached up, running his hands up Emrys’ chest. “I’m entirely at your disposal,” he said grandly, and laughed.
‘Then why are my pants still on?’ Emrys kissed Toby deeply, sliding his hands over Toby’s chest and stomach.
“Because you’re supposed to be worshipping me?” Toby suggested. “I mean, I’m just saying, that was the plan I thought.”
Emrys smiled. ‘I meant sexy enough to stop the universe.’ He kissed Toby deeply, wrapping his hands around his hips.
Toby moaned, rolling over to sprawl out again. “Let’s don’t do that,” he suggested. “Just stop my universe.”
‘One universe stopping night coming up.’ Emrys smiled, straddling Toby as he pulled off his own shirt.
Toby reached up, running his hands up Emrys’ chest. “I’m entirely at your disposal,” he said grandly, and laughed.
Emrys licked his lips as he watched Toby, standing and sliding his hands over the man’s chest. ‘Did I say cute?’
Toby laughed, low and throaty. “You did,” he murmured, pushing Emrys back down to the bed and kissing him.
Emrys smiled. ‘I meant sexy enough to stop the universe.’ He kissed Toby deeply, wrapping his hands around his hips.
Toby moaned, rolling over to sprawl out again. “Let’s don’t do that,” he suggested. “Just stop my universe.”
Emrys shrugged, pulling down Toby’s pants. ‘Maybe but I’m telling you the truth. You’re cute and I love you.’
Having his clothes all tangled around his shoulders and knees was starting to get annoying. Toby nudged Emrys aside and climbed out of the bed, stripping off his clothes and giving a sly glance to Emrys.
Emrys licked his lips as he watched Toby, standing and sliding his hands over the man’s chest. ‘Did I say cute?’
Toby laughed, low and throaty. “You did,” he murmured, pushing Emrys back down to the bed and kissing him.
‘Because you’re cute.’ Emrys smiled, resting his chin on Toby’s stomach as he looked up at him. ‘You really do.’
“I really think you might be a little biased, Em.” He reached down and pulled gently on a lock of the phoenix’s hair.
Emrys shrugged, pulling down Toby’s pants. ‘Maybe but I’m telling you the truth. You’re cute and I love you.’
Having his clothes all tangled around his shoulders and knees was starting to get annoying. Toby nudged Emrys aside and climbed out of the bed, stripping off his clothes and giving a sly glance to Emrys.
‘No because it makes you cute.’ Emrys licked across the bone, his fingers pulling open Toby’s jeans.
“You find everything about me cute,” Toby panted. If Emrys was going to worship his whole body, Toby might have to start holding on to the headboard. He arched a little. “Do I taste good?”
‘Because you’re cute.’ Emrys smiled, resting his chin on Toby’s stomach as he looked up at him. 'You really do.’
“I really think you might be a little biased, Em.” He reached down and pulled gently on a lock of the phoenix’s hair.
Emrys chuckled, looking up at Toby. ‘Star Wars references? During sex?’ Emrys kissed along his lover’s hip, gently shoving up the genius’ shirt.
“Were you somehow expecting me to stop being a geek?” He hadn’t actually meant it as a reference on purpose, but whatever. He wriggled around, hitching his shirt up higher under his arms.
‘No because it makes you cute.’ Emrys licked across the bone, his fingers pulling open Toby’s jeans.
“You find everything about me cute,” Toby panted. If Emrys was going to worship his whole body, Toby might have to start holding on to the headboard. He arched a little. “Do I taste good?”
Toby nibbled much more gently, letting his hands fall away to give Emrys room for whatever he liked. “All better,” he whispered.
Emrys slid his hands higher up Toby’s body, licking down his jaw. ‘God I love you.’ He slid down, licking up Toby’s happy trail.
Half caught on a moan, Toby said, “I know,” and arched slightly into his phoenix’s touch.
Emrys chuckled, looking up at Toby. ‘Star Wars references? During sex?’ Emrys kissed along his lover’s hip, gently shoving up the genius’ shirt.
“Were you somehow expecting me to stop being a geek?” He hadn’t actually meant it as a reference on purpose, but whatever. He wriggled around, hitching his shirt up higher under his arms.
“You’re going to have to hold still then.” Toby put his hands either side of Emrys’ head, holding his face still, then lightly licked the bitten place. “Was this the spot?” Then he licked another spot. “Or was it here?”
Emrys groaned and kissed Toby deeply. ‘F-Fuck…’ He pressed himself into Toby, sliding his hands under the man’s shirt.
Toby nibbled much more gently, letting his hands fall away to give Emrys room for whatever he liked. “All better,” he whispered.
Emrys slid his hands higher up Toby’s body, licking down his jaw. ‘God I love you.’ He slid down, licking up Toby’s happy trail.
Half caught on a moan, Toby said, “I know,” and arched slightly into his phoenix’s touch.
All Toby managed in response was a kind of incoherent moan. He found the spiral stairs by stubbing his toe on them, and bit Emrys’ lip rather hard in shock.
Emrys pulled back at the bite, picking Toby up quickly. ‘Since when do you bite?’
“Sorry, I tripped on the stairs.” Toby touched his fingertips to Emrys’ mouth apologetically. “You’re distracting, I think this has been mentioned.”
‘I am very sorry for being distracting.’ Emrys carried Toby to their bedroom, gently placing him on the bed. ‘I think you need to kiss it and make it better.’
“You’re going to have to hold still then.” Toby put his hands either side of Emrys’ head, holding his face still, then lightly licked the bitten place. “Was this the spot?” Then he licked another spot. “Or was it here?”
Emrys groaned and kissed Toby deeply. ‘F-Fuck…’ He pressed himself into Toby, sliding his hands under the mans shirt.
Toby nibbled much more gently, letting his hands fall away to give Emrys room for whatever he liked. "All better," he whispered.
All Toby managed in response was a kind of incoherent moan. He found the spiral stairs by stubbing his toe on them, and bit Emrys’ lip rather hard in shock.
Emrys pulled back at the bite, picking Toby up quickly. ‘Since when do you bite?’
“Sorry, I tripped on the stairs.” Toby touched his fingertips to Emrys’ mouth apologetically. “You’re distracting, I think this has been mentioned.”
‘I am very sorry for being distracting.’ Emrys carried Toby to their bedroom, gently placing him on the bed. ‘I think you need to kiss it and make it better.’
“You’re going to have to hold still then.” Toby put his hands either side of Emrys’ head, holding his face still, then lightly licked the bitten place. “Was this the spot?” Then he licked another spot. “Or was it here?”
Toby chuckled, coaxing Emrys to walk backward. “I feel so special,” he teased. “I would like to point out, I don’t think you can have both my hands on you and to worship my body from head to toe.”
Emrys let Toby lead him to where he wanted him, kissing along his jaw. ‘What? Well in that case I’ll worship you first, and then you can put your hands on me.’
All Toby managed in response was a kind of incoherent moan. He found the spiral stairs by stubbing his toe on them, and bit Emrys’ lip rather hard in shock.
Emrys pulled back at the bite, picking Toby up quickly. ‘Since when do you bite?’
“Sorry, I tripped on the stairs.” Toby touched his fingertips to Emrys’ mouth apologetically. “You’re distracting, I think this has been mentioned.”
Toby made a muffled sound, fingers wrapped around Emrys’ hips, and pushed his boyfriend up. They continued to kiss, even while Toby was maneuvering the phoenix off his lap so they could both stand. “Greedy,” he whispered, laughing.
Emrys smiled and kissed Toby deeply, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend’s waist. ‘Just for you baby.’
Toby chuckled, coaxing Emrys to walk backward. “I feel so special,” he teased. “I would like to point out, I don’t think you can have both my hands on you and to worship my body from head to toe.”
Emrys let Toby lead him to where he wanted him, kissing along his jaw. ‘What? Well in that case I’ll worship you first, and then you can put your hands on me.’
All Toby managed in response was a kind of incoherent moan. He found the spiral stairs by stubbing his toe on them, and bit Emrys’ lip rather hard in shock.
“I don’t know … you already seem to be having trouble expressing yourself coherently.” Toby chuckled. “You might not be able to talk if I start putting my hands on you.”
‘And that’s a bad thing?’ Emrys kissed Toby deeply.
Toby made a muffled sound, fingers wrapped around Emrys’ hips, and pushed his boyfriend up. They continued to kiss, even while Toby was maneuvering the phoenix off his lap so they could both stand. “Greedy,” he whispered, laughing.
Emrys smiled and kissed Toby deeply, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend’s waist. ‘Just for you baby.’
Toby chuckled, coaxing Emrys to walk backward. “I feel so special,” he teased. “I would like to point out, I don’t think you can have both my hands on you and to worship my body from head to toe.”
“Didn’t we just have this conversation?” Toby raised his eyebrows, looking at Emrys with cool amusement. “What is it you think we can do in the bed that we can’t do here?” For mild emphasis, he tucked his fingers into the waistband of Emrys’ jeans.
‘I can’t lay you out on the bed and spend hours worshiping your body.’ Emrys bucked his hips closer to Toby biting his lip. ‘God I want your hands on me.’
“I don’t know … you already seem to be having trouble expressing yourself coherently.” Toby chuckled. “You might not be able to talk if I start putting my hands on you.”
‘And that’s a bad thing?’ Emrys kissed Toby deeply.
Toby made a muffled sound, fingers wrapped around Emrys’ hips, and pushed his boyfriend up. They continued to kiss, even while Toby was maneuvering the phoenix off his lap so they could both stand. “Greedy,” he whispered, laughing.
