Semi-Permanent Hiatus
The last drawing I uploaded, I’ve been struggling with it for months. I had the idea for it when I was taking my break off Tumblr, and have constantly struggled to work on it, finding motivation and energy. Tonight I finished it… because I thought it would be somewhat appropriate last drawing, and because many of you have cheered me on as I struggled with it, so I wanted to show you guys the finished drawing.
As some of you might know, I’ve been struggling with anxiety, specifically towards the Dragon Age fandom on Tumblr. I’ve tried to power through it all for the sake of the people that have sent me support and love, but I realized that I’m not going to get better if I keep engaging with people here.
I’ve given it a lot of thought in the last few days… and I tried to find reasons to keep going, and they were plenty. I’ve met really lovely people here, made some great friends and relationships that I hope will last. But as it happens sometimes in life, negativity, no matter how small it might be, rings louder for me above everything else right now.
I’m really sorry to those of you that might be discouraged to see me leave Tumblr. I’ve always tried my best to make my interaction with people here a happy, positive one and I loved making content that made people happy. But I hadn’t felt that in a while now, and I think it’s best for me and best for everyone else that I stop being here. At least with this, I hope, that none of my friends will be getting backlash.
I do plan on returning, but I don’t know when it will be, or if I will return at all. I might be back in months, or I won’t ever come back. Regardless of that, I wanted to tell you all that I’ve had such a blast in this fandom and to thank you for supporting me and my art until now.
I’ll still be around on the Discord servers I’m in now, and I’ll still be on Twitter (@drawsshits) though Twitter will mostly be Korean. I won’t be deactivating this blog in case I do come back, but I’ll be switching urls to drawsshits-inactive.
I forgot to add, I’ll be taking down the Date a Day download link. But if you have the file, you’re free to share with whoever.