suckz

I just want to delete myself from this world as if I never existed to begin with

I think I'm ready to cry about it

I start missing you as soon as you're out of sight

You wanna hold hands with me while we go for a walk with no destination?

i told you my past

and i trusted you wouldn’t

break my heart

and yet here i am

picking up the pieces

once again

- dee (puzzle)

absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

Sylvia Plath, from a journal entry featured in "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath,"

I get it, my trauma is hard for you to deal with

I still can't talk about it

You stopped saying goodnight and i stopped sleeping.

Why do I always ruin everything?

All I want is for someone to understand me

For someone to love me for who I am

And for someone to take care of me

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling