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No Longer Human

@shikkakudazai / shikkakudazai.tumblr.com

Suzanne | 26 | she/her | ⚜ | an anxious wizard | I like anime and pretty things | 宜兴 | multi-fandom
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okidohkie

One thing they don't tell you about loss is that you're sitting on your bed at 1pm on a Friday afternoon, sipping your tea, and it hits you like a tidal wave. A hurricane of emotions are suddenly upon you and you didn't even see it coming.

It's 3am and you've just woken up for some reason and you try to make out what's in your room when you open your eyes, but the darkness wraps itself around you in a suffocating blanket of finality and you try to scream for help, try to take even the smallest breath, but all of your efforts fail and you're left gasping for air.

It's family breakfasts with biscuits too hard and flimsy bacon. It's black coffee and no sugar. It's family tradition that no longer takes place because life centered around you and the world revolved around you and you hung the sun and the stars but my world has gone silent because for God knows why, you left us and everything fell apart after that.

One thing they don't tell you about loss is that it hits you and it keeps hitting you and it will keep hitting you. It always does.

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yaoi-blcd

Old Xian update of [19 Days] translated by Yaoi-BLCD. Join us on the yaoi-blcd scanlation team discord chatroom or 19 days fan chatroom!

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